Dude should literally be bigger then he is

mixed/mastered by me and kinshii
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
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//LYRICS//
its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today

in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before 

its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more

(Kinshii)
now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you

used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

areyouhavingfunyet? ft. noahmadethiss, sace6, kennedyxoxo, & killmesumday*back2thapast+lavendertxwn*

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

lyrics:

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

I told lil bitch he don't mean shit
I'ma take your life on me so slick
And i can tell that you can't see straight
I keep that stick on me like Reway

Fortify the minds of every life
They keep the secrets deep inside
(Oh, god)
As if they even need to tell a lie
We see the truth inside your eyes
(Oh, why)
Wait, sleep under your silence
And please, reach into your heart a lost cause is all I'm ever gonna be

Fuck this 
I'm alright with 
Eternal silence

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

sequence (prod. 2001 x pekarot)

consequence (prod. 2001)

carmine (prod. irby)

salt in the wound ft. rxfiend x sleye (prod. irby)

lyrics:

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

i’m a thousand miles away 
like where you at
baby let it go
like tell me
why you so attached 
your fragrance haunts
like silhouettes here
ya carve my bone
baby reap my fear
lets change it all
dusk in the fall
breathe the wall in 
stuck in silence
echoes in caves won’t take the fall
grasping my neck 
with a fatal despair
gasping for air
tell me you care
i can’t compete with the waves
i go under
how could i love her
if i steady suffer 

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

there’s no telling why
curse my darkest side
there’s no reason
you don’t see it
fuck it i’m leaving
fuck these feelings

x2
keep me up like anti-gravity
dissolve my heart to the size
of an amoeba
we can’t hide
why trade my passion for pain
maybe i’ll walk out
take me away from this place
fuck are you talkin bout

amoeba (prod. irby)

lyrics:

x2
kick back it's another fucking night here
no dreamin' this weekend
i sit sideways, crash into a flagpole
dark secrets, night creepin'

would you stop paying attention
it's all reminescin'
put the lies on the table
so you can see what you're missin'

acid got me cryin'
carpet got me flyin'
issa realm where a soul is an assignment
run it back, ima take you to a new world

it's a hundred degrees
laughing to myself ya it's a fuckin desease
so if would cop me a bean
would you split it with me

x2
kick back it's another fucking night here
no dreamin' this weekend
i sit sideways, crash into a flagpole
dark secrets, night creepin'


flagpole (prod. jolst x 5head)

@splashgvng @jolst

lyrics:

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver
are we suppose to feel this way
you burned a hole inside my face
i’m a hungry soul
locked inside this hole yeah i want more
you said to let it go
i thought this time was gold now it’s all cold

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

if anything gold could stay this year
i’d rip my heart right out my chest
if i wasn’t told to feel this fear
then maybe i wouldn’t be distressed about it all
i’m tired 
i’m sorry that i’m a liar
i’m trying to be better
but i guess it’s all for nothing

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left

(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

calm yourself we’re only here for the moment 

drown yourself in your tears yeah it’s fine

all 4 nothing (prod. splashgvng x jolst)

lyrics

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

dead to rights you had me
this is what you paid for
what if i'm a liar
would you have called it
this is your desire
so why can't you own it

pushing me around again
you know this is not what i had in mind at all
too many phone calls, too many white lies

okay, i've made mistakes 
yeah, i can admit it
but can you really dig the feeling i give
when you're pissed is this what i miss
i won't bitch cause really i did
x5 i did
you bitch

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

you're sour to the max
always on my back
i bet you send 100 texts
guess that i'm a wreck
it's always what you want 
and what you say is how it goes
so let the river flow 
while i'm picking at my elbow

i'm not how i used to be
and i don't lie
i'm really on your side
but you don't really want me too
i'm okay with being used i'm a loser

on your side i don't wanna be alive
you can tell this is a bad time
i can tell that this is not right
make it better this time

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

salt in the wound ft. rxfiend x sleye (prod. irby)

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