“Like I Used To” is a haunting reflection on love that’s faded — that moment when you realize the fire’s gone, but the guilt still burns. Yung Malo delivers raw, vulnerable verses over a somber, atmospheric beat, painting the pain of holding on when your heart’s already let go.

This track isn’t about blame — it’s about honesty, growth, and the weight of goodbye. With cracked vocals and cinematic emotion, it captures what it feels like to love someone you can’t save and to mourn the version of yourself that did.

🎶 For anyone who’s ever stayed too long, loved too hard, or walked away still bleeding.

Genre: Emotional Rap / Hip-Hop
Mood: Heartfelt · Reflective · Melancholic

Tags: #YungMalo #LikeIUsedTo #HeartbreakRap #EmotionalHipHop #SadLoveSong #RealTalk #BreakupAnthem #PainToPower

Like I Use To

하루종일 바쁘게 지내면
그럭저럭 괜찮은 척해
일에 파묻히면 잠깐 잊을만한데
문득 너의 말투가 스쳐가
친구들이 웃자고 던진 말에도
괜히 따라 웃어보네
아무 일 없던 사람처럼
나도 잘 지내는 척해

아무렇지 않다가
문득 네 번호가 떠올라
지운 줄 알았던 기억들이
다시 내 앞에 앉아 있네

아무렇지 않다가
술 한잔만 하면 니가 생각나
다 잊었다며 큰소리쳤던 내가
왜 또 이렇게 흔들리는지 몰라

아무렇지 않다가
거리마다 네 흔적이 보여
이별이란 게 참 잔인하더라
아직도 너란 사람에 갇혀 산다

가끔은 네 소식이 들려와
그 사람이 잘해준다며
그 말에 미소 짓는 척하지만
속으론 심장이 내려앉아
사진 속 네 웃음이 어색해 보여도
괜히 핑계 삼아 넘기네
이제 다 괜찮을 거라
스스로를 달래보네

아무렇지 않다가
문득 네 번호가 떠올라
지운 줄 알았던 기억들이
다시 내 앞에 앉아 있네

아무렇지 않다가
술 한잔만 하면 니가 생각나
다 잊었다며 큰소리쳤던 내가
왜 또 이렇게 흔들리는지 몰라

아무렇지 않다가
거리마다 네 흔적이 보여
이별이란 게 참 잔인하더라
아직도 너란 사람에 갇혀 산다

가끔은 네가 꿈에 나와
아무 일 없던 그 시절처럼
그 웃음 그대로 날 바라보는데
눈을 뜨면 텅 빈 방이더라
이젠 정말 놓아야 하는데
니 이름만 들어도 흔들려
다 괜찮단 거짓말 아래
나는 아직 그때에 살아

아무렇지 않다가
문득 네 번호가 떠올라
지운 줄 알았던 기억들이
다시 내 앞에 앉아 있네

아무렇지 않다가
술 한잔만 하면 니가 생각나
다 잊었다며 큰소리쳤던 내가
왜 또 이렇게 흔들리는지 몰라

아무렇지 않다가
거리마다 네 흔적이 보여
이별이란 게 참 잔인하더라
아직도 너란 사람에 갇혀 산다

아무렇지 않다가
그냥 그렇게 또 하루 산다

아무렇지 않다가

Just This Once

I And Me

Time For You To Rearrange

I’m giving you the keys to my entire blueprint.

This is the sound of a man who finally put the past down and decided to own his narrative. I took the grit and steel of the city that raised me, mixed it with that deep, resonant Neo-Soul, and put it over a modern, undeniable rhythm. It’s hard, but it's vulnerable.

The Masterpiece

For those night you don't want to be alone.

Stay the Night

Rusty Halo 

​(Intro)

​(Verse 1)
I woke up with the Sunday bells ringing in my head
But the devil was still sleeping in my bed
Tried to wash the guilt away with morning tea
But the mirror never lies to a girl like me
I put on my white dress, tried to play the part
But there's a stain of red wine right above my heart

​(Pre-Chorus)
You look at me like I’m some kind of holy light
But you didn't see where I was walking last night
No, you didn't see me...

​(Chorus)
I tried to polish it up, but the gold is flaking off
God knows I’m trouble, baby, soft and rough
My wings are heavy and my halo’s turned to rust
Don’t look for salvation in my dust
No, don't look for heaven... in my dust.

​(Verse 2)
You say you want an angel to come and save your soul
But honey, I'm just trying to keep some kind of control
Of the fire that burns when the whiskey starts to flow
And the dark little secrets that only the night time knows
You want a saint? Well, I never applied
I'm just a sinner who’s along for the ride

​(Chorus)
'Cause I tried to polish it up, but the gold is flaking off
God knows I’m trouble, baby, soft and rough
My wings are heavy and my halo’s turned to rust
Don’t look for salvation in my dust

​(Bridge)
(Tempo zieht leicht an, Bläser werden lauter und dissonanter)
They say redemption is just a prayer away
But I forgot the words I’m supposed to say
Yeah, I moved my lips, but nothing came out
Just a cloud of smoke and a shadow of doubt...

​(Chorus)
I tried to polish it up, but the gold is flaking off
(Yeah, it's all peeling away, baby)
God knows I’m trouble, baby, soft and rough
My wings are heavy and my halo’s turned to rust
Don’t look for salvation in my dust

​(Outro)
It's rusted through, baby...
Can't shine it up no more...
Just a little bit of rust... on the floor...


Rusty Halo

A powerful composition about humanity and respect and the unnecessary nature of racism

All I need is Respect

You Got My Heart

Gedankenfetzen, Gesagtes, Gelesenes und natürlich auch Gefühltes verbinden sich beim Schreiben meiner Texte und beim Erarbeiten des passenden Sounds zu einem Song, in dem sich zwar nicht mein Ich spiegelt, aber in den meine Kreativität und mein Herzblut geflossen sind. 
Ich nehme mich selbst nicht allzu ernst und lache so lange ich kann - auch wenn die Diagnose Parkinson mir das vermiesen möchte... #fckPD #killparkinson

Da ich Musik liebe, aber keine Ahnung vom Produzieren habe, ist Suno AI ein tolles Instrument um den passenden Sound zu schaffen (alle Texte 100% von mir)

Time For You To Rearrange

Steph Overthinking