Don’t sway everyone’s the same in here
Don’t stay no I cannot stand it in here
But don’t say to me that everything will be ok
I can’t see no light through this stained glass window
Today

Choke myself on my own tears
And now they have run dry
But I’m trying so hard to stop asking why
Can’t I change the way things worked out?

But I can’t think no more these years have all run dry
Now that I’m throwing dirt to stop this pain inside
And this black hole I see in the ground gets bigger
And it swallows me up and all the people with it endgame

These walls keep on closing in on me
I’m scared and finding it so hard to breathe
My hearts beating fast as all the anger builds up
Inside
I can’t change this guilty feeling I have I hide

Choke myself on my own tears
And now they have run dry
But I’m trying so hard to stop asking why
Can’t I change the way things worked out?

But I can’t think no more these years have all run dry
Now that I’m throwing dirt to stop this pain inside
And this black hole I see in the ground gets bigger
And it swallows me up and all the people with it endgame

Choke myself on my own tears
And now they have run dry
But I’m trying so hard to stop asking why
Can’t I change the way things worked out?

But I can’t think no more these years have all run dry
Now that I’m throwing dirt to stop this pain inside
And this black hole I see in the ground gets bigger
And it swallows me up and all the people with it endgame
Endgame

Endgame

They who dare

Fender Squire Mini Guitar
Irin Melodica
Yamaha Bass
Yamaha Tenor Saxophone
Garageband keyboard sounds and beats

Mind Meld

I'm Working for An AI

'this song'

Scratch Kelly: beats, synths, production 
Scotty: lyrics, vocals, guitars, foolishness

You're incapable of love, I've found.
You've been turnin' these smiles you've made into frowns.
I must've been blind because I was down.
And now I'm just another fool of yours that's hangin' around. 

I know what I want to carry on.
I know what I need to keep me strong.
I thought our stars shone but I was wrong.
And now I'm pouring everything into this song. 

It's hard for me to accept.
I don't want my heart to be full of regrets.
But this is fucked up, you must admit.
And I'm the only one that's giving a shit. 

I know what I want to carry on.
I know what I need to keep me strong.
I thought our stars shone but I was wrong.
And now I'm pouring everything into this song.

this song (with Scratch Kelly)

Blue Joey

Electric & Simple

Darren D. Danahy: Keys and drums
Jason Mowry: Guitars, bass, final mix

Summer Of '76

向日葵

浮かぶ雲流れそこには青と
燃えるような陽が
俯いていたままの世界は影が
どうも笑うようで

いつもそうだ届くかな
なんて僕は一歩引いている

いつかはこの手の中に
燃えるあの陽が灯る
俯いていたままの世界に
光は届けられるかな

渦を巻いたまま立ち止まる
僕はあの陽にずっと
俯いていた世界なんてのは
僕の心次第です そうね

いつかどうか届くように
焦がれ 燃えるこの陽を
絶やさぬように
いつもそうだ届くかな
なんて僕は一歩引いていた

広大な宇宙の下
こんなちっぽけな僕が在る
等身大なんてやつはいつも
思うよりずっと小さいんだよな
広大な宇宙の下
こんなちっぽけな僕が歌う
等身大 もっと壮大
いつかこの手の中に光を

こんな僕も届くかな
遥か遠く光るその熱に
いつの日か 僕の宇宙
晴れて凛と咲いてみせるから

向日葵 / 微熱

Lyrics and Musik: Stefan van Walsum
All Instruments, Vocals and Arrangement: Stefan van Walsum
Mix and Mastering by Nandi´s Cavern Studio, Germany

Holy Rock and Roll

Holy Rock And Roll

🌙 Midnight Smoke – Big Band, Noir Jazz & Blues Collection

Midnight Smoke is a sultry collection of big band swing, noir jazz, and soulful blues, conjuring the atmosphere of smoke-filled clubs and midnight rendezvous. 🎷🥁✨ Brass bursts meet moody piano lines, walking bass grooves, and blues-soaked guitar riffs, creating a soundscape straight out of a black-and-white film.

Every track drips with cinematic flair — the swing of crowded dance floors, the hush of a late-night confession, and the mystery of shadows on rain-slick streets. Perfect for lovers of vintage moods, Midnight Smoke is timeless, magnetic, and steeped in old-world charm. 🕯️🎩

Espresso Serenade

I like Soundcloud because it's a friendly community for sharing our music. When I comment on a track, I like to say something about how you wrote, performed or produced it. I have musically diverse interests: pop/rock, jazz-rock fusion, prog & alternative rock, blues, classical and neoclassical, to mention some. Main instrument is guitar; I'm not a keyboard player or singer, but hopefully I can do enough there to make my work sound ok.

Blue Joey

Steve Matthews