bro this shit is deadass so hard bro wtf Literally Catchy asf Cant stop listening to this shit bro W song Fr bro 🔥

aint no alter ego Im just like this all the time

cry is a story inspired and mostly based upon a past relationship speaking on the lies, promises, and false sense of comfort most highschool relationships are built around. kuriosity struggles with letting go. he can’t fathom the decision made by his ex partner after the consistent struggle and issues he’s endured and guided her through. cry dives into kuriosity’s emotional dependency and the struggles of overcoming.

lyrics:
bye 
bye 
goodbye 
bye 
I don’t need help
but god I can’t stand up 
don’t need ur help 
don’t call I won’t answer 
do u have my jacket I left in December 
said you’ll never leave me oh do u remember?
do u re- 
I don’t wanna know the time 
I don’t wanna know the time oh
tell me if I’m on ur mind
tell me if I’m on ur mind oh
promise u I wouldn’t cry 
promise u I wouldn’t cry bro 
feel like I lost my mind 
I lost my mind oh 
ran outta time 
ran outta time oh 
this love wont die 
this love wont die no 
wrong when im right 
wrong when im right tho 
wrong when she cries 
cuz she’s suicidal 

I don’t wanna make her cry 
I just wanna make her mine 
baby u don’t gotta lie 
back sippin on tht wine 
I don’t wanna say goodbye
goodbye:(

ive lost all intention.

im sick of ur selfishness 
don’t call me ur friend 
u wont come back from this.
do u want me dead 
bitch where’s my actavis?

I don’t need help
but god I can’t stand up 
don’t need ur help 
don’t call I won’t answer 
do u have my jacket I left in December 
said you’ll never leave me oh do u remember
do u re- 
I don’t wanna know the time 
I don’t wanna know the time no 
tell me if I’m on ur mind
tell me if I’m on ur mind oh 
promise u I wouldn’t cry 
promise u I wouldn’t cry bro 
feel like I lost my mind 
I lost my mind oh 
ran outta time 
ran outta time oh 
this love wont die 
this love wont die no 
wrong when im right 
wrong when im right tho 
wrong when she cries 
cuz she’s suicidal 

oh my god

oh my god 

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

oh my god

bye.

cry (reset)

This is entirely self-produced. On all platforms. 💜

Lyrics: 
I've been breathing all this night air
Keep my head up, why should I care
Why share, gotta keep my feelings all inside there
I can't tell, is this a dream or a nightmare
I almost let the monsters take control
No matter where I go
So far from home
I can’t think when I’m alone
I hate scrolling through my phone
Bury all my memories in the snow

I be fighting my demons
I lie for no reason
I cry every season
Tear me apart, my heart weakens
You never loved me from the start, you're a demon

Can't sleep at night
I got too much shit going through my mind
When I think of you I get butterflies all the time
All the time

Yeah, I almost ran away, can not stay
Took a trip to Philly to take my mind off the pain
I wish I could stay, I feel out of place
Nowhere to call my home nowhere to stay

I've been breathing all this night air
Keep my head up, why should I care
Why share, gotta keep my feelings all inside there
I can't tell, is this a dream or a nightmare
I almost let the monsters take control
No matter where I go
So far from home
I can’t think when I’m alone
I hate scrolling through my phone
Bury all my memories in the snow

Keep my head up, why should I care
Why share, gotta keep my feelings all inside there
I can't tell, is this a dream or a nightmare
I almost let the monsters take control
No matter where I go
So far from home
I can’t think when I’m alone
I hate scrolling through my phone
Bury all my memories in the snow

Far From Home

lyrics

how would you feel
if you were dead right now 
gun to your head
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound 
I've been so quiet 
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now 

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting
I think its the end 
(to be dead right now)

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I'm seeing red
you got a new man 
he bouta be dead
I got no plan 
damn its a mess 
got his blood in my hands
gotta aim for the kill 
now he down on cement 
I've been feeling insane 
cause I'm missing my ex

...

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting 
I think its the end
to be dead right now

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 

gun to your head 
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound
I've been so quiet
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now. 
----

this was basically meant to be the third part to my song "red" and "red 2" but I didn't want to name it "red 3" cause I think that's dumb. 

when I was thinking of lyrics to punch in the song kind of took a turn. I started to really think about death and what comes with it... my aunt passed away february 2nd of this year and she was always my biggest supporter. she knew I made music before any of my family did and I always looked forward to showing her my unreleased first. i dont know what happens after death, but i do know she will always be proud of me.. she made sure i knew it.

i love you Aunt Mallory, this one is for you.

