Kings

Monday 10:34 PM

How can you sleep every night?
You know what you did, did you doubt that I'd survive?

You were the one that gave me hope
and you took it away when I needed it most
Seems to me that I wasn't worth it
What makes you think that you were so perfect?
I'm losing my mind one drink at a time
I need to erase the memories of who you used to be

Maybe I should just get used to being alone
Cause I told you, cause I told you I would wait forever
But you will never return to me.

You were the one that gave me hope
and you took it away when I needed it most
Seems to me that I wasn't worth it
What makes you think that you were so perfect?
I'm losing my mind one drink at a time
I need to erase the memories of who you used to be

I've never been that great with words
How many ways can you say you're not who I thought you were

I guess you can tell that I'm not over you
It's been so long but I still write these songs
to tell you I can't stop myself from thinking about you
Do I even cross your mind at all?

I'm fuckin losin my mind, thinkin of you all the time
Another smoke, another shot just to try and unwind
and I get so lost in my thoughts tryin to fight the insanity
I'm just a shell of who I was while you're consumed by your vanity
I fuckin hate that I met you
I hate that I let you inside my mind and I find that I need these fuckin drinks to forget you
So save your apologies, stay away and don't bother me
Let me be and let me sleep away the days.

Why can't I just move forward?
Someone show me to the next open door
Cause I don't wanna love you
I can't wait here anymore

You were the one that gave me hope
and you took it away when I needed it most
Seems to me that I wasn't worth it
What makes you think that you were so perfect?
I'm losing my mind one drink at a time
I need to erase the memories of who you used to be


Kings

Steve Ciniski

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