diary

Diary + Pluggnb Vol.5

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Lyrics:

Time away js makes me want u more
i can read u but u cntrl me more
i cant feel a thing im starin at tha floor
i want someone else i need something else
callin on my phone asking 4 sum help
no dont call my phone hope u doin well
Yea my pockets gettin fat know that u can tell
spent sum time away
she dont evn care anyway
tell me find myself like everyday
she dont want me more but still i cannot stay (i dont evn know what this means)


When u gone cum ovr 
its luv in october 
yeah i love it when you talking to me
how much do you think about me
i care 4 u yeah as u can see
baby i need u 
when u fallin for me
you know im gone pick up when you calling 4 me
itsluv in october
and i dont want this to ovr
i been looking 4 u forever
we couldve did this in september

Sum1Else/<3InOct (meta)

@crusifye
@177p
#hvd 💘

lyrics:
what do U want from Me?
hop in a whip, it's a SRT
is there a reason that you had to leave?
i fw you heavy, but u #notmyspeed
i, guess ima let that shit be
baby u stay in my dreams
dk what to do baby
so yk im finna fall back
& call back
one call & im on tht
yk i love when it rains :)
nigga no we not the same
i do all this shit for u bae
hop in dat foreign, dat bih it got range
yk me too well
yk me too-
cant fw u
srry, i gotta go now
had to move on for the better yea
shwty wanna fuck i might let ha, ya
she wanna wear on my two chains
baby girl why u so 2 faced
everyday it is a new day
glock 43, come wit da toolaaay
when u left i was like no way
so please dont tell me it's too late </3
you acting like ts is my fault
i'm showin these niggas like how to ball
you know we been thru it all
baby i thought that you knew it all
and lately girl i've been thinking
for no reason
it's no meaning
and this love shit, it's misleading
gave me ur #, i shoulda deleted
my <3 is so broken im feeling defeated
i'm feeling like keyshia, i shoulda jus cheated
i gave u sum chances and u jus repeated
or mayb you did it cause you wanted even
or mayb you did it cause you didnt care
baby girl that is not fair
there is no love in the air

yung frendi

#LuvInDaAir 💌 (crusi & 177p)

Slidetomycrib - Nonverbal (violet)

Slidetomycrib - Cantstopoverthinking (friendly)

@rollinggrabba @imnot2friendly loving you hurts og version (dimbleb x smxkey stunna)

slidetomycrib - sunset

@violetxx9

my nightmare turned reality
ik u ain even luv me
no i shoulda seent
walked in money on me
ik royal finna roll up sum weed
ik skino finna clear out da scene
ik my life not what it seem
ik these hoes luv when i sing
stand tall lil cip yao ming
sil hit a jugg off bing
im the answer i js need me a ring
she wanna tell these people we a thing
she js wanna tell the world
i dont like dat typa girl
im who they wanna be
lil cip im too thurl
tell dat hoe do a twirl
im that nigga and u know , baby
can dis girl call my phone , maybe
i hoop lil cip mcgrady
my life feel so amazin
walk down lil bruh got tracer
i like women all kinda flavor
her new nigga he a hater
but i still kno im the greatest
and the realest
tammat the trillest
i really hope u hear this
i really hope u feel this
cus u are the one
dont let nobody tell u nun
if u listen to me den i luv u
damn i miss my ex girl i loved u

reality prod violet

toforgivebutneverforget (Mordys Suixide)

Osei x Kynlary - Bella In High School (prod. ChaosYSL)

stepinbalenci (chaosysl)

crystal lake (chaosysl)

fell in love with ur tattoos
now i cant even at you
late nights
she jus wanna have a play night
where did u go?
damn you had me beggin
you left me with baggage
you turn me to savage
she said damn you tapped in
she call me the captian
so i make it happen
i just left the bar again..
got my brand new cardigan
spill some blood on me again
she said that we cant be friends
did some coke at jetsets
now she wanna undress
im so live but so upset
how you got me so obssesed
feelins fake she actress
let you keep my matress
let you roll my dutches
I cant walk need cr-

wecantbefriends (prod. Tarozan)

i90 ina q50

viyah - bug me (symelz&jkjmetasco)

post up (me&symelz&chaosysl)

Stanya9 (kojo Jalen Symelz)

Starlights, Startlgihts
late nights
car rides
i feel like all we do is fight
tell me what youre going through 
i know that i understand you
all we do is throw fits
girl tell me that youre worth it...

doin waht got nun to say
i got nun to say
when you tell me yea leave ts it made me insane
i dont wanna stop everyone tell me to stop
contemplating with a glock
get my robe on and my scythe too
youre times up i just gotta slice you
red eyes..
i just got my sharigan
sorry .... I know that it hurts..
fuck this music shit i swear its a curse
hit me where it hurts
i said fuck my dad too..

sorry babyyea im northside..
i just wanna die im sorry the cocaine i cant feel my eyes..
just give me a  drink i dont need no ice.
tell me this shit striahgt ion need the lies
ion need the lies..
ion got the time
i tell you its alright
everything is not alright.. </3





thelosinghope (marilynworse)

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

You're being passive aggressive to me, like while u don't even fucking know me. You always try to be bitch and offend me, like how tf would you do that to me. You can't be surprised when I take a distance, when I was like 12 I'd take blades from the kitchen. And then I ended up w wrong friends, ended up w wrong drugs. Bro I was like 17 when someone called my phone up, she was on the train tracks crying. Everyday I think bout giving up and dying, used to get bullied I was scared to go to school: you're tryna baby me yea u look like a fool.

I know we bleed the same blood but that don't me that we're close , I've seen way too fucking much I'm traumatized yea we know. I almost lost my life last year I wanted to go, popped too many pills last year I had to stop that. I was on like 5 drugs bitch I almost died there, will I ever get love? Bro I'm so damaged. Yea these bitches wanna talk bro for my body, but who is gon be here for me when I need somebody? I just want someone to hug me. I just want someone to hold me, I just want someone to tell me I'll be okay.

I know you see me smile too fucking much but I've never been okay... I can't believe I've been betrayed, nothings ever been the same. Yea these friends they come and go, all my friends have gone away. I think I'll stay in my bedroom, and make my music today. Yea my body's full of cuts: I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck. 

I don't know who to trust, I'm too paranoid. I don't know who to trust I'm too paranoid. 

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

62s (chaosysl)

jovan