Name: 004 _ 22 Secondes Avant Ma Mort by Crvshed By The Apostles in That's Mean
Duration: 22 s
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That's Mean

A song about the discrepancy between the idealization of a distorted individualism, constantly conveyed by contemporary mass media, and the actual standardization, or globalization, of human behaviours and actions that can be found today in Western or Westernized societies…

In loving memory of Massimo De Gasperi (1967-1999), a great musician and friend. There's currently no trace of his work on the internet, unfortunately, but he'd published an album with a German label a few months before passing away, if I remember correctly. It sounded way ahead of his time, and it still does today. I own a copy of it, but I'm not entitled to share it. I hope someone will do, someday.
He once called me while he was working on his album. One of his numbers' title was "Dead Hendrix", and he asked me if I could supply him with any recorded announcement of Jimi's death. He was planning to extrapolate a few words from it and use the samples on his track. Sadly I couldn't satisfy his request. I used to own dozens of Hendrix LPs and tapes, always loved and played his music, but I'd never been a collector. At the time, things like that couldn't be found on the internet.
A shot of heroin laced with strychnine killed him at 32.
In November 2019, a common friend asked me to join Massimo's 20th death anniversary party: "Come over and play", he said... I had to laugh, because he hadn't considered the fact that I was nearly 1000 miles away from home, and couldn't really afford to travel exclusively to join that party. So I recorded this tune, "That's Mean", very quickly, and about a week later I sent him the file. I easily found that Hendrix death announcement on YouTube, sampled a couple of sentences and used them in this song. He was so happy with it, included it in the music set for the night and told me that Massimo was very likely smiling from heaven while listening to it. I really hope this tune will make you all smile too.

Teth Sin : vocals, guitar, bass guitar, bağlama, samplers

Original composition, arrangement, lyrics, mix, mastering & cover artwork design by Teth Sin

New Rt 2

This song was written during a hard time and from a bad place. It's about how when you have nothing left you know exactly what you want.

"Only the weak can feel so strong"

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I find relief when I think about the end
When time stops and there’s no such thing as when
I find peace when my breathing starts to slow
It feels good to hope that no one ever knows

It’s just one less thing to believe in
It’s just one last thing to be feeling 

I don’t feel regret when I think about the past
And I don’t wish time wouldn’t move so fast
I feel anxious when I think of what to say
When eyes meet but mine just look away

It’s just one less thing to believe in
It’s just one last thing to be feeling 
All the guilt I receive and
All the hope that you’re stealing
It’s just one last thing to believe in

I had so much faith in what was wrong
It made everyday feel twice as long
Only the weak can feel so strong

It’s just one less thing to believe in

One Less Thing

Tchik Tchak Records Releases

Read My Mind

KyLa Ft EoLi ▶ Read My Mind

music . Tot. @tot-beat
lyrics, vocals & their mix, photo & cover design . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

super dope version of this song is on Tot's page!
 https://soundcloud.com/tot-beat/aml

ALL MY LOVE
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What kind of world we live in
where we can’t tell what is given and what is taken oh oh oh

phoenix! get my sphinx sphinx sphinx

You can’t leave! You only get to take!
You can’t leave! You only get to take!


Get down Bloody, get down bloody
get down with us they say

I say, Im a never worry too deep
cause mama told me the story
mama told me they’d be a day

mama told me they’d be a day
mama told me they’d be a day

Mama told me, Mama told me they’d be a day
Mama told me, Mama told me they’d be a day
Mama told me
to be strong
all my love On
hold on to the thrill

Its gonna take all my love
we weave on
its gonna take all my love
we weave on

I belong to you Mama Gaya 
I belong to you Mama Gaya 

Its gonna take all your love
Our Universal Body
It’s gonna take all your love
Our Universal Body
hey, its gonna take…

Mama told me
My mama told me

Lovey lovey lovey lovey love On

It’s gonna take all my love
Archetypal Gathering
Archetypal Gathering
It’s gonna take all your love

Its gonna take all of my love, its gonna take all of my love
its gonna take all your love, all your love

give me that bitter bitter taste
give me that bitter bitter taste

its gonna take of my love
its gonna all your loving all your loving 

its gonna take all your love
its gonna take all your love

Its gonna take it all
you better turn your hate in
all your love
you better turn your regrets in
its gonna take its gonna take
you better take your has beens and i should have’s
all my love all my love all my love

All My Love | Tot. & Myrh

gene jumper. Sawmill Blues # 1.( Original)

Sawmill Blues

Sawmill Blues # 1. Gene Jumper ( Original)

Henry Koek - Sansula ,Jew`s harp,Soprano Sax
King Imagine -  everything else

Henry Koek & King Imagine - Lazy Morning In Old House

004 _ 22 Secondes Avant Ma Mort

song process: @enigmacurry @mystique_wind @myrhyum
- Myrh created acapella
- EnigmaCurry granularized vox, produced ambient beats, & instrumentation
- Myrh created poetry and voices
- MystiqueWind created more instrumentation & effects
- Mystique & Enigma do final mixings

artwork process: @enigmacurry @mystique_wind @myrhyum
Myrh took two pieces of EnigmaCurry's to create the cover with text 
& Mystique Wind completed it with some key finishing details for the observant eye.

