Gazer

throttle

B-Side from Under the Orchids

just want peace of mind
whats living after i die
no one knows that theyre alive
yea
no one knows that theyre alive
but should i stand still while you stab through my words
trying to bring me down
such a useless fantasy, searching the purpose for
just a blip on the timeline


drums recorded by Jad Maluf at UCLA
mixed and mastered by Andrew Cummings

Blip

2022 cassette tape

gazer(early demo)

Sacred Heart (first demo)

carousel live acoustic

Sacred Heart
In the park
I follow you down

Coincidence
Light bleeds in 
Pools around your head

Honestly 
It hurts sometimes
Staring in blinding light
Appease myself
Hide underneath
The shade of 
An oak tree

Seven was the number
Of all my grief and all my sorrow
Reflecting light in shrouded hills
I thought I could hold it there forever
You say you want to show love
And I’ll believe it when I see it
It takes love to know love
It takes love to know love

My empathy is bringing me down
My empathy is bringing me down

Hold on to the ones you love
Hold on to the sacred heart

Hold on to the ones you love
Hold on to the sacred heart

Sacred Heart - MyVeronica

First glance
Slipping from the space between my hands
Under streetlamp

Lay back 
Relive every dream I ever had
This time 
I’m glad
That I got

A glimpse of it
Just one look and then 
It’s gone

At night
It occupies the space inside
Cover the light

So hard to find
Can I dream without a fight? 
I’m glad 
This time
That I got

A glimpse of it
Just one look and then 
It’s gone

Sleepless - MyVeronica

Whatever I could be
I hope I get it all
I’m fading in the finest print
Waiting for the call

Don’t wanna bring you down
So I’ll be happy for you
Travelin’ from town to town
It’s something that I’ve gotta do

I feel the walls are closing in
But I find I enjoy taking life by the hand
You heard me through the college radio static
In some words you couldn’t understand

Just hold my hand
And understand

Social climbers falling down the steps
Leading to where we meet
I fear the things that I’m falling out of
Just could be a repeat

I see the signs up in the trees
So I tell myself to pretend
It’s all good, man, it’s okay
As the trees start to bend in the wind

Everybody’s going different places
I find I measure life by the week
I heard it in the college radio static
Cutting through the LA heat

Just hold my hand
And understand


College Radio Static - Friend's House

The silence opened outwards, alright
A reconstruction of another time
The kid walks out of the closing bar
Waits outside
And takes a breath of the cooling air
Raining down

If I should stay up late this time
(Don’t you think I could see it all?)
The radio towers extend to the sky
(Hold it all back and sigh
As you sing the words
You could only cry)

I think you should know it all by now
I dream of love
Could you show me how?

If you should stay up late this time
(Don’t you think I could see it all?)
Morning sun in an amber sky
(Hold it all back and sigh
As you sing the words
You could only cry)


Gazer

Stereobliss