produced by SLVG and MXSES, vocals by me
thank you for listening🙏

LOSS PREVENTION FOR THE ABYSS

A compilation of songs recorded under HEAVY SINS from 2014 to 2018. Presented in chronological order.

Eternal Suffering II

Sea Of Green

Jigoku Ronin
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Cover art by Fenryr
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LYRICS:
Find myself missing my lost ones
Wish we could’ve talked
About something you loved
To see you excited about something real
Don’t know if I’ll ever be one to move on
Bid ya so long
Been stuck in the past
I know that it’s wrong
Heard that you’re gone and it broke every part of me
Now I keep finding myself writing songs
With nowhere to go
Losing my focus
I stare at the road
Keep getting farther away from my home 
Been hoping one day ima feel like the most
But I’ll never know
Go through the motions and open my soul
Feeling the hole in me start to take hold of me
Living a story that’s never been told

Far from alive
I go through the most to live and get by
Talk to the sky
Waiting in silence
I’m hoping one day I can get a reply
But I’m getting tired
Of growing to fold
And killing this time
Wondering why
I’m breaking
It’s taking my patience
Don’t know how much more I can hide
Broken inside
Let go of my mind
I’m done tryna fight it
Hear so many lies
That’s why I stay quiet
Along for the ride
I let nothing guide me 
You’ll see me around
Til the day that you don’t
And it’s only in time
Open my eyes
See the misguided 
Can’t do nothing bout it
Won’t leave em behind

LOST ONES [prod. Jigoku Ronin]

PRAYERS (ft. DSXTX)

BABYKRUEGER - 1AM (PROD. BM11)

This is my brother SLVG and I'd first track together and I am very excited to share it with y'all!! I poured a lot of pent up emotion into this one. Thank you endlessly for listening!!!

Lyrics-

Life is turbulent 
I fly though all the shame
Chugging hazy IPA’s before the plane
Fucking dazing off
I’m only sort-of faded
Lucky that I made it 2 more years 
I might get through 2 more if we don’t run into any direct collisions 
Purple flower my prescription 
Pulled apart and packed 
I light it up ‘till I see apparitions 
Hacking up a lung & wheezing like a bitch
Nocturnal living
See the sun shine in and get absurdly pissed
It ripped me from a dream that I’m just gon’ forget 
My lack of confidence grows hand in hand with my supply of rage 
It’s like the Gaelic definition of my name 
I feed the flames and let ‘em raise 
They race away and get evasive 
Put their arms over their face
And that’s if they aren’t immediately erased  
Young starvation flaking out because escapism is calling 
Dissociate through all my days 
I might float right through the wall 
And now the presence in the air will always follow 
Falling into space 
The cosmic wind will take us by tomorrow
Tell ‘em we send our regards!
Wendi wanna go with the wind 
When winter hits I’ll weather everything it sends
Grim or not, I’m steady trekking to the end 
When I left, I sat in the car and then I wept ‘till I was red 
I wrote my life out with that pen, but I meant so much more 
The words I said are nothing compared to the feelings I get when we’re face to face 
Below the floor
I sunk in and faded 
I still haven’t found a way up to this day 
The friction of life got me frayed 
Flayed out and I fly in the haze
I get it, but only today 
Tomorrow the thought will decay
I’m back at square one with the pain
It’s going great
How much more can Aidan take 
Reclusive traits I embody 
Trying to fight the pain without losing more blood from my body 
Broken up inside
The fractures spread until I am falling 
Hoping I can find you back on earth 
Your voice keeps calling 
Now you’re always calling

GOING GREAT! (prod. SLVG)

Back From The Dead

BACK FROM THE DEAD (PROD. ES-VEXOR)

THOUGHTS BUFFERING (PROD. BY LIL CAESAR)

"HOPELESS AT TIMES" is probably my favorite track I've done so far. Thank you to my brother SLVG for letting me use this gorgeous instrumental. I put a lot of time and energy into these lyrics and my delivery. I'm very excited to be sharing it with y'all. Like always, thank you so much for listening!!!