trying

produced by @caleb-lodish

featuring @spacemanzackisdead

HAILEY’S COMET w/ spaceman zack

p. yung spoiler

spotify
open.spotify.com/track/2uP3mGH2OO…2aee821c3f3f4265

(im so fucking useless x4)
uh yeah,
i think your in a rush
i been fighting off all of these feelings
like im in a rut
like i can never tell what the difference is
through all this distance
like all we ever do is fight back and forth
how can i see clear through a mf iphone
when you just text me all the time
but you wanna be left alone
(UGHHH)
all you ever do is try to make it all my fault
like you tell me all these lies
but you dont think your in the wrong

but baby was i
the one that you run to?
baby i know thats a lie
you do the same shit like every night
to pass the time
at this point its easier to say im fine
cause everytime that i try harder
im useless
but baby thats not something
thats new to me
ive been struggling my whole life
with fucking anxiety
cause i know i got to many issues
baby ill just try my hardest to
never make up another excuse

its like oohh i been trying so god damn hard
like whats the point of being away this long?
like i dont wanna do this
you been so new to this
and i been acting stupid

baby do you need me anymore ?
you been driving me crazy
got my blood spilled on the floor
its like anything you wanna do
im begging for more
so why do you just sit there and ignore
like baby its like i dont want this shit to end
but you still left
like i dont want this shit to end
you want me still dead
lets not pretend that you cared baby
i been fighting all of these thoughts as of lately

but baby was i
the one that you run to?
baby i know thats a lie
you do the same shit like every night
to pass the time
at this point its easier to say im fine
cause everytime that i try harder
im useless
but baby thats not something
thats new to me
ive been struggling my whole life
with fucking anxiety
cause i know i got to many issues
baby ill just try my hardest to
never make up another excuse
ugh but im so fucking useless
ugh im so fucking useless
im so fucking useless
im so fucking uselesss
(im so so so so im so so so so useless x4)

useless

drummer w/ keeta (chrxme , goo)

prod. rubbish
streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xel61/message

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Message

FALLEN ANGEL 3/22

produced by @caleb-lodish & chrxme

featuring @aftrrs & @reedsnovember

lyrics:

pour up the tris
pour up-
pour up the tris
i know he hit it but he never hit it like this
scratch when i'm in it
i know you miss me cus you hit my phone ain't seen you in a grip
need a percentage
i put some shit about u in a song back when i was a jit
take out the linens
after this show & when i get back home ain't gon hear that again
my body different
drive up on you in the street, press delete
you can't see thru the tints
you be on timid
i be on anything
i got a wedding ring, crib got a fence

spent what u made on my fit
i got dior on my dick
u can see bands falling when i piss
doin my dance because i don't miss
doin my dance like i scored a touchdown
6am she gon text "are you up now??"
i'm up
i don't wanna fuck now
founding father u boys all my sons now

@aftrrs:
made hits on a dell
 my bitch she bumpin adelle shoppin chanel smokin gas no shell wanna fuck for the fame or the clout kiss n tell 
pray for ur well being if u leave im wishing u well 
aint shit i cant sell, if i ever fall off give a fuck oh well 
do this shit on my own ion need no help 
give a shit what they Taco bout phone ringin like a Bell 
i push that weight u gainin weight 
with hollows u wont stay in shape 
i keep a brick i move that cake 
movin in silence from state to state
 keep a drac on my lap no tommy 
vetements suicoke got that shit on me 
in my own world never trustin nobody 
pull up ona block, chop droppin em bodies

pour up the tris
pour up-
pour up the tris
i know he hit it but he never hit it like this
scratch when i'm in it
i know you miss me cus you hit my phone ain't seen you in a grip
need a percentage
i put some shit about u in a song back when i was a jit
take out the linens
after this show & when i get back home ain't gon hear that again
my body different
drive up on you in the street, press delete
you can't see thru the tints
you be on timid
i be on anything
i got a wedding ring, crib got a fence
pour up the tris
pour up-
pour up the tris
pour up the tris
pour up
pour up

@reedsnovember:
do my dance like i scored a touchdown
6am she gon text me "are you up now?"
need a perc i'm tryna fuck now
keep a big ol' tec on me like watch out
like nick cannon i be, wild 'n out
my dick in her tummy and right in her mouth
gettin' straight to this money like fuck all the clout
uh-huh you fuckin dummies all sum clowns
funny money i'm laughin out loud
she really love me i'm not sure if she down
5-star dinner and she love to eat out
fuck a swisher loose leaf with the loud
I got a stripper she roll in and out
pull out the wood and roll hot with the sound
oooooh
i gotta bounce
you jackin my swag ur mom might not be proud
bro ur mom my biggest fan
huh, huh ur mom in my dms
huh, huh, she suck me wit no hands
huh, huh cus i'm gettin these bands yeah yeah
she illiterate she'll never read again
my new bitch is obedient and a 10
remember i was dreamin' and way back when
i met her i don't think we'll ever meet again
no, no, no
no, no, nooooo

pour up the tris
pour up-
pour up the tris
i know he hit it but he never hit it like this
scratch when i'm in it
i know you miss me cus you hit my phone ain't seen you in a grip
need a percentage
i put some shit about u in a song back when i was a jit
take out the linens
after this show & when i get back home ain't gon hear that again
my body different
drive up on you in the street, press delete
you can't see thru the tints
you be on timid
i be on anything
i got a wedding ring, crib got a fence
pour up the tris
pour up-
pour up the tris
pour up the tris
pour up
pour up

