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ft OGbobbybillions "better days"

fast life

fast life (feat. guccihighwaters)

These Times Don't Feel Right

Pick Up

Like a single sculpture of matter in Superposition
Every place it ever occupied
We’re sentients just cycling through our lives 
Like carts on a track
See, everything outside our dimension 
That’s eternity 
Eternity looking down on us...

(STZYWENDIGO)
It’s 3 A.M. outside the city 
So the clouds are all lit up 
The night was cold 
The snow was holding out
The wind sure made it tough to spark this Blunt 
My lungs are done 
And I can’t seem to keep on running with this Buzz
Now, buckle up 
My feelings tank 
I’m sinking deeper in the mud
It’s getting rough
Both inside and out
This world is foul
That means my mind is fucked
I try my best to not go climbing up then jump 
Another reason pleads 
Won’t keep me breathing 
Bleeding out my needs 
But breathe in trees to keep my feelings even 
Or just through the roof 

(HOLLOW TAMASHĪ)
Get the fuck away 
Damn I wanna run away 
Blow my brains out with a .38
Shame taking me back to my dirty days 
I dont wanna be stuck in my evil ways 
Isnt there another way? 
I'm a fuckin' guttermane 
I'm an alcoholic and it feels great 
That's another lie, bitch I feel grey
I dont mean the 5'9 
Wanna let my body hang 
Cut me wit a fuckin' blade
Nothin' gonna be the same 
How do we cope with depression mane?
She shakin' me down leave me hurt again  
Suicide on my mind so I contemplate 
Really think I need break 
Bitch you another fake 
Past hit yo ass like you hit the brakes
Do you wanna die? 
We could make the bullet slide
Through the barrel like a scar on my wrist When I suffocate 
Hoe, get the fuck away

SUPERPOSITION  (ft. STZYWENDIGO)

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Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

not worth saving

with @cloudhighcomeup
produced by @prodbybrody

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-alive-lyrics

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alive (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

Twitter: @xandersux

lyrics:
I gave you my all
And you don’t even call no more
you don’t even call no more
Just wanna say what’s up
But you don’t give a fuck no more
You don’t give a fuck no more
I gave you my all
And you don’t even call no more
you don’t even call no more
want you to say what's good
but i don't think you would no more
but i don't think you would no more

Damn
Silence can be so cold
feel were just getting old
to deal with all these games
Im sick of always being stoned
growing apart is part of growing up
and I hate that a lot
after everything we been through
I'm barely a second thought

Damn
I wouldn't know what to say
I still wait for the day
we speak again I know we can't be friends
and that shit is such a shame
maybe when i'm fucked up i'll give you a call
and you'll be fuck up and hang up
after everything we been through
I'm barely a second thought

2nd Thought (Prod. Young Taylor)

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

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In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

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My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

hold somebody (feat. powfu & sarcastic sounds)

existing is exhausting, but im happy youre here

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

alive (ft. cloudhighcomeup)

thebreathingbackwards

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