[Verse 1]
I practiced what I’d say in the mirror
Made it sharp, made it clear, made it cruel
But when I saw your face get quieter
Every word just felt like it broke the rule
I thought hate would feel like power
Something strong I could lean into
But it fades after a few hours
And leaves more mess than you ever do

[Pre-Chorus]
I stacked every reason in my head
Tried to make you easier to forget
But every memory fights back
And rewrites every fact

[Chorus]
I hate you, I think
But that word feels heavier every time
’Cause if I really did
You wouldn’t still live in my mind
I hate you, I swear
But hate don’t feel like this
It feels cleaner than regret
And you still feel like a mess I can’t fix

[Verse 2]
Your name still comes up in my notifications
Like you’re checking in through the noise
I delete it, I mute it, I hesitate
Like I don’t trust my own voice
I replay things I should’ve said louder
And things I should’ve never let slide
Funny how being “over someone”
Just means you stopped showing the side

[Pre-Chorus]
I built a story where I survived
Where you’re just a villain in my mind
But you were more than just the fight
That’s what makes letting go hard tonight

[Chorus]
I hate you, I think
But that word feels heavier every time
’Cause if I really did
You wouldn’t still cross my mind
I hate you, it’s true
At least some days I pretend
But hate is such a final word
For something I couldn’t even end

[Verse 3]
You walked away like nothing cracked
Like I wasn’t the one holding it up
You called it “growth” and turned your back
While I swallowed what you fucked up

You love pretending it was mutual
Like you didn’t leave me there
Don’t rewrite it to feel neutral
You made the mess, then disappeared

[Bridge]
Maybe I don’t hate you
Maybe I just hate the way I stayed
Maybe I don’t miss you
I just miss who I became

Funny how the same two people
Can mean something so different now
Like strangers with old passwords
Typing memories out loud

[Final Chorus]
I hate you, I think
But it sounds weak when I say it slow
’Cause if I really did
I’d have let you go
I hate you, maybe
Or maybe I just hate the lie
That I’d be fine without your name
Still echoing in my mind

I Hate You... I Think

I’m Staticfoxx. I make music by combining my own writing and melodies with AI-assisted production (using Suno, formerly Udio, and others). Every lyric comes from me - my experiences, my head, my voice. I play out melodies on piano, then use AI tools to reshape and evolve them while staying fully in control of the direction. From there, I edit, mix, and refine everything in Logic, Pro Tools and BandLab, until it feels right.

For me, the process is simple: take something real and human, use technology to push it further, and make music that I like.

I hope you like it too!

Currently only here on Soundcloud.

[Feel free to message me with any questions about my process, or even requests if there's a genre that you'd like me to attempt - and leave a like/comment if something speaks to you!]

I Hate You... I Think

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