Lyrics:

I do this a lot, always asking why,  
Is the answer in the shit I’ve done or in the dreams that died?  
Starting something new? Yeah, that’s the easy part,  
But why the fuck does it get so hard to restart?

'Cause the past doesn’t fade, it sticks around,  
Every screw-up I’ve made still weighs me down.  
And every time I try to build something true,  
It feels like a playground meant for me to lose.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m walking through the snow.

Every time I try to chase that dream,  
It gets so damn messy, nothing’s what it seems.  
What used to be so clear is fading away,  
And the simple shit is getting harder every day.

The path ahead feels locked in place,  
But it’s so damn hard keeping up the pace.  
I’m building castles that fall apart,  
And it’s tearing me down, ripping up my heart.

But as I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

I see the vision, it’s right in front of me,  
But it’s buried under all this complexity.  
I know it’s still alive, it’s burning inside,  
But why the fuck does it feel like I’m stepping to the side?

As I keep on stacking up the plans,  
I’m losing all the fire that I had in my hands.  
I can still see where I want this thing to go,  
But every step I take feels like I’m moving too slow.

Where the hell do I start again, when I’m stuck so deep?  
Why does it feel like the hill’s too steep?  
I can’t erase the past, but damn, I need a break...  

Where do I start again… where do I start again?

Where Do I Start Again

Standerd