2nd song I've heard from this album should I hear the rest?

emo-tional pt. II

produced by @splashgvng & @1yeezo
featuring @skrxwd & @splashgvng
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

Been a couple months, you've been gone
I've been moving on, you been doing wrong
Got drunk with your friends and a tat that you regret
And you fucked up hooking up with homie at the CVS
Now you're hitting up my phone
Telling me that you were wrong
Pulling up in my driveway
And saying it's my way
And maybe inside, I've
Been hoping you'd come by
And lie to your friends while they give me the side eye

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

Here we go again, everything feels the same now
Take another shot, won’t stop 'til I pass out
She’s the only one to make me wanna act out
All new fit, bitch, I’m blacked out
Made a mess, in my head,
Put me up on a shelf
And every time I hear your name
I feel like I'm in a cell
You can blame it on timing
You know where to find me,
Stuck somewhere between nicotine and caffeine
The thought of you is always hiding in the shadows
Everyone around me says I'm acting like an asshole
Consumed by my thoughts, watch the time go
And I can’t feel a thing, spent a rack though
Really wish that you didn’t have to go home
Another night of loving you before you let go
Why you gotta fuck with my head for?
Like, for real

It's like, literally, all the fucking time,
You just hit me up, and you're like,
"Oh wow I miss you" and like, "you're so important to me"
But then, you're on the side, fucking talking to other dudes
And fucking like, hollering at people

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

use me (feat. Skrwd & splashgvng)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

biteki visuals: https://youtu.be/ohfrtOuQ9WY

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 

i’m not that kid anymore 
in some ways maybe not others 
i take 2 pills hit the floor
percocets make me throw up
we don’t get on
now i’m older
you’re so wiser
and too sober 
different life so 
i can’t hold ya
she’s callin me 
i’m too fucked up for this 

*voicemail*

i’m too fucked up for this
gotta hang up the call
throw my phone in the bin 
i can’t handle it all
every time that you sin
throw my faith at the wall
got a devilish grin
not a halo involved 
in this mess that were in 
i can’t be who you want 
but i’ll try to be him
i got stones in my heart
hear it when i walk in 
burnt the rose watch it fall
as you tear off your skin
to reveal your horns
and the hell that you bring 

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 
x2

polar (jolst x remghost)

Hurt Remains

fresh air [prod. brody]

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

u said u wouldn't run from this 


older got taken down 
back up enjoy 
while you can 

<3

u said u wouldn't run from this  Feat. LIL LOTUS

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Spotify

Broken X Lil Lotus

familypet - hurt ur feelings

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

🖤

music video on sad chill:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lk6RXjt4VCM

lyrics:

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

it feels like no beginning or an end
anymore i push away all of my friends
and it's all on me
i'm too blind to see

that every time i stay inside
in pursuit of everything i want my conscious dies
it screams out for me

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

i'm a ghost wandering with no host
out of sight out of mind for the most
i don't wanna haunt you so i'll fade away
i'll just go inside where i'll decay

twist the knife by myself
a bullet in my foot doesn't help
i need some time away

so here i am again
i wonder why it's hard to keep a friend
i don't wanna go back down
every single thing i doubt, i'm about to drown

so here i am again
i wonder why it's hard to keep a friend
i don't wanna go back down
i know i can't go back down

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

i'm thinking that it's time i go
and i'm afraid to let you know
that it's all i have
and really i'm just passing through
pretty soon i'll be out of view
i don't know where to go but it's not here

but it's not here

spotify

all i have [MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW - LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

standing at your doormat pt. 3 (w/ yung axstn)(prod. yunny goldz)

lyrics:

salem avenue:
you fell in love for a moment
i fell in love with the memory
whisper nothings in the backseat
i waste my nights now cuz i cant sleep
and i know i've seen things that you won't see
but when i close my eyes i don't have dreams
no summer days 
no summer nights
no better days 
just nothing

seejayxo:
i hate when i see your face
you know that i can't behave
i hate the things that you say
i know it's all in my brain

everyday that i wake up is a struggle
get high but i still feel real low
no love in the back of the club hoe
hate me baby i don't give a fuck tho

you just keep my heart in a memory box
you don't feel the same 
baby give me a shot
i can never sleep at night
wonder when you'll make things right

memory feat. seejayxo (metlast)

☯☮☤♥
balance, peace, health, love.
together, let's make a kind world.

fresh air [prod. brody]

stairwell

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