I Only Have Myself To Blame

exploring many sides of electronic music as a producer and a listener

I have 21 albums of ambient, modular and field recordings available on Bandcamp and I am WHIRRINGS on YouTube and Substack! 🙏

A tribute to nothingness...
Everything begins with a frequency, a beat.
The body of the being travels without destination in the flow of the present, it merges, with frequencies that capture its own singularity.
They give themselves to each other in a unique intimacy, they feel each other, touch each other, listen to each other, again and again until the energy fades little by little into the nothingness of silence. The present flows, without revealing all its most beautiful pearls. Alone, day after day, the cycle repeats itself, without ever knowing its course in advance, so the magic operates, until the last beat of our unique experience.

Love with your heart, it will be beautifull.

Dear soundcloud, is this a funeral ⬛️ ?
Give us back the far superior, old uploader! Also the orange 🟠 design was prettier! 
#truckfump anyway! ✊

Thanks for listening!
Soundclouder since February 2010. Love YOU, the community! 🫶
Influences from ABBA to Zappa... mostly #instrumental #synth #em #ambient. Just a bloke with some gear. 😎

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vinyl | life | energy 
enthusiast 

founder of otium and ethos
co founder of delight & 48kHz
member of about repetition

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booking -> booking@about-repetition.com
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21.11. tba MOERS
16.11.2025 ETHOS @ Minhafaktur CGN
09.08.2025 MTTM present Sway - Day & Nightparty CGN
25.07.2025 Zugvögel Festival EIFEL
19.07.2025 ETHOS Galerie Wasser CGN
17.05.2025 About Repetition Listening Coffee DUS
20.04.2025 ETHOS Open Air CGN
14.11.2024 Handwerk Techno Thursday CGN
14.09.2024 About Repetition Listening Coffee DUS
06.04.2024 OTIUM Off Location CGN
01.03.2024 Lange Nacht der Kirchen Christuskirche CGN
02.03.2024 ETHOS Fleur de Ceur CGN
30.09.2023 OTIUM Off Location CGN
30.04.2023 OTIUM Tanz in den Mai Off Location CGN
31.12.2022 Mund Zu Mund NYE CGN
17.09.2022 Urban Silent Retreat CGN
26.08.2022 Mund Zu Mund Open Air CGN
10.-12.06.2022 Mund Zu Mund Festival CGN
30.05.2022 Mund Zu Mund Off Location CGN
16.04.2022 Mund Zu Mund Indoor + Outdoor Off Location CGN
26.03.2022 Mund zu Mund Off Location CGN
18.03.2022 Lange Nacht der Kirchen - Christuskirche CGN
11.11.2021 Mund zu Mund Kolbhalle CGN
31.10.2021 Mund zu Mund Off Location CGN

I Only Have Myself To Blame

Steve Pacheco (truthiscolor)