Sometimes you have to clear the mind.
Musicians are human too and mostly lack
a corporate entity taking away our face.
So here I am feeling and I hope you do too.

Lyrics - 
got a lot of things you wanna say 
never gonna hear it anyways 
stay the fuck away
everything is okay
I just need my time to feel
I feel the pain you feel
digging deep down for somethin real 
mothafuckas testing patience 
killing motivation 
and they lookin for the 
reason they can come in for the kill
never give a mothafucka chances
keep it guarded like finances 
keep to myself my mental wealth
its my mission creeping up stealth
betta learn yourself
never frontin for these bitches
I am me myself and I
up until the grave a mothafucka say its do or die
every single move I make with everything it coincides
flippin em back
like a backwoods
light it up
triple six
never gonna fix 
all the problems
that we carry
its a burden
learn to shed
a couple pounds
I wont drown
in the well of life
I cant handle
those goodbyes
I will not fight
with the waves of time
never can I rush it
my time will come
up until then my web is spun
trap them quick
we trap them quick 
and put your walls up
never let em in
pick up all your fuckin weapons
get em ready for blood shed

I FEEL THE PAIN YOU FEEL

DEMONS IN MY SOUL
CHAINSAW MURDA
LIL BAPHOMET

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DEMONS IN MY SOUL FT. Lil Baphomet (Prod. CHAINSAW MURDA)

UNDERWORLD (PROD. DJ TERRXR)

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@d_vy

Prod: @big420playa

ONE STEP AHEAD - (KOSTE, VICIOUS VAMPIRA, HEXMANE, GGRIM, D_VY) [PROD. NONAMEPLUG]

thank you to Echo for letting me use this gorgeous beat

lyrics-

Mane, I’ll make it known
I’m freezing cold
I won’t be fleeing from the weather 
Got my body full of emptiness 
I’ve been this way forever 
Fortifying the fractures inside my brain 
Broke through the barrier back in the day 
The glimmer still remains 
It’s glistening until I fade 
I’m on my own
I’ll make it float
I’m feeling lighter than a feather 
Made a hobby out of thoughtlessness 
A dim chance I’ll get better
Horrifying when I encounter my rage 
I hope to bury it far out the way
The glimmer still remains 
It’s glistening until I fade 
I swapped my hate for a blunt by the lake 
I lay back as I slowly get erased 
Not much I can say 
So just give me my space 
I’ll fly away and sink into the sky with no trace

GLIMMER (prod. Echo from the Void & drip-133)

quicker than a thunderbolt the cold rolls in
and the birds dont sing in the winter
its a mystery to me
why I could never just sleep
without having bad dreams
Im just sensitive it seems
its a long running theme
cut and run from everything
try to find my self worth
never smile in my pictures
Im too honest when it hurts
heavy in the heart until it fuckin bursts
try to toughen up my shell
until Im buried in the fuckin dirt
sometimes I wish I was never born onto the earth
but I do not want to give away the memories and mirth
fighting tooth and nail through out my life
until Im in a hearse
growing older like a photo
but I will not fade in color no
never lack in love
I keep my head just right above
just hold my hand and pull me over
change my luck its like a clover
I can feel it gettin closer
and my struggles not in vain 
close the wound and watch it rain
wash away the years of pain
pack away these years of pain

HEAVY HEARTS

(LYRICS)

(SCREW):

Forgive me God I'm losing hope 
sober thinking bout that dope 
lost im looking at that rope 
lost and also feeling cold 
sad and feeling all alone 
tired never feel at home
ain't no peace up in my soul
pls god I can't take no mo

yes I'm on a mission trynna make it but I fucking can't these demons on my fucking back and I just wanna let em in 
depression taking over my body like no please not again I'm all alone up in the dark I'm thinking bout the fucking end 

what you know about this pain
what you know about this shame
what you know about the darkness
what you know about the rain 
what you know about depression 
what you know about that hate
if you wanna know then look upon my fucking face 

5am up in the night im searching for the fucking light these voice in my fucking will never let me win a fight I'm thinking if I end my life then maybe it'll be alright but then again I must not lose I must now win   until I die 

look into my fucking eyes 
see I wanna wanna fucking die
suicide be on my mind 
creeping in my thoughts at night 
make me wanna say goodbye 
leave this motherfucking life
never know what's wrong or right
take me to the fucking light 

I can't take this shit my wrists are slit the blood is dripping down my shin the memories I can't forget you left me I cannot pretend until the darkness takes us in i promise there wont be no end until the end im on my knees pls god forgive me for my sins

cause mane I'm feeling hopeless 
up in my mind ferocious
please god come on and save us
cause I can't fucking take thus
I'm feel like you hate us 
why do you have to blame us 
but still I'm feeling thankful 
thankful cause you made us

but still I'm feeling hopeless x555







HOPE/LESS (PROD.BY BAD SOUL)

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BERNIEMACELEVEN - NO MERCY (FEAT. MOYTANIC & BABYKRUEGER)

OFFICAL LYRIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/rWHii2G2i_0?si=KuBwq69Nq8sCeWVq
SHOUT OUT @tundramane

KOSTE
Trying my best to clean up the mess 
But all of these reasons that cling to my brain 
Be telling me I don't deserve all the pleasures of life while you aimlessly walk through the cleanest of planes
I want to evolve I don't want to fall 
I work towards breaking through all of these wall
The endless abyss of the darkness I'm searching for life far beyond the generic revolve 
The art of perception now what is the message
Nothing I say you internalize so what the fuck is the point to pour all of my thoughts and emotions to see that I'm damaged 
Trying not to give a fuck 
As I'm screaming through the mud 
Is there hope past the surface of my grave or am I stuck 
Am i destined for the worst 
I wont beg to stop the hurt 
drag myself into the depths to get my family of the dirt

TUNDRAMANE
drilling real deep and Im watching it spill
all of my dreams they will burst out as real
spilling my blood on the portrait its beautiful
cannot imagine my will its unmovable 
people may think that my thoughts are just juvenile
I am the catylyst I am the crucible
crossing the thresh hold from nothing to liminal 
lay it out flat cause Im never subliminal
fuck fuck  fuck everyone
every body wanna talk about a perfect life
never knew the struggle and you never knew the strife
bet you gonna let it kill you filled with spite
out with the old friends in with new 
comin together we gonna break right through 
tearing through your fuckin city
teddy tagging with graffiti
koste is ripping everybody 
nothin but his voice so
turn your lights on
turn your lights on
shine em on

GLIMMER (prod. Echo from the Void & drip-133)

STZYWENDIGO

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