took me 3 long to come around to dis and the album jesus fuck this is so incredible

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

Its still the same
Dont think i will ever change
get out my way
Im not having a good day
my feelings fade
Memories they go away
I promise i wont ever change

Dont try to talk to me if u dont like me
yeah u do all this stupid stuff to spite me
Its killing me the pain is stuck inside me
I dont like u im just trying to say it nicely

Did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have to live without me?
I know u hide it, why u and ur friends talking about me?
well if u rlly fucking hate me cmon say it to me

i'll never change

@tycheung @bugs
prod me 
coprod bugs


lyrics 
camera, action
you’ve been way too passive
too much actions 
live my life on acid

camera, action
you’ve been way too passive
too much actions 
live my life on acid

you can’t really tell me how you feeling 
(don’t try to get under my skin)
on the left side, never had a reason
(do way too much too make amends)

9:45, down the highway
i be off pills, everything looking sideways
you say that you wanna do it my way
take a sharp turn 
watch my eyes fucking dilate

ty
turn the camera on, won’t see me
imma go cemetery
got this thing called OCD
and it’s driving me crazy

put your arms in the air, i don’t have no single care
quit the lies, say goodbye, i wouldn’t rlly need you
i say this to very few, but i know im sick of this
sick of you

bugs

say cheese for the snapshot 
16 mm film for the nikon 
and everybody think they icons 
but they all suck like dyson 
picture perfect moment 
i been waiting for the right one 
i’m in the darkroom 
chillin with the lights off 
12345 paparazzi stalk in the dead of night 
make a wrong move and they end your life 
you know what to do when the red dot lights up 
gotta pay my dues before i die 
ill do anything just to make it right 
when im facing the bright light 
guess ill strike a pose for the camera

camera, action
you’ve been way too passive
too much actions 
live my life on acid

camera, action
you’ve been way too passive
too much actions 
live my life on acid

tell me what you want
i can give the world to me and you 
i know i talk a lot
it’s only cause i have my trust in you
and i can’t really speak up
i had my trust and lost it again
i’ll never make another fucking friend

im frozen in place
you cant take my place 
but you’ll try and try again
try and try again
i don’t have no space
i lost either way
but i try to make amends
try to make amends

camera w/ ty cheung & bugs

ft(@mental)
prod(@rjpasin + @prodnomu)

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)

[mental]
Bb everytime u leave im stuck
And my heart been broke so long i thnk im giving up
Ya im bleeding out
Bbygirl i need ur love
If u hate me then tell me 
Now i cant sleep enough
If u hate me then tell me 
Cuz i cant be without u
If u love me then kiss me 
Cuz i cant be without u
I jus wana be around u
If u love me tell me baby i will never doubt u

But im thinking i should get awayyy
Fall in love when i see ur face
If im really the one u hate
Tell me why i cant be erased
T-tell me why, lmk, make me sick
Everynight goin thru all ur shit
U kno that it makes me sick
Dont have a heart
i traded it for a kiss

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)


I was feeling down
Now im feeling up
When u came into my life
U gave me all ur luv
Now u hav my heart
I cant get enough !
Cuz u talked to me when
I had no one left 2 trust
yuhh
Im jus making music for da hell of it
When i write these songs i feel da sentiment
I dont want dis shit to ever end again
Tell me that u luv me i love tellin it

all of it

spotify

all of it (+mental)

@blackwinterwells
@taylor @xxkintsugi @jolst
 
(pixie)
i dont trust no one
i cannot cut thru
guess u dont know me
guess i dont know u
crying in soft focus in my hometown
fist full of dead skin
nighmare on a shakedown

blood of nobody
nights so holy
skin so ghostly
n only black coffee
taste like concrete 
wrists n new blue jeans
bullets wrapped in tea leaves
violence for the weak kneed

i still wear ur love like an amulet
sometimes i get lost in my grievances 
such a sick cost, i have paid for it
i was never lost i was idling

guess ur so sorry
put the blade into me
teach me how to dance n
cut my ankles so deep
this body
heaven im sorry
cos this shit was all me
drive fast in a rari
but it mean nothin

(wells)
and i cant conquer it falling back down
because i slipped again, broken down soles
i cant keep walking in magic circles
that you have trapped me in, but i dont know
what you have planned for me
im helpless
the rope tears up my wrist
ur disgusted and u wont ever tell me why

and i am drunk
and i said i would quit and i lied
im not myself again, im in zip ties
opioid agonist loosen my bones
for you to wreck again
tell me in useless
but say it like you mean it
i know i dont make sense
but its less painful then kindness

amulet +blackwinterwells (taylor sugi jolst)

stella the pixie

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