a new dessension that's what I've been on/ tryna dissect attention, evolve it in a song, but I can't seem to get it, it's tearing me apart, tryna reach and I'm losing it, defensive from the start/ like/ how the fuck am I supposed to hug on fire/ kiss

i love you Andy ❤️ touch right to my heart

man not knocking the other shit. but man  you rap like jesus blessed your taint. I'm sad theres not more on here... but please know you are awesome. 

been with my wife for over a decade. 2 little girls, but man. this is by far my favorite. keep rapping my dude. relatable af.

real life right here... but is it "kiss a thousand knives that wanna cut me up, I'm undesired"? 

New Roxas Playlist

<3 
lyrics vvv
[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
took ten steps back 
just to realize i was gone baby
every single night that i been writing
i been zoned baby
every single time that ive been dead
you were right besides me inside my head
think a little, think a little
i know that shit hurts
but you gotta be aware
if i really want everything,
ill prove it.
yeah ill prove it..

[casperrr]
i know you are loyal i know you're by my side
but my head keeps on telling lies
i'll keep my thoughts out of ur sight
i'm just trying to do what i think is right 
sorry didn't mean to cry 
dunno if this is love dunno if there's a why
hurting and bleeding baby u're like blade
if i hold you tighter i'll feel more pain
blood keeps on leaking from my veins 
blood on my shirt it's full of stains
i can't fucking think i'm killing what's left of my brain 
don't want all of my efforts to be in vain

[empty]
i needa
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..
use the same formula i did for dead wanted
i needa
think a little bit about how im gonna get where i
really wanna be
really wanna be 
really wanna..

formula. w/ casperrr (splashgvng)

+spotify soon+

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

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lyrics - 

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

where you gonna go when you up and leave home?
you say it's such a bleak and lonely road
but i don't believe that you know who you are
you'll never know if you're enough

you'll always find your way home
you say you're so fucking alone
you left everyone behind
and you only just realized

this ain't working
my stomach's fucking hurting
grab my backpack
i never really fucked with that
i ain't used to this shit
i know this ain't you
what's your purpose?
i see you float around too

i'm so sick of always trying to pursue you
let me go, just let me down
i never knew you
i won’t ever stick around, it’s not like you do
pull me up and tear me down it’s what I’m used to
so pull me out and let me down
can't help but change when you’re not around
i hate my face
man I hate this town
let me go
let me drown

float (feat. hiraeth)

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

No better, take all the clothes that you want
Invested, in learning, why you don’t talk to me much
Forget it
I’m falling 
Into the mould that you made
My body malleable I can’t contort it again 

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

I know your smile is proud
Too proud to let me down 
And when you hold me, embrace it
I’m done being scared now
Who lays in the dark
And pass through my arms
I could start to see forever
Never been this far
Hope my hands feel safe
Fingers below your waist 
I’ll be gentle don’t worry
It’s hard cause I’m not
Used to somebody 
Being all that I want

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 
There’s birds laughing at me
But don’t know why I’m here
I’ll spend every moment
Looking over this pier
I thought that you loved me
No I guess I was wrong
I’ll stand over the edge 
Wind is coming in strong

someone else

Girl I need you in my life
You're like a song that I keep on repeat
Claim we don't have problems
But I feel this hell boil underneath
Twisted up my vision
I've been poppin bottles; puffin tree
She said I'm an asshole
Well baby why you fuck with me?
Fuck monogamy
Smokin that mahogany
She like astrology
Well lately I've been high up in the stars
Hiding all these scars you can find them in these bars
Haven't been myself it feels like I came from mars

If you hate me girl I don't blame you cause I hate me too
This a broken world, thought I found a home; you left me bruised
I remember when I told you that I loved you now we're through
Now I'm all alone smoking green and feeling blue

I do better by myself, down the bottle, fuck my health
Told me you were there for me but clearly this ain't true
My heart shattered, fix it up I'm rollin up gorilla glue
I don't wanna live this life If I cannot be with you for the night
Flick a light
Fuck my life up
Everything is fine when I'm high
God I'm fucked up
Arguing bout arguing
Man I miss when we had love
Now the only person I hit up is the damn plug

On my own yeah
I just packed bowl of purple, in my zone yeah
I try so hard forget you but I won't yeah
I just act like I don't need you but I do
Dived into the shallow end, no wonder I got bruised

Girl I need you in my life
You're like a song that I keep on repeat
Claim we don't have problems
But I feel this hell boil underneath
Twisted up my vision
I've been poppin bottles; puffin tree
She said I'm an asshole
Well baby why you fuck with me?
Fuck monogamy
Smokin that mahogany
She like astrology
Well lately I've been high up in the stars
Hiding all these scars you can find them in these bars
Haven't been myself it feels like I came from mars

I just been vibin by myself, this music get me thru it
Working towards my visions; now they more than lucid
Some might call me crazy, others call me stupid
Way I'm puffin on this gas you'd swear the booth polluted

MAHOGANY

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

IG @ sadgods
-
@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

Spotify

In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Church

Church (nothing,nowhere. remix)

(prod.nickisgonenow)
lyrics:
(chorus)
you put me through hell 
im walking through the fire 
my mom can never tell
think im drifting off farther 
im happy that you did the things you did cuz now im stronger
I been drowning with these people that been standing on my shoulders
(verse)
I been caught up in the memories of the old times
now I have to smile and pretend that im doing fine 
you be talking bout the pain like you know me like you know mine
I been running through the city and I can't get you out my mind
now all I can do is lay here and flat line
can't go back in time so don't waste mine

bby u put me thru hell ;( (prod.nickisgonenow)

swingsets

spotify

still feeling it (prod. sorrow bringer)

𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚

Mixed by weepings ( went off broo <3 )

Lyrics:

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site aye

[weepings]

I might take a lil nose dive
coke drippin down my throat
blow smoke 
out of the window
puffin that indo
everyday I decay
lately I've been low
playing nintendo switch
up all my flows
I know
soon baby you'll be a ghost

every damn call dial tone
I can see that you're home
why you ditching me
it's history
I'm missing your lips kissing me at night
alright I'm caught up in my mind
yes I'm seeing but I'm blind
my perception is confined woah

well I know I can't just show my feelings
I'm so high I've hit the ceiling
please don't cry ill be your healing
soul I know my mind is peeling

[hero]

I might take a fuckin nosedive
plunge into the ground it's gonna be a bad time
maybe impact with a skylight
i'm alive and a survivor in the crash site

nothing’s ever going right
hair over one eye like a pirate
i won’t fuckin sleep tonight
i don’t wanna see the light
damn man
and I haven't been okay
and things not looking great
drinking on a sunday
man i'm tryna find a way
make it through to the next day
and we're cycling, revolving through the motions better pray
above these altitudes my brain can't process
living with the shame
maybe it's for the best
my head it ain't been put on straight

like the shutter on a camera go click click click
the trigger on my head goes one two
maybe a hit or maybe a miss
still 17 with no first kiss
and i'm gonna go home nightmares tonight
said i was okay baby i lied
no one was there and no one could miss
something like this piece of shit

https://soundcloud.com/caspr/beer-pong-tourney-champs-2k20
produced by caspr

Nosedive w/ weepings [prod. caspr]

existing is exhausting, but im happy youre here

still feeling it (prod. sorrow bringer)

thebreathingbackwards

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