"Holdin’ Tight" is a reflective and deeply personal track that explores the emotional tension between chaos and calm, freedom and stability. Through heartfelt lyrics and vivid imagery, the song takes listeners on a journey of self-discovery and healing. It delves into the complexities of finding peace in the stillness while grappling with the fear of losing the creative spark born from chaos. A fusion of raw vulnerability and universal relatability, "Holdin’ Tight" captures the balance between embracing change and holding onto the essence of who we are. With a melody that resonates across the emotional spectrum, this song is a testament to the beauty of transformation and the duality within us all.

Lyrics 

(Verse 1)
Yeah, my mind’s been a NASCAR, racin’ nonstop
Spinnin’ wheels, couldn’t hit the brakes or make it stop
First 30 years, my mind was wild and free
Now it’s calm, but is this who I’m supposed to be?
Popped a pill to slow it down, now I’m standin’ still
But quiet nights got me wonderin’ if I’m losin’ my thrill

(Pre-Chorus)
I used to love how my thoughts could fly
But now it’s steady, and I’m askin’ why
Can I find myself without lettin’ go of the high?

(Chorus)
Holdin’ tight, stuck in the in-between
Missin’ the chaos but lovin’ the peace
Will I lose my spark? Will I find my way?
Or is this calm what I needed to stay?
Holdin’ tight to a restless heart
Tryin’ to heal the scars

(Verse 2)
Since this pill, I’ve been breathin’ for the first time
Feels so strange to hear the silence in my mind
But a part of me still misses the crazy pace
The wild ideas I used to chase

(Pre-Chorus)
I used to love the fire in my brain
Now I lie awake, wonderin’ if it’s the same
Can I be whole, or am I caught in this game?

(Chorus)
Holdin’ tight, stuck in the in-between
Missin’ the chaos but lovin’ the peace
Will I lose my spark? Will I find my way?
Or is this calm what I needed to stay?
Holdin’ tight to a restless heart
Tryin’ to heal the scars

(Outro)
This moment is clear, I can finally see
Pieces of chaos and calm livin’ in me

Holdin Tight

"Canadian Winters Ain’t As Cold" is a soulful and evocative piece that speaks to the transformative power of love, redemption, and connection. With introspective lyrics and rich imagery, the song captures the journey of a wanderer finding solace and purpose in the arms of someone who brings light to the darkest days. The story unfolds against the backdrop of Canadian winters, metaphorically symbolizing the cold struggles of the past thawing into warmth and hope. A beautiful blend of raw vulnerability and triumphant clarity, this track resonates deeply with anyone who’s ever experienced the healing power of love and self-discovery.

Trollin' In Da Dark

This song tells the beginning of the story.

It’s about a young man stepping out into the world for the first time — full of freedom, hope, and blind faith. No weight yet. No scars. Just an open road and a heart wide open.

“Left home in the spring, packed my bags and hit the road...”
“Back when time moved slow and dreams came bold...”
It’s a reflection of who we were before life got heavy.
Before the responsibilities. Before the love and loss.
This is the first page in the book.

Before the Load

"Fifteen Years Old" By Constellatio North is a deeply personal and emotionally raw ballad that blends modern country with nostalgic storytelling. It captures the journey of falling in love with a high school sweetheart—a love that begins in reckless teenage years, marked by struggles, mistakes, and wild adventures. The song’s heartfelt lyrics paint a vivid picture of a boy growing up too fast, lost in rebellion but tethered to the one person who saw past his flaws. With strong male vocals, acoustic warmth, and a mix of piano and trap-infused beats, the track carries an intimate yet powerful energy. As the story unfolds, love becomes the anchor that grounds him, transforming his life and leading him home. A timeless anthem for love, redemption, and finding solace in the person who truly sees you.

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Lyrics:
*Verse 1*  
You were just fifteen when I first laid eyes,  
Dating my buddy, but I couldn’t disguise.  
When he let you go, I didn’t waste no time,  
Threw you a line, chased the dream that felt like mine.  

