Fallen a victim of my mind
I was too blind to see it
I wish I didn't need it
I was too numb to feel it
I wish I didn't need it

Walking spineless, choking feeling in my neck.
Pushing, pulling, tearing at my self-respect.

Falling on my face every time I try.
Breaking down in misery, I question what it meant to me.
All of this tension built from all of these lies.
Masking my identity, someone I'm not meant to be.

Should have seen this, never looking as I step.
Now the question lies in knowing what comes next.

Regretting my decisions every f*cking time.
It's killing me, haunting me, burning me inside.
I can feel the hate, I can feel the pain.
No matter what I do, it all stays the same.

Step Zero - Knowing

Step Zero