lost

Baphomet,
Tryed to take my soul so he can dine with it.
Blasphemous, 
Rather take a fight and let you thirst to death.
But in a sense,
Try to make a sense with every sentence said.
Intricate,
Complicating sence inside the sense we make. 
So I don't know what's is really true,
To solve an issue,
I don't if I'm all alone so I can miss you,
I don't got an idea for a clue,
To solve an issue, 
I don't even have a tissue just to miss you.
They all gone.
No one's home,
Dead line call on my phone,
In a thought all alone 
Overdue on a loan. 

The devil called me twenty times I gave in to his blasphemous voice,
But had another good choice,
But only sinned for the noise. 
I'm tired of waking up to days where days they grow harder,
It looks like dreamers have to work more harder to go further. 
It feels like I've carrying snakes,
Intoxicated murder,
But God still told me "carry up the snakes they grow you stronger."
God I'm trying to do your will but it looks nothing's been done.
I been persecuted inside day in search for a gain,
But I'm looking at all my efforts yet they end up in pain,

Women label brothers like we infamous,
Starving our brothers and their locked up from thier innocence,
Yet a brother just being real and lived it without ignorance.
Yet a man came out of jail and lived a life with differences,
Influence,
Differences 
I got 52 sundays to cover up the sins I made,
God still calls me back clear my name from all the sins I named.
Romans 8:31-39 I slit a demons throt.

Baphomet,
Tryed to take my soul so he can dine with it.
Blasphemous, 
Rather take a fight and let you thirst to death.
But in a sense,
Try to make a sense with every sentence said.
Intricate,
Complicating sence inside the sense we make. 
So I don't know what's really true,
To solve an issue,
I don't if I'm all alone so I can miss you,
I don't got an idea for a clue,
To solve an issue, 
I don't even have a tissue just to miss you.
They all gone.
No one's home,
Dead line call on my phone,
In a thought all alone 
Overdue on a loan. 

Use imaginations to escape from situations,
Blessed are all your dreams and the end with celebrations,
Blessed are all your dreams and you can walk for inspiration 
Cause in the end you know were you'll go.
They all gone.
No one's home,
Dead line call on my phone,
In a thought all alone 
Overdue on a loan.

Found Purpose(produced by yando beats)

My memories drip tears,
My heart beats within fears,
Whispers I hear in my ears,
God i pray my prayers you'll hear, 
God my prayers you'll hear this year,
God i pray my prayers you'll hear,
God my prayers you'll hear this year,
God i pray my prayers you'll hear,

I'm lost in these days,
I've been lost in it's ways,
I lost myself here now I can't find my place,
Can't see your face, 
Looks like I'm out of grace,
Is this how I end?
Is this how I end?

I'm running at pace, 
I'm trying find to grace but can't end the race 
My demons they homicidal no wonder my minds been stopping suicidal.
Had a gun inside my hand,shot a body in the hood dragged it in the woods
Clearly stated in your law nobody has the right to take another's person's life.
In the governmental law shooting at sinner doesn't even make it right,
Robbers had suffer had to see their family starving inside this poverty,
Laws bullet had to take another man shatter his dream as a fantasy,
Now his woman drown on Hennessy 
Children no more a priority 
Looking at life like a Odyssey
Is life just an odyssey?
Or am I a fantasy?


Cocaine i did,
Dead my soul is.
Defying gravity's murder pill,
Defying demons made murder pill,
Silence now become a melody,
A fantasy,
A remedy,
Silence now became an absentee,
Now people lost in their thoughts with it.

I'm trying to escape,
Escape from the pain and expecting my change,
Instead of being strange,
Hoping that earth will one day rearrange,
In a better maintain,
Instead of looking at each other an just complain, 
For another bad day,
From the cause of your ways,
Your verbs make the day,
Your thoughts make a choice,
Your thoughts brings a voice,
For who do you speak?
For the lost always seek,
My dear do see,
My song is a prayer,
For you to believe,
For you just to breathe,
For you to perceive,
For you to receive,
Your only one dream,
Of living a dream,
You're a dreamer in need.

Struggles(produced by CapsCtrl)

Brought down but I said I made it,
Suicidal thoughts bringing you to tension,
Homicidal thoughts bringing names to mention,
Having you at last with a slit throat, 
Lost hope,
But please don't hang a rope,
We all cope cause we all wanna hope,
You'll hold cause your dreams all look like gold,
Gods there in your path cause he cares most.

Fancy,
Lit candles,
Romantic, 
Fancy,
Cinematic,
Heart broken.
Your choice, 
Are you cautious?
Walk cautious,
Flawless,
Off Chorus,
So gorgeous.

Why your friends don't look like you, 
A good heart like yours should be them,
Don't imitate them.
Being like them just a pain,
Remedy gone without gain,
World in complaints.

All of these girls they all building thier dreams and it's just of ambitions, 
All brothers creatively working hard just to be in the picture,
God blessed the wicked with only one blessing repentance they walk away,
My demons they call by my shame but God still calls me by my given name.
God given conscious but my demon flesh just went into it anyway,
Women they carry their pain and only events do they try the most,
Women they carry their pain and many died before the 8th March 

The 8th March 

Stitches hurt,
Slit throat, 
Mis-corrected when I calculated,
Left alone and never had to make it,
God there one day told boy you made it

Stitches hurt,
Heart break,
You hurt,
Loved a fake,
You awake,
Be ok.

I call you just to wast your time but you wasted mine, Bro was it crime?
Some women asking for time but won't do the time, bro what is the time?
Woman I'll be in my mind,
And don't even cray if I die from your side
So don't even mind.

Down when nigga faded,
Nigga like lit matches,
Bout to die but nah cause a nigga meant it.
Down when a nigga faded,
Head drowned but nah cause he had to make it.
God saw a brother faded
Like tragic,
Panic,
People frantic,
Some magic,
Hectic ,
Woke in panic,
Like Patrick.

Why your friends don't look like you, 
A good heart like yours should be them,
Don't imitate them.
Being like them just a pain,
Remedy gone without gain,
World in complaints.
Angels they all rap serenity,
Demon be rapping insanity,
World in complaints.

Brought down but I said I made it,
Suicidal thoughts bringing you to tension,
Homicidal thoughts brings names to mention,
Having you at last with a slit throat, 
Lost hope,
But please don't hang a rope,
We all cope cause we all wanna hope,
You'll hold cause your dreams all look like gold,
Gods there in your path cause he cares most.


In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,
In your path giving way cause he cares most,

Lost In Thoughts(produced by b young)

LAST WORDS 

The world never owed you a thing for your existence so don't expect to receive from the hands you even know. 

Build what your hands can only build, put your heart in what ever you make, that's the key to what makes you unique and not just seem like you're trying to fit the esthetic, let your art represent your mind and heart to the fullest. 

The art that you have at mind is a world that only you can express so express it with gratitude and everything you got to it's perfection cause potential can not be recognised with with a bad execution. 

Just have fun doing you and appreciate the days you witness growth. 

Born from the unknown 
Yungxcitant 
