coulda been (zbo) #mistic

gullible

i hate that i love you and i cant stand the man i am 1.20.23 
my flesh affixed in a single position as my mind runs rampant

oragami 1.20.23

(@undyingtruth)

444jet (+nyli) - 0:00 - 0:55
gp & anarchy - 0:55 - 1:12
gemcalibur - 1:12 - 1:36
yk - 1:36 - 2:24
drevenci - 2:24 - 3:07
dani kiyoko - 3:07 - 4:18
night66 - 4:18 - 5:03
owen s & 444jet - 5:03 - 5:26

(#undying) valentines clips 23' (prods in desc)

stacia

(^_^)v♡

*2021* heroinsick + xaviersobased + froe prod bleachdiego

a suprise only 4 u

Have i lost my home in you
Have i lost my home in you

Whats done
Is done
But your all worn out again
Again
X4

Again again
This feeling keeps on hitting me
Where r u going
What the point of even knowin 
If we dont know how well land
Then I dont know where i stand

Is that why i lost a home in you
Can i come back some day
Is that why i lost a home in you

Again again
This feeling keeps on hitting me
Where r u going
What the point of even knowin  
I cant tell you at all
So you just wait while i stall


why i lost a home in you
Is that why i lost a home in you

home\stall 2

prod me and @snoglaseen
@screvmz

i know i know

not the same
you say that you hate me and you hope i blow my brains

i the trap cocaine
girl i know your love and itll never feel the same
you only live once, and i pray x2

and i know you
understand that you only live once
i dont really like the shit that i feel, yeah i hate my guts
i just see you as a bitch and i told you that i give up
and i really miss you girl, i hope that you never give up
not the same
you say that you hate me and you hope i blow my brains
i the trap cocaine
girl i know your love and itll never feel the same
i cant really take the pain
do you really wanna do this shit while im still sane
and the way that your ass deal with me, i know that shit a pain
and the way that you be talking be seducing to the brain
and the way that you be talking be seducing to the brain
we can really hit a jugg me and you hit a stain
we can really hit a jugg me and you hit a stain
we can really hit a jugg me and you hit a stain
we can really hit a jugg me and you hit a stain

@kilvrs

yea i just give up i just give up
yea ill tell u anything and youl just shrug it off
finna spazz out on you i dont give a fuck
so many days go by where i dont even talk
bitch im buzzed out i cant even walk
swear theres too much in my cup
but i cant give a fuck
finna rock till im dead
but i be in my bed
always in my fucking head
shrug it off till im dead
and ik that im a fuckin loser
and ik that ill always be a chooser
and ik ill always worry bout the past
and ik that im never gon be last

yea i just give up i just give up
yea ill tell u anything and youl just shrug it off
finna spazz out on you i dont give a fuck
so many days go by where i dont even talk
bitch im buzzed out i cant even walk
swear theres too much in my cup
but i cant give a fuck
finna rock till im dead
but i be in my bed
always in my fucking head
shrug it off till im dead
and ik that im a fuckin loser
and ik that ill always be a chooser
and ik ill always worry bout the past
and ik that im never gon be last

screvmz - seducing x kilvrs prod grief snogla

Ariel

All songs produced by hxlloghxst & Lil Dreezy
karen broca : written by me 
are you listening? : written by me and xert
are we okay? : written by me and xert
i bring pressure 2 : written by me
flow steerer : written by me
it's getting dark in here mr krabs  : written by me
it will get better : written by me
almost morning : written by me
in another life : written by me
in a land unholy : written by me
happy holidays :) 