A song to Jesus Christ and my wife, Kacie. 

If you love me, I promise you I’ll push you away.
I’ve got a hard time just accepting that somebody would stay.
Been abandoned by the people that I should have had close,
And as my life has passed me by, I remember them most.

It’s really kinda sad what’s happened to me as I have aged.
Kinda sad and all that’s happened to me has me enslaved,
To the feelings deep inside of me, and some I’d call rage.
But I guarantee I’ve promised myself that I’ll be saved.

No longer will this habit that I’ve been convinced was sadness,
Be a way for me to fall slowly back into what had controlled me.
Found myself a little more and I feel happier knowing that I can’t hide,
And I can’t concentrate on myself swallowing me.

If you love me, I promise you I’ll push you away.
I’ve got a hard time just accepting that somebody would stay.
Been abandoned by the people that I should have had close,
And as my life has passed me by, I remember them most.

Gotta feeling I’m hiding and I’m suffering the same.
There’s a shadow deep residing and I know I’m all to blame.
I know you’re a victim of this and I know that they are too,
But just stay a little longer and we’ll help each other through.

If you love me, I promise you I’ll push you away.
I’ve got a hard time just accepting that somebody would stay.
Been abandoned by the people that I should have had close,
And as my life has passed me by, I remember them most.

Waiting for the day that I could tell You that I’ve changed,
When You could hold me- show me, what it’s like to be…

Beat by Gaxillic.

Valid

Feverly & Two Lose Hope [Both my own projects]. 
Ave Christus Rex. 
Thanks for listening. ❤️