i just did my first line today
told you that I won’t, guess I lied to ur face
no more bullshit imma tell it to you straight
blow is not as cracked up as they say

didn’t pump me up
didn’t bring out all the madness
my throat went numb
felt like the fucking dentist
it’s all part and parcel
of this life in show biz

lord help me
i’m back on that hard shit
pop a hulk green xanny
but it won’t end this bad trip

lord won’t you help me
cuz I’m back on my hard shit
thought I had changed
but it was just a respite

bitch I’m cali sober, 
i ain’t drinking no more vodka
tweakin off them blotters
don’t let the 5-O clock ya

bitch i’m cali sober
is what I tell myself, yeah
when this night is over
i have no regrets, nah

russian roulette
got three bullets in my chamber
i know I shouldn’t
but i ain’t staying sober
 
russian roulette
load three bullets in the chamber
i test all my shit
Gus, you know I won’t forget ya

I don’t wanna overdose in LA
Cocaine, champagne
I don’t wanna die alone that way
I promised you that I will fucking stay 

I don’t wanna overdose in LA
Cocaine, champagne
I don’t wanna die alone today
I promise you that I will fucking stay

3 in the chamber (DEMO)

Standard Lines