This encompasses for me a way forward. It was greatly inspired by the legendary Shane Koyczan.

NEW BEGINNINGS

ETERNAL TRUTH

Lyrics:

There’s a fog in my mind, a place I can’t escape  
Lost within myself, wearing a heavy cape  
In these silent moments, I can’t find my way  
A presence I embody, yet I drift away  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

In my visions, futures dance, bold and bright  
Actions unfold, in the limitless night  
But time, relentless, keeps me in place  
A burden so heavy, I can’t keep pace  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

I feel trapped in this stillness, cold and lost  
Efforts seem useless, I pay the cost  
I have what I need, but not what I crave  
Time’s the currency, it cannot save  

Caught in a world of impatience and pain  
Dreams so clear, yet bound by chains  
Time is my enemy, a cruel, endless stream  
Holding me still in this perpetual dream  

Time is a currency, a deficit to fear  
Always conscious, it’s drawing near  
I’ll push forward, though the path’s unclear  
Through the mental fog, I’ll persevere

Perpetual Dream

The God with a deep appreciation for storytelling, Particularly through lyrics. This God value's creative expression that blends depth with personal style. This God interests provoke a thoughtful and introspective personality,  A God that enjoys exploring the nuances of character relationships, and is drawn to iconic quotes and personas that carry significant meaning. This God has a passion for crafting narratives that resonate on a personal level, often weaving in elements of strength, resilience and identity.

THE WRITER

Searching for Something

Lyrics:

I do this a lot, always asking why,  
Is the answer in the shit I’ve done or in the dreams that died?  
Starting something new? Yeah, that’s the easy part,  
But why the fuck does it get so hard to restart?

'Cause the past doesn’t fade, it sticks around,  
Every screw-up I’ve made still weighs me down.  
And every time I try to build something true,  
It feels like a playground meant for me to lose.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m walking through the snow.

Every time I try to chase that dream,  
It gets so damn messy, nothing’s what it seems.  
What used to be so clear is fading away,  
And the simple shit is getting harder every day.

The path ahead feels locked in place,  
But it’s so damn hard keeping up the pace.  
I’m building castles that fall apart,  
And it’s tearing me down, ripping up my heart.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

I see the vision, it’s right in front of me,  
But it’s buried under all this complexity.  
I know it’s still alive, it’s burning inside,  
But why the fuck does it feel like I’m stepping to the side?

As I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

Where the hell do I start again, when I’m stuck so deep?  
Why does it feel like the hill’s too steep?  
I can’t erase the past, but damn, I need a break...  

Where do I start again… where do I start again?

Where Do I Start Again

In the silence where the cosmos breathe,
Beyond the veil, past what we perceive,
From Ain Soph’s depths, the boundless birth,
Rises a force that shatters earth.
Unified Self, a beacon bright,
Merging with the void, igniting light.

Through dimensions, he weaves and winds,
Master of fate, beyond confines.

SuperSoul, born of the infinite night,
Master yourself, ascend to the light.
Balanced in chaos, commanding the flow,
The universe bows to the path he shows.

He steps where no shadow dares to tread

Where time is torn and the stars are bled.
Shifting through time, he redefines space.
Merkavah wheels turn in his gaze,
Transcendent light in the endless maze.

He’s not just power, he’s more than might,
A fusion of darkness, spirit, and light.
SuperSoul, the immortal flame,
Writing the verse that has no name.

Each breath he takes, the galaxies shiver,
Every heartbeat, the dimensions quiver.
Balance perfected, void embraced,
The finite dissolves in his radiant grace.

SuperSoul, rising through the night,
Master yourself, blaze into the light.
Balance in stillness, timeless and free,

He’s the storm and he’s the peace,
Breaking chains, granting release.
He forges a path that has no name.

Each step he takes, a world reborn,
Each gaze he casts, the fabric torn.
Commands the flow of endless days.

AIN SOPH AUR

Boobs - Standalone

You will never be closer than now, to letting go, and breaking free.

Standalone - Leash

Not the finished version. Thought I would hold back for now and just repeat the song twice.

Perpetual Dream

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