PURPLE sky

guitar by: ryini beats

dedicated to everyone i love ❤️

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production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

familypet - hurt ur feelings

i  achieved my goals now what

@ripsquadd 

watch visual here: https://youtu.be/syzU6YHTo0s

ZERO COMING SOON!

gem stones [prod. lusi]

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

You take for granted 
those things I haven't
I know love isn't real
just dream can't sleep
never coming back from this I can't breathe


guess I'm just a past time
fuck me then you leave me 
laying flat lined 
I been out my damn mind


once upon time you told me
that you would be mine
you broke me 
couldn't see the signs
you showed me 

I don't wanna know I don't wanna know no
who you loving no I can't take it no more

say it like you mean it girl I know that you won't
saying that you love me though I know that you don't


she don't play games no only with my body and mind 
and my soul

she done caught a body I'mma die all alone

watch my tears fall down they don't mean a thing 
right now

talking like it's my fault
put me in a friendzone
I think it's the other way
around never meant what you said
I'm the best you'll ever get 
you threw it out the window
looking so cynical and you acting
so typical I just did what I 
had to do it all again if I have to

shouldn't say those words if 
they're not true
truth is that I hate that 
I love you
truth is that I wish I could trust you
I know that's just something that I can't do

you do it like phases swearing that
I ain't shit you with someone
new on a day to day basis
but I'm the one who's crazy nah
babygirl you can't play me nah

too slick wit it you too quick wit it
to move on fuck someone 
who ain't gon put a ring on it. 
why you give yourself away what's
the price for the love you gon pay?

can't turn a hoe to a housewife
swore you were the one till
you stabbed twice once in the front
once in the back no heart baby
where'd you leave it all at?

I'mma leave it at that 
where'd you leave my heart at.

Ride For Me [Prod. Tsurreal X Luvcrtny]

the amazing and talented producers:
https://soundcloud.com/bvg_productions
https://soundcloud.com/ayhokay

lyrics:
dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more(x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

i can't make them stay
always watch them walk away
why do they always have to go (x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see (x2)

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more (x4)

dear stranger (prod. BVG & Ayh Okay)

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

guitar by yours truly 

Lyrics:
It's getting worse
should i just close my eyes?
the drugs won't cure the pain this time
maybe i should die
but i can't fall asleep

I've been trying my best
to get this off my chest
just lay me here to rest
I'm someone you'll forget

i just need to lift this curse
cause I've been feeling worse
its killing me slowly day by day
and i just need to go
somewhere i feel at home 
maybe its somewhere six feet deep

you left me here in silence
where i dream of suicide and
you know I'm better off here all alone
i hurt the ones i cherish most
i don't know where to fucking go
guess ill just cry in my bedroom

guess ill cry in my bedroom

noah2000:
I'm so sick of suffocating
you're the pillow on my head
cigarettes & empty 40s
let me sleep when I'm in bed

I don't really wanna be this way
i dont wanna tell u how i feel
??? and causal melt downs 
let me know that I'm still real

take me back to when we were young and in love once again
lay you're hand on my head and begin to
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together

cigarettes & empty 40s w/ oh summer days

Crush my dreams
And stab my back
Let me down
I'm used to that
Lie to me
Like all the time
Every night
You're on my mind

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life
And set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Looking over the edge
Evil voice in my head
Tells me I'm better off dead

I'm no good
Yeah I know I'm the worst
Smoking weed
Till my lungs start to hurt
Tell me lies
Already I know how this works
She won't care till
I'm covered with dirt

When we kissed
I knew I was cursed
You showed me hell was on earth
You dragged me to a new low
Then left me nowhere to go

Paranoid
I roll on my own
Skeleton
I'm just
Skin and bones
These days
I feel so empty
In my dreams
You still haunt me

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life and
Set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I know they won't remember me
Forget me in your memories
Take away my sanity
Stomp on me
Till I can't breathe

Till I can't breathe

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

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