i want a girlfriend so bad
but girls only want chad
it makes me feel so sad
i got a gun in my bag

im a blackpilled doomer

im tired of being an incel
im tired of being by myself
none of the drugs help
i want to kill myself

im a blackpilled doomer

Blackpilled Doomer

With Love Mom - Free Rent (Ft. Owen Adamcik) *Deleted Song*

This Sucks (ft. northhollywood)

Credit to foolz for the beginning sample 
Just a meme song there’s literally no deeper meaning

(ranting)
Oh, the demiurge is watching me
Oh, the archons are stalking me
Oh, I need to fight them off
Oh, I need to take my vril pills

Vril pills

My Style (Take It or Leave It)

In The Abode Of God

Le adventure time Lich monologue
G diatonic scale for rhythm
D diatonic for lead

Entropy

mold me

stop by the store
pick up what you need
sorry i just didnt wanna be alone today

im a failure for you
tear my life in two
im a trainwreck for you
got a table for two

i cant come out tonight
got a gun to my head
i cant hang out tonight
lying in my bed
i need some rest
thats just my guess
everyone hates my guts i should get addicted to drugs
everyone hates my guys i should get addicted to drugs
i cant come over tonight
i got a gun to my head
i cant come out tonight
i just really need some rest

you try and escape these feelings of doubt
try and escape me u keep running out

mold me

Ghost v2

cover and stuff I know it doesnt really sound different from the original but eh

Fever Dream (negative xp cover)



[Verse]
I dont know why you cant get out my head 
I wanna die take my life i wanna drop dead
I cant image you with someone else 
It hurts my soul it makes me wanna cut myself 
I wish I can move on but that cant do
Cuz my mind and my heart cant get a clue 

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

[Verse]
I dont know why 
You make me wanna cry 
Cuz you said we'd last I guess that was just a lie
Please just take me back 
Our love will never crack 
I just wanna be with you 
Until our time is due

[Chorus]
I cant help myself 
I wanna kill myself 
I wanted just to move on 
And just accept myself
I don't like it here 
Its something that I fear
I don't wanna be here 
I wanna be with you 

i wanna be with you...

MY MONITOR BROKE AND I CANT AFFORD ANOTHER ONE

I’ve decided I don’t care that much about your opinion on my music 

statesurveillanced@gmail.com, but just message me on here

In The Abode Of God

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