ARE YOU UP? w/ aftrr + reedsnovember

(prod. cxrter x yashio)
<33. new song with mr. 01 (check him out rnn!)
@antag01

lyrics:
@oafalls:
you were pushing me first
I'm down in the dirt
am I making it work, or making it worse?
I know you hate me, 
when I say "I love you" at the same time
blame me
everytime we fight
talk about it every night.

everynight, every night and day
never tried, you just pushed me away
stuck up and tied
I just need an escape
stuck with your lies
just pull the mask away
this is your masquerade
can't keep up with how you play
this point' I ain't feeling safe
you ask me "how I've been doing?"
honestly, can barely say
do that shit and wonder why your friends wanted to walk away
don't hit up my call
I don't want to talk to you today

@antag01:
I thought I'd be okay
but you still gon' run away
it didn't have to go this way
it started with a simple "hey"
and I can't cope with all this hate
hide your face by my display
thought about a wedding ring
kill me, this just where I lay
so please stop saying that I miss you
wish I never kissed you
told you everything I've been through
like damn- was a bitch move
and now I'm having issues
really thought that I could fix you
thought I wouldn't miss you
but then, all are plans are fell through

everynight I lose to you ft. antag01 (prod. cxrter x yashio)

prod me

lyrics:

i take it slow
i don't wanna be left alone
can you show
what you really want from me
i just dont know
i don't really talk that much
i don't really know what to say
it's all new to me

i bite my tongue
as you show me love
i've never felt like this before
is this real?
can i feel this feel?
you're all i need
and want and more

i don't wanna lie
baby, you been on my mind
lately
i need someone to confide in, oh
tell me it'll be al- (oh my god)
love you even when I'm high
never wanna see you cry
i just wanna tell you now
the things i feel when you're around
i give you my all
you've got my body for taking
know i'm
i'm just one call
away from my fall
i hope you know i'm not faking
pray i'm not breaking

i don't like it when you're not 'round
i need you right now
come and say your vows
i remember every sound
hear it like surround
know you're getting close to me
wonder can you fix my soul for me?
ha

i found comfort in you
i pace in my room
as we talk now
i just wanna make you proud
how can i hide the truth?
im so into you
im such a loser
if i had to, i'd choose her

this time i'll change
maybe this time it's okay
if i tell my truth to you
if i open up
do you promise you'll stay?
i don't wanna weigh down on you
i'll be patient
for you, I'll be the bravest

i bite my tongue
as you show me love
i've never felt like this before
is this real?
can i feel this feel?
you're all i need
and want and more

i bite my tongue
as the world comes crumbling down
will you be the one to save me now?
will you be the one to save me now?

GENESIS

prod nebita + methboiswag

feat @yungblasian

lyrics:

Ask me how I deal with all my demons I get high
Prolly not my greatest advice
Hey at least I tried
I can’t change my stance but I stay altering my mind
And ain’t no alter ego I’m just like this all the time
I still chase my dreams, but all my dreams are to stay fried
I still pour the lean but damn this lean don’t get me high
I still don’t feel normal without the x
Ain’t performing without the ket
Ain’t no normal one im the best
But damn it im still too caught up in all the ecstasy
Ketamine
Don’t even got time for normal rest for me

And I can’t lie I’m late to every party
Too heavy on pregaming Bacardi
2 chevys pullin up but we tardy
But all of my homies stay pleadin the fifth
Why you stay biting me cease & desist
Why your lil shorty stay pleasin my dick
Tryna be Roddy but boy u not rich
Every time I leave they tell me I’m amazing
Bitch I run your city sparking up on stage with blasian
But I can’t lie it still be like

Ask me how I deal with all my demons I get high
Prolly not my greatest advice
Hey at least I tried
I can’t change my stance but I stay altering my mind
And ain’t no alter ego I’m just like this all the time
I still chase my dreams, but all my dreams are to stay fried
I still pour the lean but damn this lean don’t get me high
I still don’t feel normal without the x
Ain’t performing without the ket
Ain’t no normal one im the best
But damn it im still too caught up in all the ecstasy
Ketamine
Don’t even got time for normal rest for me

@yungblasian:
Baby remember me
Baby let me bleed
If I’m not picking my phone up got some Hennessy
When I’m caught up in my feelings it’s my remedy
At least I tried with you
U know the things I’ve been thru
I’m way too fucked up a lot
I know I hurt you a lot
I’m always geekin
All on the weekend
You think I’m never sober that’s why we’re not speaking
Tell me what that’s all about
Tell me what you heard around
Don’t wanna let you down
I don’t want u look at me differently
Yeah yeah

Ask me how I deal with all my demons I get high
Prolly not my greatest advice
Hey at least I tried
I can’t change my stance but I stay altering my mind
And ain’t no alter ego I’m just like this all the time
I still chase my dreams, but all my dreams are to stay fried
I still pour the lean but damn this lean don’t get me high

at least i tried +yung blasian

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