“am i allowed to speak on the truth? i think you'd understand my pain if i did what you did, to you” i wrote a song to this beat but this is so good, that line hits so hard 

(Intro)
Baby its been a while.
I don't know how to tell you, you complete me with your smile.
Why can't you stay a while?
You helped me realize that no one else was worth my while.

(Verse)
Well, again,
you were never supposed to be a part of it,
I don't think you understand my part in this.
When you said you missed me, I fell in love,
and this was a first for my heart, to trust.
Lately I've been losing all my hope in us,
no I don't regret putting my all in us.
Things you would say,
to make me feel safe,
the memories we made ..

(they are)

Falling out,
No matter where you are I wanna call you now.
For everything we been through I lost you, how?
You're my number one and that's without a doubt,
You're all I'm 'bout.
(Break)

Why can't you trust in me?
I can do it all so baby trust in me.
If you really want then I can leave you be,
girl I don't know what's gotten in to me.
And I can't keep doing this over again,
you cried on my shoulder and told all your friends.
You asked if I love you, I told you I am.
What don't you understand?
I tried to be a man,
but you keep on playing these games.

sum r&b song

w/ @dead4cf

prod. me :)

Leave without a trace so I wonder 
Why can’t I keep her longer for the night and 
Why can’t I be a person not a monster 
I can’t lie all this thinking got me tired 
When I’m by myself you should really come through but
Given myself credit got some courage for you 
Yeah I can’t get enough of the things you do 

Feels like I’ve been drowning without ya
Wait too long and I’m falling for your sound yeah
Been far gone but you teach me how to love I
Just can’t stand it 
This a small world we’ve been goin over
Met a couple times 
Saw a couple clovers
But I’m stuck with you
And there’s nothing I can do 

(1, 2, 3)

Got a tune, so I’m hoppin a track yeah 
Fuck the rules 
I don’t care unless we have to 
Yeah it’s cool when I’m putting on an act but 
I got some bad news
Can’t read signals like a map yeah  
(Fuck it)
We in touch but I’m losing it so fast
Drippin blood cus this pressure made me snap
Outta luck but I’m fine
Why it hurting all over 

(I just don’t understand)

I’ll be fine but it feels like I’m just getting old
When we talking it feels like I’m in this vertigo 
I could die and I wouldn’t even notice 
Bitch I’m losing focus
Thinking of just holding you
Yeah I don’t what I would really do 
All this loving got me so confused
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

I remember talking all this out at the corner to your house 
All the words that you’d say
You don’t know no love and got some doubts
Thinking we could work it out 
But it’s fine bae
You don’t wanna fight that 
I keep fucking up guess the consequences bite back 
You keep showing love and my jealousy don’t  like that 
You know me so well
Breaking my composure you bringing new hell, why you do that?

I tried being positive 
You taking all my peace of mind 
You taking all my oxygen 
Take it one day at a time no extra 
I can’t do that no 
I don’t want hurt anymore 
I take it personal cause I’m fed up 

If you don’t want no love 
Then I don’t gotta follow you through it 
Yeah you tore me apart and now you tryna call like I’m stupid 
Wanted war from the start
Must be some miscommunication that shit worse for my heart 
That shit dont work for my heart 

Cause I just 
Miss the way that you talked to me 
Got me in my head
You saying words you don’t mean

(I know too much)

All for nothing 
I’ve been really trapped in my head with assumptions 
I can’t seem to get any rest 
I feel nothing real 
I feel something here 
And I can tell you the truth
And I just really wanna hold onto you 
And all this bullshit got me just so confused 
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

stuck with you w/ 4cf

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

mixed @oroahh & me 
Written @oroahh & me
Produced @Jonah_bru
All Plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/pieces-feat-oroah

Lyrics:
(me)
I don't wanna talk to u, girl 
I need a moment
U dictate every way that I feel
Words are so potent
What I wanna say to you, girl
I could give you the world 
But you tore me to pieces 
For no decent reason

