Stress Toy

for you.unfinished

WHATTF (stalkerdotcom)

out now on all platforms

produced by @soreu_u

lyrics:

you ask me why im cold
im still so lonely
you ask me for my all
but i dont want to show it
im bleeding down the hall
cuts are still showing

you dont know me
you dont want me
you dont fucking love me (x3)

why cant i change
what you did to make me feel hurt
i hate it so much
yea its the worst
why cant you just once
can you make me feel heard
but just lie to me, but just lie to me
just to feel sum better

you dont really care,
you dont really care about me at all
you dont really even fucking care
you just say that you will

if you really did
you would never make me feel this way
if you really did
you would change and do everything

but you kept me around
just to feel sumn sound
i can say it to ur face
u dont ever fucking change
and you scream in my face
treat me like a disgrace
its no way that i can wait
ive been waiting for nothing

you ask me why im cold
im still so lonely
you ask me for my all
but i dont want to show it
im bleeding down the hall
cuts are still showing

you dont know me
you dont want me
you dont fucking love me (x3)

ruin | (prod. sore)

KMS 4 U (Weenie Version) [pixelhood]

ft @yungketaslime
prod nightcor3.i9 @threexite


idk what to do with myself 
think i'm dying i can't tell 
think i got too high 
catch me chilling in hell 
she luvs getting drunk and sending pictures of her scars 
i've been smoking way too much 
i wake up feeling nauseas 
always anxious take xans love it 
i don't think ill make it
ill die stunning
i'm so fucking vacant 
i have nothing 
i can't feel my heart but it's beating for something

xanax on my tongue 
had a good time but i dont remember 
i been on a bender blacked out since last December
shawty wanna cut me up
i js wanna smoke my blunt
homebrew up inside my cup
toxins live inside my gut
cocaine lines i mix it with the ketamine
put my ass in rehab before i even seventeen
then i got out n the party never stop
party never stop snort up lines until my body drop

anxious w/ keta

this probably won't be up forever

everything feels so jaded
I can't remember a time
i wasn't wasted
I'm always faded
i feel sick
my body's dying
and I don't seem to care
no no no no
I just don't seem to care no more


i could blame you
I usually do
but I realize
it's my fault
it's my fault
i let it get this bad
it's my fault 
it's my fault
I can't seem to rationalise 
my thoughts
they're so fucked
like my liver 
and my kidneys 
I'll die by 23
and no one
will be there to attend
I ruind my life
Theres nothing left to salvage 
fuck

I'll probably die by 23

prod by stalker

Walking through the forest,
I see your face everywhere.
It’s like you’re chasing me.
I hear your footsteps everywhere.
It’s not fair.
Thought I gave you everything,
but you’re still chasing me.
You must want something.
Cuts on me
I feel like a disease while you run around me.
I will always harm me.
I will fucking hurt you.
Endless fucking circles, yeah, I feel so abused.
Life’s so cruel.
I don’t know what to do.
Every time I talk, it’s like I’m talking through you.

I lost a piece of me.
I’m losing everything.
I found my pieces,
but they don’t really resemble me.

It fucking looks like you.
It fucking looks like you.
’Cause every piece of me
is just a piece of you.
And I can’t hate you,
even after everything —
everything you did to me.
I just wish the best for you.
It’s the ghost of you,
it’s in my fucking room.
I ruin everything every time I move.

Walking through the forest,
I see your face everywhere.
It’s like you’re chasing me.
I hear your footsteps everywhere.
It’s not fair.
Thought I gave you everything,
but you’re still chasing me.
You must want something.
Cuts on me —
I feel like a disease while you run around me.
I will always harm me.
I will fucking hurt you.
Endless fucking circles, yeah, I feel so abused.
Life’s so cruel.
I don’t know what to do.
Every time I talk, it’s like I’m talking through you.

I see you (stalkerdotcom)

featuring @2004skellington
prod @pixelhood

@gutzxx

I text and I regret
I want it all to end
huhh im sorry im a wreck
do you wanna play pretend
im nothing but mistake
im carving hearts on your face
I don't wanna be replaced
suicide a mistake

@2004skellington

yea
i never felt enough
now u dont give a fuck
my whole life i have felt useless
and now im fuckin stuck

i dont wanna talk nah 
just leave me alone
every single day no one hitting up my phone

this life i just regret it
im just pathetic
i know that no one gets me
cuz even i dont get it
this shit aint just aesthetic
and if it kills me, let it
im dying slowly every day
my life feels so poetic 

@gutzxx

I text and I regret
I don't ever wanna leave
my heart belongs to you
and your heart belongs to me
I wanna keep you 
I wanna feel you
I wanna feel your touch 
I just want your love
omg you feel so cold
your skins pale like the snow
I just wanna see you
can you please just come back home
I wanna love not fight
is it what this feels like
I wanna die tonight
I wanna die tonighhht

I text and I regret
I want it all to end
huhh im sorry im wreck
do you wanna play pretend
im nothing but mistake
im carving hearts on your face
I don't wanna be replaced
suicide a mistake

@2004skellington

and if it kills me
make sure u wake up
you'd see me in the night
if u stay up
i hate on everyone 
that show me fake love
when all the fakes friends acting like my day ones

i know that im not special, and i understand
dont go talking bout me, like u know who i am
i feel too lost sometimes, cuz i aint got a plan
my mental running low, im hanging by a single strand
 