Lyrics based on this poem from my chapbook These Tales Are True
https://tarka1.bandcamp.com/merch/these-tales-are-true
PUSH FOR CHANGE (The Mere Request for Change)
here is the excerpt used in the song:
_________________________________________________________
its that time again to push
for change
push coming to shove
as the moon cycle comes into full swing

scarlet smell of oldness
and the mere request for change 
becomes a full blown criticism

and i feel ugly 
and my house 
is a mess
and people are calling me 
and wanting an explanation 
and the missing women
are still missing
(and the missing women are dead*)

....

the one love in the past 
and in the present

the dentist
the optometrist 
the oral surgeon 
the audiologist
the hair straightener 
the shoes
the bag
the activity and inactivity 
the passion and drama

the singing 
the singing

the push to change 
the push for more

it’s not enough
the fight is never over 
the flourishing
is always happening

even when the winter comes 
and the withering begins 
my body chases my soul 
from sleep to awakedness

it's that time again
to Push For Change

*this poem was written during my involvement with a project related to missing & murdered women in British Columbia, Canada.

USG Report 222

The Mere Request for Change | of mystique & myrcury

Connected with my ex from college recently. She told me she couldn't recognize my love for her back when we were dating, which was kind of shocking to me. Then this song came out of me.

Unrecognized Love

Could not 
recognize
your love

Past life
scarred me
so deeply

20 years
of reflection
our connection grows

All those
memories
rushing through my soul

And I said

--Chorus
I knew you 
to the core
you’re still the same


Could not 
recognize
your love

No matter
how many times
you change your name

To me 
You know 
It's all the same

Elevated
After years of wisdom
The time is now girl

--Chorus x2

Unrecognized Love

The Memory of You

Verse 1:
Am I dreaming
Did I see you just walk in the door
Did you look through the glass and smile at me
That grand smile you once made when our eyes met

Chorus 1:
The memories so clear hurt so dear
They ache in my head

Verse 2:
Did I see that face so grand 
The one that opens the gate 
With smile at me
Eyes that sparkle of life

Chorus 2:
The memories so clear hurt me so
They ache thorough out my body

Bridge:
Oh how life changes
As it moves forward
Love’s lost
Memories gained
Loves memories

Verse 3:
Oh how it’s all changed
Is my dream within a dream of the you I once knew

Chorus 3:
The memory of you is so clear
The pain is so real


Description:
This song is in 5/4 time.  I play a PRS GE Tremonti for the lead guitar parts.  I do all vocals.

The Memory Of You

Recorded live with my bandmates back in 2018. This one was just for a bit of fun, but it turned out ok! I love the original song but how we came up with this Police-inspired version I don't remember!

Robert Gray: vocal and guitar
Bass: Martin Löhrer
Drums/keys: Lukas Dahle

Somebody That I Used To Know (cover)

Inner Peace

I would like
float in the sea
of the pretty eyes,
Melt me in a tear.
Wrap me in a crunch.
I want to question
gently to water.
Imagine the curves of a fairy.
Disappear in your ears
I want to play in the deepest
of a human being.

Sleep in a truth

Empathize with calm lakes.

Raðulfr Maganhar

Spazzole a Disco Fanatico

Music : Mahan Mahan
Vocals : Bobby Byrd (Sampled & used with implied permissions & best of intentions)

Produced & Recorded @ Pahlavi Sound Studios in Mama Shadi's basement, Los Angeles, CA, USA 01/2021

Spazzole a Disco Fanatico

Paranoid Psychosis Ambient.

_ The "good apostle" is a reference to Judas, the apostle who betrayed Jesus in the Bible. 
He made people believe in his goodness of soul and good intentions by showing hypocrisy.




_ LIne Vp :

E?teban Masa. = Synths, Samples, Sequences (Music + Numbers), Neo-Pious Pics, Scissors .

Lam. LVvst = Piano, Synths, Samples, Progs .

First album, "That's Sin", is out on Bandcamp @ https://tethsin.bandcamp.com/album/thats-sin

004 _ 22 Secondes Avant Ma Mort

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