R.I.P. KASTAWAY 


Lyrics-

Steady lurking through the night 
Luring fools with all the light up in my eyes until they find the black abyss way down inside
They picked the wrong time 
Courage proved itself to be the cause of their demise 
I build the fire 
Catch me laughing as they fry 
Float away and feed the haze up in the sky
Broke their brains and now they’re seeing the savagery I supply 
Sort-of stunning 
Sapping all the blood and pain until it’s dry 
Draining life right through their eyes 
I’d lie if I tried to say it’s not a sight that gives me pride 
Another day tryna make it out alive
I bet they’re finally starting to see the signs 
I’ll introduce them to some plight 
Playing games will only make you meet my knives 
I think it’s finally time to give them their fright 
They can’t understand me, think that I know why! 
Probably because I’m nothing they could be while they’re alive 
Hopefully my lust for smothering their dreams will not subside 
Bitch, you don’t remember Fort Kent?
We ain’t ever get caught for them crimes 
You could smell the stench
It ain’t the bud that’s bringing in the flies 
I keep finding reasons why I shouldn’t let up on the strife 
They picked a fight and couldn’t rise to the occasion 
What a delight!  
I got the mind of Giles Brenner when I ride
Darker places 
You couldn’t even see the sky
I feel like Paimon 
They get pain and I get raised up even higher 
In the shade where they can’t trace me
That’s until I start the fire 
Embers bursting from the flames 
I trained myself to make the change
I’ll leave them turning grey 
They burn away 
Immersing in the haze 
I’m furthering decay 
Go farther in the mist 
I feel like Kastaway the prince how I be charring down a spliff 
I’m getting trashed
I need to rinse my fucking face off, get a grip 
Looking in the mirror like “you ugly bitch” 
I’m merging with some hate
My face is in my vision
Creeping past the point of risk
Now I’ll be starring in a flick 
They watch me crash 
I’m leaving prints in blood and falling like a brick 
Couldn’t make it clearer 
I’ve been fucking sick
Wouldn’t change a thing 
I like it in the pit, okay

HOPELESS AT TIMES (prod. SLVG)

Thank you to Caesar and Swarm for letting me use this beautiful instrumenal, and thank you for listening!! 


Lyrics-


Man, I came a long way but I’m back now
Tryna do my thang to blend in with the background 
I was in the air waiting ‘till I went back down
Carefully, I plan it out 
Glad to feel decay, in whatever amount 
Vision got some haze 
My inner being starts to fade 
I done walked the wrong path the wrong way more than I would care to say 
I can’t chalk it up 
The reasons won’t be placed 
I really wanna fuck around and get to go into my grave 
Bright lights shining in from far away 
Dark mind 
Finding everything that makes me feel afraid 
Wrong time 
Try communicating but it’s all a waste 
I know they won’t understand because they can’t see in my frame 
Basically, I’d rather keep it in my brain 
Feel like I’m still up in Blanco, how I’m speeding through the days 
Reaping what I sow 
I’m down to leave to make up for my shame
Keep it on the low 
I’m fiending for a reason to erase 
Let down
Led astray from my mistakes 

Starvation ducking out on the east side
Location turned off
No you can’t slide
Tryna relocate with ease
I’m leaving y’all behind 
Hate to break it to ya, although, you should never be surprised

HAUNTED MEMORIES (prod. LIL CAESAR & ProdBySwarm)

SPOTIFY

BOMB IN THA FLESH [Prod. ZYLLER]

thank you for listening, and thank you to CLXYMORE for letting me use this wonderful instrumental- there's a lot more from us coming soon!!

Lyrics-

I’d like to see you wrapped in plastic 
Laura Palmer would be proud, huh
7 years of practice 
Starvation ain’t slowing down, nah
Shaver Rd 
In Portage 
I’m hoarding the flow of hate into my cortex 
Brings me right back to the days when we were paper mill exploring
You’re lookin’ horrible 
Your ass was important to me before
But now I’m importing the facts on why I find you so deplorable 
I don’t know how this shit is so recordable 
Usually, your name comes up in conversation and I find it so ignorable 
The patterned OEV’s are hexagonal 
When I close my eyes that shit is turning floral 
Taking tabs up out the foil 
Burning grass like engine oil 
Need to swap it out 
Subtract yourself up out my life 
Or imma go and swat you out 
My backup is the breeze 
The trees will hollow out when I arrive 
I slip into the portal 
Making plans to bring them horror 
Earning chaos and disorder 
You can’t turn around
I’m back to force you into fire
The light is coming to your town 
You sink into the ground 
Wendi want the winter to arrive ahead of schedule 
Lookin’ windy as a bitch
They’re gonna wind up an example
Get them bitches petrified
Their bones’ll turn to stone  
Pull up to your home while off the dope 
I call it stepping stoned 
I feel like I’m Chris Cornell
I came from the superunknown
Yeah I be in my zone 
If you get close, the air gets tight around your throat 
I grab the light and get to flying in the smoke 
I’ll feed the fire ‘till it’s too high to approach 
Starvation gets to goin’ ghost 
I let ‘em roast