(me)
Oh my god
I don't wanna talk bout it 
Everything I did just by your side
I don't wanna think bout it
Everytime, i do feelings i die
Just too hard for you to really try
Give a lil bit of love
Give a lil bit of -ooh

(roah)
This feeling
It's leaving
I don't know how to stop
Can you feel it 
You do not need it
Baby, could you stop
We aint really have to hold it down
We just have to really focus now 
Speak up before goes, going south
oh don't shut your mouth
told you, and I told her
I got big chips on my shoulder
And they keep growing as im older
Keep showing as I hold you tight
I don't really wanna speak tonight
I just really want you out my sight
I don't think that we could do this right
I don't wanna talk girl just decide

pieces w/ roah (jonah.bru)

why is it so hard for you to take my word?
just trust me girl its all talk, don’t believe what you heard
i know right now it’s not perfect 
but i don’t deserve this 
don’t listen to your friends they don’t want us to work 
listen to me

i keep getting calls from my exes
let it ring i wont even play the message
cus they know they fucked up how they left it 
and i can tell that you’re the same i’m not making an exception
you know that i meant it 
when i said you won’t get a another chance 
thought you could mess around with me but i had other plans 
i'm getting money now it’s busting out the rubber bands 
do you understand 

that we keep doing the same thing 
always ending up in the same place 
think we need to do something different
stalking my main page 
then you go pretend that you’re innocent 
cant you tell that you’re being ignorant 
i don’t wanna waste time i’d rather keep my peace 
va and we linking up with re6ce 
i wish you could see
all the shit you’re putting on me girl uh

cause you be getting everything you want
but its never enough
i'm tryna tell you its too late
but you don't give a fuck
you're slamming doors and shit
but you wont listen at all
i'm too up cant hear
you know i never gave a fuck at all
shut your mouth don't talk bout me
shut your mouth talking from the backseat
shut your mouth you don't know about
you don't know about..

its cause you drive me crazy 
baby
do this on the daily 
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once
no please don't talk too much
i think ur tryna play me
break me
next one erase me
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once

listen to me w/ re6ce (prod. jml)

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

2lives prod. mulak

s/o to the most genuine ppl i've ever met through music @1kaido @yoshi

prod. dye

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https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/
https://www.instagram.com/1lildyee/

lyrics

[ star's verse ]

am i allowed to speak on the truth?
i think you'd understand my pain if i did what you did, to you
and it's hard, but i'm getting through.
i wish you knew what this shit do to me when you leave so soon.

why can't you stop and listen?
i tried my best but but i'm bout to give in,
i tried to leave but you're my addiction.

what is trust? no idea.
think i'm stupid? oo woa oo woa oo woa

it's just a feeling but i'm feeling intoxicated,
im trynna tell you sum but i just can't really explain it
i wish i had you by my side then i wouldn't have to be crying,
wanna say that i don't love you but then i would just be lying,
gotta let you go, you keep on playing with my heart

wait, where even is it?

you tore that shit apart,
think i'm stupid?
im not.
nah i ain't stupid, you're fucking round with me you're acting like im clueless.

[ @1kaido's verse ]

i had to run away from you
cause you weren’t happy at all
if i was
hiding the truth you couldn’t take it all
and your best friend
she wouldn’t hate me at all
if she knew what i would do
it’s just a feeling but i’m feeling intoxicated
would you feel better if i told you about when we dated
i love you
want you
baby i don’t need you at all
i’m overthinking it all
like just don’t do it all
and your blood is so pretty
you’re feeling my pity
and that’s okay

[ @yoshi's verse ]

tell me when you wake up
you’re so pretty in your makeup, girl
its no problem if you can’t be here
oo- ooooo - oooo

i know its been a while, but we’re falling apart
feels like you stabbed me in my heart
have you been telling me the truth?
well have you, don't lie

you said i was in love with you
you said i’m ready to die for two

ive been running away
yeah im scared of you i
can’t take anymore

the truth w/ kaido & christian blair

starfall

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