Whiskey at thirteen, I was running too wild,  
Throwing rocks at buses, just a reckless child.  
Stealing mall clothes, hoping you’d see,  
Some lost little boy with a love you could set free.  

*Chorus*  
Had my fun, had my flings,  
But you were the one that made my heart sing.  
Young and dumb, spinning out of control,  
You were the fire that saved my soul.  

*Verse 2*  
The teacher called me up, said, “Spell ‘girl’ right here.”  
I scribbled out “gril,” and the room burst in jeers.  
Even the teacher had their jokes to play,  
But you smiled at me like it’d all be okay.  

Selling dreams in plastic bags just to get by,  
Digging into white lines when the nights ran dry.  
Every Friday night at some backwoods fire,  
Counting the hours till you fed my desire.  

*Chorus*  
Had my fun, had my flings,  
But you were the one that made my heart sing.  
Young and dumb, spinning out of control,  
You were the fire that saved my soul.  

*Bridge*  
Now I’m looking back at the man I became,  
From that lost boy running, to owning my name.  
You saw the good in me I couldn’t show,  
Your love’s my northern lights, the spark that let me grow.  

*Final Chorus*  
Had my fun, had my flings,  
But you were the one that changed everything.  
Through all the storms, you’ve been my home,  
The one I’ll love ‘til I’m skin and bone.  

*Outro*  
Fifteen years old, you lit up my sky,  
Never thought I’d grow old with you by my side.

Fifteen Years Old

YOU ARE IT FOR ME
Words & Music by Rhob Elliott
©2025, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
You walk in, and the room lights up
Like a spark that sets the sky on fire
Every heartbeat, every single touch
Pulls me closer, takes me higher

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been chasing dreams in every town
But they all fade when you’re around
No second guess, no in-between
You’re everything I’ve ever seen

[Chorus]
You are it for me
Like the stars were meant to be
Like a song stuck on repeat
You're the rhythm, you're the beat
Every breath, every kiss
Tells me love feels just like this
Don’t need no mystery
You are it for me

[Verse 2]
Late night talks and sunrise laughs
We’ve got magic in the aftermath
No filters, just the real and true
All I want begins with you

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been lost in skies and city streets
But your love brings me to my feet
No rewind, no plan B
You're the only one I see

[Chorus]
You are it for me
Like the stars were meant to be
Like a song stuck on repeat
You're the rhythm, you're the beat
Every breath, every kiss
Tells me love feels just like this
Don’t need no mystery
You are it for me

[Bridge]
And if the world falls down tonight
I’d still hold you through the fight
You’re my now, my always will
The only love that feels this real

[Chorus]
You are it for me
More than fate or destiny
Like a fire I can't unsee
You're the only truth I need
Every breath, every kiss
Tells me love feels just like this
You’re my heart, you’re my key
You are it for me

[Outro]
You are it...
Yeah, you are it for me

YOU ARE IT FOR ME

Be Country

A Southern outlaw gospel for the damned and divine.

From the haunted backroads of redemption to the fiery chaos of meth-lab miracles, “Hellbent & Holy” is a genre-splittin’, soul-rippin’ country storm.

13 hard-hittin’ tracks dripping in moonshine, broken hearts, rusty pickups, and righteous fury. This album walks the line between God and the Devil — with a shotgun in hand and two wild hearts in the truck bed.

Produced with grit, sung with blood, and driven by pure outlaw energy.

Between God and the Devil

My New Album Delta Dusk & Soul will be releases on a streaming platforms November 6th. This is a sneak preview for SoundCloud only. Let me know what is your most memorable song!

Barstool Prophet

THINKING OF YOU

Stephen Ryder is a country artist with a storyteller’s heart, weaving real-life experiences into heartfelt, powerful songs. His music blends traditional country with modern influences, creating songs that speak to love, life, and the journey in between. 

With a growing catalog of music, Stephen continues to share songs that resonate with listeners, whether it’s a heartfelt ballad, a foot-stomping anthem, or a reflective tune about life’s unexpected roads. His dedication to authenticity and storytelling makes his music a perfect fit for country radio and beyond. Follow me on Spotify!  

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