FRACTALWALKER (prod. CLXYMORE)

shout out https://soundcloud.com/themarcojunior, one of the craziest producers ive met on here

lyrics coming soon

NOSPACELEFT (PROD. MARCO JR)

Lyrics-

Hands so cold 
This shit took a toll
Never growing old 
Ever since I went ghost
I’m apart from my soul
I done left it on the road 
Losing hold on my hope as I float through the fold
Drinking shrooms in bone broth like “let’s make a toast!” 
The illusions show me all that I never would’ve noticed 
Nothing new to me, though
Dawg, I already know it 
I’m just pondering where this road might end up going 
The town that I’m from’s just like any other
Difference is, it had a piece of shit like me living in it 
The blunt that we was rolling was like the ground outside in terms of snow
Yeah bitch, you know we had to Michigan it 
I’m frowning bitch, I’m glum 
You silly motherfuckers took a risk and now I gotta leave my home to deal with it 
The front that they were throwing in my direction was getting really old 
Took their souls then I cut ‘em up and split ‘em
Buckin’ off the system
Gettin’ free range living 
Free rage 
That’s for everyone who gets inside my vision 
Shut the fuck up boy and listen 
Imma raise their attention 
These fakes’ll get erased 
They won’t even know what hit ‘em (aye)
Fading in the flames 
Imma claim their existence 
Their days get diminished 
Cooked away just like a kitchen 
They all say I’m way too distant 
You fucks’ll never get it 
My time’s too expensive 
You’re some shit I’ll never spend it on
New dawn
A new sun has risen out of the vast expanses of the void 
Here to silence every voice 
Too long
One more year of your existence is the last thing I’d pick if I had the choice 
Tryna snuff out all the noise

NEW SUN (prod. SLVG x MXSES)

Lyrics-

Bad luck
If you cross my path then you get bad luck
Sad fuck
You realize what you are, now you’re a sad fuck
Last one
That was the last time I tried to pass up moving past ya
You try to reach me, you can’t get an answer 
I’m a hazard
You step inside my radius you gon’ see a disaster 
I used to wake up 8 am and spend the whole day plastered 
Pleasures come my way and then disperse
Yeah, I decided to think of it as a curse
But I’m ready for the worst 
Fuck it
I just burn some bud until I daze off 
Brain rot
Staring into space 
I’m in the haze lost 
Rain falls 
Outside of the windows 
Gettin’ fazed, fuck
Hate runs deep inside my veins 
Gripping the razor 
Traitors 
If you fuck me over, then, forever you’re some traitors 
Forgiveness isn’t something that I’ve found inside my nature 
Please do yourself a solid, stay away
Starvation’s over the fake shit and all you lames
Don’t you enter in my frame 
Bad luck
If you cross my path then you get bad luck
Sad fuck
You realize what you are, now you’re a sad fuck
Last one
That was the last time I tried to pass up moving past ya
You try to reach me, you can’t get an answer

BAD LUCK (prod. SLVG x MXSES)

Lyrics-

Negative twenty 
I’m cruising on down the road
I’ll be stuck in a slumber 
No shaking me out of its hold 
I was starting to wonder 
Maybe I’ll break down from the cold 
All the stars will fall under 
Burying the light that they once shone 
I need some hope for retention 
All my good thoughts, I let ‘em go
I’m studying my regression 
Got too much problems that keep growing 
Lord knows I don’t need attention 
Got way too used to going ghost 
Young steez is lacking direction 
My tank’s on E so I just coast, aye 
Let’s make a toast to all the memories I push away that make me want to choke
Accepting clemency’s a joke 
You bet your ass I’ll hold it in until I’m broken 
Overflowing
Bitch my soul is corroded 
And down the hole I keep going 
My limbs are cold 
Think of death as I’m slowing down
This shit gets old 
Want to rest, but there’s too much sound
Through the ground 
I can hear the shouting get louder
Up in the skies above 
The light is drifting farther away 
Look in my eyes, you’ll see the lack thereof 
Just an open space 
It’s no surprise 
My mind has faded with the passing of days
My form’s degraded 
Full of hatred
It’s right up on my face 
Incinerated 
I will meditate while I meet the haze

GOING GREAT! (prod. SLVG)

STZYWENDIGO

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