Stopping by listening and showing you some luv. Nice vice and song soundcloud.com/officialstunnabam/sets/stunna-bam-song-mix

produced by @uvshy
thanks cam for pic
<3

i should be honest 
and i can be honest 
ill burn all my bridges 
and fulfil my promises to you

ill bury my sins deep in my garden 
was not my intention to be such a burden 
and i 

when everythings unjust 
theres nothing left here 
its all collecting dust 
right on my shelf dear

nothing before this 
it plays and it torments 
quite some time its been dormant
and my efforts exhaustive 

deep in the forest 
my mind such a torment
im unearthing burdens 
and im all alone and im

when everythings unjust 
theres nothing left here 
its all collecting dust 
right on my shelf dear

lalala

burden (prod. shy)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XRTgfvcIfdTwsJhSzUVwB?si=-NiSKhDKSU2JF5VjEHmZ1g

really like this one, hope you feel the same <3
prod idly blare 
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix once again <3

lyrics:
its always lurking
a feeling im not
gifted to learn
how to live through this rot
overcome all my burdens
please force me to stop
please force me to stop

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight
i think i need you here

i could sink in the dirt
feed my life to the worms in the earth
maybe then id be worth something
in your eyes, wouldnt that be nice

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight

do the daises cry
do the roses get jealous
when you're nearby

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight 
x2

*i wish people would take the time, to appreciate the little guy, past year and a half ive been alone, i have not been missed i get what its like, i really really wish people would reach out more, idk be a man right*

friends with the bugs

NEW RELEASE !!!! https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/everyday

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

its not like u to go that distance
==============
@silversxo
@sagebrsh
==============
lyrics:
been a little crossed up
it isnt bad at all
i’m fine as long as nobody’s hurt
i think my pride is lost
but i’ll fall an eternity’s worth

don’t have to worry about it
you can’t come back around
i’m making sure i know that now
your precious serotonin
is not my problem now
i’ve got my own to worry bout

find time to bother
i’ll still be here i promise
its not like u to go that distance

if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me

sagebrsh:
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here
Guess that I was wrong

I'd be lying If I told u
That I won't wait
What's time
If we might be soulmates

my fault if I read too deep
I'm feeling manic

hold me,
would u plz console me
I can't bare to wake without you
So I'm getting no sleep my bed way too lonely
I need you to show me
How to relax, since you been gone I ain't been cozy oh please~

decks:
if i told u that i miss u
i was lying
i’m moving on just fine
its a problem when u come back
i don’t buy it
u gotta try to earn me, love
u gotta try to earn me
(x2)

disaster averted (ft. sagebrsh) [silver]

i seen your eyes turn to water
you must be so ahead idk what u wanna hear
from me, now im older
glass feels colder
inside looking out
what if this how they view me from the outside
ur looking down on me
ur looking down now
this blasphemy 
it all comes round 
you were bad for me
im so fucked now

i could take a knife out
put it through my wrist
let you grab it with your hand just so you can twist
i wont tell nobody
youd never hurt a soul
dont try to complicate it
ur doing it wrong
you can try and stop me however you want
ill put a hole through ur head
and then ill spin it off
im sick of being vulnerable
no one listens now
youll never get ahead of me 
ill just rip you down

ur splitting personalities 
i swear nobody gives a shit
walk right over me, ur never nice oh no one bit
i must be such a disgrace, im holding you back
covering my ears oh i love when you laugh
but its bad
i see ur faces walking round like you have
other family you throw me on my ass
never mine and its honestly sad

wrist

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:
(𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘺?)

(𝘪 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨)
(𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰?)

𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘶 𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮
𝘫
𝘫
𝘫
𝘫

[𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐥]

we used to dream
about the house that we will buy
needs room for 3
we used to speak all night 
about our family
hoping we can speak it into reality
we used to dream
about the kid that we will have
will come with stress
about the clothes that we will buy
and how they’ll dress
and start to fight on whether i’m cleaning their mess

(why can’t u let me go?) 

we used to dream
about the times that 
we would wake them up for school
about how much we would want our kids 
to think we’re cool
“always be there, and just love them” 
was our rule

now she’s fine
left 3 years behind
for another guy
and i wonder why

i used to lay down on ur chest
while u play with my hair
now when i’m sad, no one can hold me
you don’t fucking care
no ounce of sympathy or guilt 
what’s wrong inside ur mind?
i tried to kill my self recently
are u fucking blind?

and now when i speak to you
you sit there all stunned and paused
so i tell you about how much it hurts
you’re super shocked 
and i don’t think that you’re aware
about the things you caused
you never heard me out
that’s why i make my fucking songs.

[𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐥]

i should’ve known better
i should’ve kept my sweaters
i should’ve seen the signs 
so i could adapt to the weather
i have no to place to go
no place to call my home
i lived my whole life in this city
but sometimes it feels unknown

sometimes i like to think
about the life we always dreamed 
about the life we planned and set
and how our house needs room for 3
does that ever cross ur mind?
the love u left behind
my stuff inside of ur closet
building dust until it dies.

3 Years ll

i'm finding my bad habits
breaking out in the living room
'cos i don't wanna be here
but i know that u want me to
i'm holding onto breath and
i'm probably gonna die soon
'cos what's the point of staying right here without u?
i can feel the room float away when i compose myself
it's such a bad sign that all of this shit has happened now
u went to tell ur parents that i'm sick and that i'll come around
but baby it's been 3 years, and they still ain't proud
i don't have a single word to say
all of my excuses used and down the drain
baby i'm so sorry, this won't happen again
i know i said that last time, but i promise i'll change
BABY LOOK INTO MY EYES
TELL ME WHAT U SEE
LONELINESS AND MISERY?
FEEL I'VE WASTED ALL MY GODDAMN LIFE
HOW THE FUCK COULD U BE MISSING ME?

misery [intro]

prod by stezzyxl
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lyrics:

whenever you sleep
can you picture urself right next to me?
whenever you breathe
does my scent give u a sense of relief?

or maybe i’m wrong
or please tell me i’m right
or maybe i’m wrong
or maybe i’m stupid for making this song
about loosing

my love
she broke my trust
and now i can’t feel
nothing feels real
i’m growing numb
why did i choose you
oh if i knew
that you would’ve left
i would’ve held u one last time again

my mind just likes to imagine
if we stayed together tell what would happened?
cuz i’m not too sure
if we would’ve worked
maybe our love is disguised as a curse 
maybe it was all just doomed from the start
she loves me
she loves me not
loves me 
she loves me not
picking the pedals is all i have got
under the moon with no people involved

or maybe i’m wrong
or please tell me i’m right
or maybe i’m wrong
or maybe i’m stupid for making this song
about loosing


my love
she broke my trust
and now i can’t feel
nothing feels real
i’m growing numb
why did i choose you
oh if i knew
that you would’ve left
i would’ve held u one last time again

scars

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

3 Years ll

Stezzyxl

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