Name: STEP UP INTL, R&B MIXTAPE BY SEL CALVINHYPE VOL.1 by Step.Up.International
Duration: 1 h 4 min 4 s
Description: NICE RNB SOULS FOR YOUR LISTENING PLEASURE

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STEP UP INTL, R&B MIXTAPE BY SEL CALVINHYPE VOL.1

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Background: The title of the track refers to the emotional flatness that often follows the end of relationships with the realization that one has lost their identity.  The feelings that once carried genuine weight have unconsciously given way to superficial, performative acts. When one is fortunate, this initial, emotional numbness can transform itself into the clear-headed resolve and rediscovery of one's self---which, at its core, is primary to existence.      

[Verse 1]
Plastic cups, I’m nursing water, playing hostess to my doubt
All the jokes feel dubbed and distant, like a sitcom with the sound turned down
Every grin’s a paper lantern, pretty, thin, and close to fire
You ask, “Why aren’t you laughing?”—I say, “I am, I’m just tired”

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve got a poker face for punchlines, a deadpan for the dance
If joy’s a loaded question, I’m refusing it the chance

[Chorus]
Flat mirth sobriety, hold my gravity
I’m not chasing loves that forget me by the dawn
Dead calm inside of me, sharp-edge clarity
I won’t fake a shimmer just to play along
If the room needs noise to feel alive
I’ll be the quiet that survives

[Verse 2]
All that glittered turned to bitter—on the floor and in my lungs
Every high came with a hang, every chorus cost a tongue
So I traded roam for focus, traded flares for steady light
Now my chuckles come in lowercase, but they fit my mouth just right

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t miss the laughing gas, the helium in every breath
I can smile without the mask and call that mercy, not a death

[Chorus]
Flat mirth sobriety, hold my gravity
I’m not chasing loves that forget me by the dawn
Dead calm inside of me, sharp-edge clarity
I won’t fake a shimmer just to play along
If the room needs noise to feel alive
I’ll be the quiet that survives

[Bridge]
I used to fizz and overflow, a glass that never touched the lip
Now I savor every slow hello, every honest, unlit quip
Keep your sparkle on a leash—mine walks home with me at night
I’m a lighthouse in a storm of neon, blinking steady might

[Break]
No more canned applause, no more staged delight
If my laugh is small, it’s still mine tonight

[Final Chorus]
Flat mirth sobriety, hold my gravity
I don’t need the sugar rush to prove that I belong
Dead calm inside of me, sharp-edge clarity
Call it underwhelming—baby, that’s my favorite song
If the room needs noise to feel alive
I’ll be the quiet that survives

Flat Mirth Sobriety (Hold My Gravity)

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