prod. @neohnq

maybe it’s best for us
but i don’t want to let u go
i still crave ur touch
but it just hurt me slow
you know i love u, wanna be there for u when it gets hard
but it just kills me to see u in another’s arms

be free..
asked u hold me down but i didn’t mean it that way
we were too different, it’s really a shame
we were too stubborn, we don’t wanna change
i look ahead and u stuck your ways
i live for the future, u live it by day
there ain’t nothing wrong about staying the same
but is this love really worth all the pain?
wish i could go to the start so we could relive it again
we’ll make sure not to rush, maybe we’d start by being a friend
maybe we’d find a way out this mess
now we in this mess, it made me depressed
i really only wish u the best
but now its like we never met

i cut my wrists again the other week (i know you won’t ever see)
u cried first so all the blame’s on me (fuck ur friends, they’re dead to me)
now i’m wishing that u went and cheat
it’d be easier to wash u from my memory

maybe it’s best for us
but i don’t want to let u go
i still crave ur touch
but it just hurt me slow
you know i love u, wanna be there for u when it gets hard
but it just kills me to see u in another’s arms

in another's arms... (prod. neohn)

Waiting 2 Appear

prod 2heartsforever

lyrics:
lately i dont know, huh
lately i havent been sure 
strangely i dont know where 
how or when ill get it done 
got 2 packs and a question 
im open to suggestions
i give in under pressure 
got no help its expected
so tell me- so tell me what you want from me 
i go in circles to look for what i cant even be
and now its burning, my passion i wish that you could see
i know youre hurting inside and i wish i wouldnt feel it 

one step forward
and 2 steps back 
is that really what i want?
wanted more 
but i got less 
is that really what i want?
x2

is that really what i want?

The weekend goes 2 fast man ...

anime reccomendations pls 🫰

Thanks for listening!

Want it to be true (prod. drew)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

ft @yorohaerte
prod me @neohnq

tryna bag me, bitch good luck
bro callin 'taxiiiii' when i dropped my cup
now im in tha backseat spewin up my guts
feelin like a bad dream i need another blunt
hoppin out th whip i cant stand straight
cop another bic just to medicate

i get too lit for my own sake
im heaven bound bitch ill see u at the gates

pull up w the boys hop out at da show
vip its just me n the bros

@yorohaerte
on stage and they see me, “oh my god its yorohaerte”
u a bad bitch im a bad bitch, whats up
on stage and they cheering, i think they know whats up
mushrooms in the cup idek whats down or up…
took me a while but i think i got it figured out
i been going up n up, just sum to think about
pour me up another 1, sippin on that liquor now
ugh, fuck, another 1, i dont wanna hear u out
i dont wanna hear u out, idc what hes about
at the top of the hill and im posted w a jezebel

VIP ft yorohaerte _ prod #Me

As always Thanks 4 listening 🫰

Lyrics:

Everything was fine, until you showed up.
Told you that I’m not scared, I don’t wanna run.
I can’t feel my heartbeat, I can’t feel my lungs.
Lie, leave, repeat — I can never trust.

If it’s really over, prove to me it’s done.
Lying to my face, then you tell me I’m the one.
If I could believe what you said, then I would!
Knew it from the start, I was misunderstood. :/

And I hate that I’m always too late.
Wanna see you say that you had a good day,
’Cause it means everything to me, facing reality.
Having to watch you leave, still I feel so empty tho.

Already said you don’t have to go.
Is it worth it? I think you should move slow.
Your body’s on the edge, feel like I can’t hold.
Had to let you go, hope that you can understand tho. </3

Lie, Leave, Repeat (prod. drew)

happy birthday to me @dinosaur @afterstoryx

baby whats the meaning
break me into pieces 
hanging from the ceiling 
cant describe the feeling

felt this way for so long
knife to skin im peeling
girl u made me so strong
its my heart thats bleeding

when it feels like nothings left
rip my heartstrings out my chest
girl u bring me to my death
ur the one thing i have left

and ill be the thunder
rain on your body 
come pull me underrrr

swear thers nothing to cover
link one another
one for eachotherrr

rain && thunder @dinosaur

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


is that really what i want?

starry