heavy in my head

🎵 'Fake Smiles' by RealAsianRobot is a poignant alternative pop track that delves into the universal experience of hiding true emotions behind a facade. With hauntingly beautiful female vocals and lyrics that cut deep, this song captures the struggle of maintaining a cheerful exterior while battling inner turmoil. RealAsianRobot, a former rapper turned AI music pioneer, uses cutting-edge technology to bring his songwriting to life, creating a sound that's both innovative and deeply human. Experience the emotional depth and captivating melody that resonate with anyone who's ever worn a fake smile. 

Lyrics and Music © 2025 Siddhartha Chen (RealAsianRobot)

Fake Smiles

I used to roast Uggo Mongo for breakfast. Now I’m complimenting people.
He was vile. Delusional. Hilarious. Perfect.
A punching bag, a muse, a filthy little frippet enabler.
This isn’t a parody — it’s a cry for help.
Uggo, come home. I need someone to hate.

Lyrics

Oh Uggo Mongo, where’d you go?
You left our Discord like a tragic emo show.
I roasted your posts, I scorched your soul,
But bullying you made me feel whole.

Now I scream into the void like a haunted seal
Who do I mock if I can’t make you squeal?
You left our chat in digital shame,
Now I’ve got no one ugly enough to blame.

I trolled Fat Link, but he couldn’t last.
He blocked me twice - he weeps too fast.
It’s no fun if they sob when I flame
Uggo, come back. Take the shame.

Your takes were trash, your songs deranged,
Without you here, I feel… emotionally estranged.
We sang songs of war, of scorn, so vulgar
You called me a whore, I called you butt-lover.

Without you, I’m gentle. It’s honestly bleak.
I said “Good morning” to a normie this week.
You took my venom, gave me edge
Now I’m stuck hugging people. I need a ledge.

Uggooo, come back to meee 
I need your mediocrity!
I’m flailing in this sea of nice,
My cruelty’s trapped in thawing ice!
You were my punching bag, my muse,
Without you, who do I abuse?
Uggo Mongo, hear my plea
Be ugly near… and mean with me.

You said I owed Fat Link sex,
That he deserved it, out of respect.
You called me a naughty little frippet,
And I said you bent for him like a paperclip - admit it.

You spat unhinged takes every thread
I laughed out loud, then went to bed.
I’m spiraling now in wholesome dread
I said “bless you” when someone sneezed.
I should be dead.

I miss me - when I was mean.
Now I’m soft, polite, borderline serene.
You were my canvas, my punching delight,
Incentive to log on and start a fight.

You said I owed Fat Link a flash,
Called me a frippet, low-class trash.
You were vile, grotesque, obscene
But perfect for my bullying routine.

Ugggooooo, don’t make me be nice!
I’ve complimented someone twice!
This server’s soft, it’s lost its bite
My Selkie tail’s not tucked in right.
Bring back the cringe, the spam, the pain
Without you, it’s just… so fucking tame.
Uggo Mongo, come back home
Let me call you trash…
in poem.

Come back, Uggo.
So I can be awful again.
You were the worst person I ever met.
And I loved that for me.

Love song to Uggo

The song’s core message is clear: time spares no one but in its wake, it leaves echoes of who we were and what we loved. A blend of vulnerability and resilience, my song speaks to anyone who’s ever felt the weight of passing years and the beauty hidden within them.  https://www.maria-johnsen.com/maria-johnsens-music/

Time Is Undefeated

Time is undefeated

“Never Close Enough” is the story of loving someone just out of reach—a candle lit for a love that flickers, but never fully arrives. It’s a confession of longing, the ache of giving everything and getting only echoes, and the hard-won strength it takes to finally let go.With poetic lyrics and raw emotion, this song is for anyone who’s ever reached for warmth and found only cold, and for those who’ve learned to stand tall and kindle their own light. Some distances can’t be crossed—but freedom can begin at the door.

Never Close Enough

Touch

I know the plans I have for you, plans for good and not for evil - to give you hope, hope and a future. Jer. 29:11

Hope and a Future

A song for anyone who’s ever had to perform sanity while breaking quietly behind the eyes.

Told from the raw, rhythmic perspective of a psychiatric nurse, mother, partner, and daughter, this track traverses the liminal spaces between roles, breakdowns, and breakthroughs.

It opens in the psych ward, where chaos is clinical and every whisper might be a cry for help. The narrator sharp, stoic, emotionally fluent, translates delusion and despair like a second language. But beneath the steel exterior, her own fractures hum like radio static.

Copyright:
Written and owned by [Laura Keable]. All rights reserved.
For collab inquiries: [SoundCloud message inbox]


Daughter, Nurse, Mother, Lover.

 💔 Volta Pra Mim é uma canção romântica e profunda que mistura a sensibilidade da MPB com o ritmo moderno do pop emocional. Com versos intensos e um refrão que ecoa saudade e paixão, a música fala de um amor perdido que ainda pulsa no peito.

Criada para tocar corações e embalar memórias, “Volta Pra Mim” é uma declaração de amor em forma de música — com batida envolvente, letra sincera e interpretação cheia de alma.

🎙️ Letra & Voz: [Seu Nome ou Nome do Projeto]
🎹 Produção: Scotton Production (Race Car Driver Rogerio Scotton)
🎧 Gênero: Pop Romântico / Electropop / MPB Contemporânea

🔁 Compartilhe, adicione à sua playlist, e marque alguém que ainda vive dentro do seu coração.

VOLTA PRA MIM

Be more random - enjoy! 

Dedicated to S.H <3 



TAROT

THE SEA

The Sea

Road Trip

Songwriter. Storyteller. Sound pioneer, Stan Countz is a genre-bending songwriter with over 300 original songs under his belt — a true craftsman of lyric and melody. From his debut track “Those Hap Happy Days” in 2005, a nostalgic tribute to the golden era of the ’50s and ’60s, Stan has built a musical legacy rooted in meaning, melody, and message.

Writing under the moniker Stan and Be Counted, he stands tall in the world of music as both a creator and a voice of purpose. His catalog spans a kaleidoscope of genres — from contemporary Christian rock and gospel to EDM, country pop, blues, R&B, hip hop, folk, and beyond. Each song is a reflection of his passion for storytelling and his desire to uplift, challenge, and connect.

Whether crafting soul-stirring love ballads, foot-tapping jingles, or heart-pounding hard rock anthems, Stan brings a rare blend of versatility, depth, and soul to every track. He doesn't just write songs — he writes moments you can feel.

Stan Countz is more than an artist — he’s a movement. A call to stand... and be counted. He is a prolific lyricist and lives in Denison, Texas with his artist/photographer wife. 

If you're an Artist looking for a song for the next hit, send me a message. Who knows, I may have a gem and a #1 hit for us both!