prod. starstrike!


~lyrics~

[starstrike!] It’s draining
Nothing makes me happy I feel like my life is aimless
nothing that I do can seem to take away the pain
Somehow I’m the one who always ends up taking blame 
Everything that I do always blows up in my face
 I felt something when I took your embrace 
Telling me I had to escape 
I spent too long with my heart in a cage 
Yea now I’m breaking free

Eevee 
Come witness me evolve
Oh oh oh no  Catch feelings like poke balls
I blacked out 
How long til I cash out 
I just need to find a way out  
Left me on my own in a cold way 
Wonder why you’re never feeling okay 
So many drugs don’t even know the name  I just killed your bitch I’m on a rampage 

Knees grazed 
Hello kitty bandaids 
Acting like my ADD is something I can maintain
Act out  Photos on my camera 
I break everything that I touch

Eevee 
Come witness me evolve
Oh oh oh no  Catch feelings like poke balls
I blacked out 
How long til I cash out 
I just need to find a way out 

[aaadam] Disappear inside my mind cuz I don’t really wanna talk
 I’ll craft a world inside my brain just like some fucking Lincoln logs
 Like holy shit your life is crazy you should go and write a blog 
About your brother and your job and all the drama and your dog
 But I still really fucking care cuz I’m in love with who you are
 And if you feel the same for me then we should both get in your car 
You can show me all the songs you love while staring at the stars 
And tell me bout the way I am because my scorpios in mars
Are you too cool 
For me 
No I’m not one for  Jealousy
 I’m never enough 
We’ll see 
I might stop and get a bag
 Or two 
Or three

[starstrike! + aaadam] Cause all I care about is you getting bags and my boys
And if someone rubs me wrong then I’ll turn down all the noise
And if I ever snap and start to get annoyed
Stick around just for a little I think I’d be overjoyed 
  Yeah I think I’m pretty boring but hey what am I to do 
Pretty sure that I’d do everything just to get through to you 
Yeah I think I’m pretty boring but there’s lots of things to do 
Pretty sure I’d try em all for you and I just thought you knew 

Yeah there’s nothing left to lose,  And everything to gain 
That’s not what I wanted 
Not more of the same 
I had to switch it up I was tired of the games 
Sick of needing something that never ever came

eevee // boring  x  aaaadam

mackenzie 
(trans, she/her) 

im learning to dj. 
I like making mixes.
ig - j.mackenzie.l

I love 
             /dark
           /industrial
         /hard
       /dystopian 
/melodic
                          techno. 
i love 
        /deep
       /melodic
                     house

Love all things cyberpunk, ethereal, noise/hyper/ugly/weird pop. all things queer 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈✨

(( artwork by 
        https://bardicious.com/ ))

Australian rapper born in Parkes 2870, moved to Canberra for university, your local source of depressing rap since 2019.

Big influences are XXXTentacion, $not, lil peep, lil xan, lil ray, etc

Always up for a chat or collab, just Hmu

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