Sympathetic Nihilist

Lyrics:
Movin outta spite,
My life ain't tight,
Fake ass snake,
You don't wanna cross my sight,
One left then a right,
It gave you a fright,
You better not snitch,
At the end of the night.
---
All you have is yourself,
Cause you're living out of Spite,
Commitin all this crime,
Livin most you life out of sight.
Fightin for myself,
Cause no one else is gonna fight,
Livin in hell,
With my demon wings I'll take flight,
---
I don’t wanna feel, what’s hiding in your spite,
Shadows in your soul always lookin’ for a fight.
I was on the edge — you were outta sight,
Livin’ in the dark yeah I never found the light.
---
Thinking of the past,
Yeah that keeps me up at night,
Smoking on the glass,
Glad I finally won that fight,
Snakes in my grass,
But I'm high as a kite,
Blowin straight through the past,
Burnin bridges outta spite,
---
I'll do anything I can to ignite,
Fire in my eyes yeah it's my only light,
Try to put it out, you'll be fightin for your life,
Die by my morals cuz while I'm livin I can't quite,
Make the decisions needed just to take flight,
Tethered to the earth but I'm standing at this height,
No one up here, only shadows in my sight,
Voices in my head screaming words of full of fucken spite,
---
I don’t wanna feel, what’s hiding in your spite,
Shadows in your soul always lookin’ for a fight.
I was on the edge — you were outta sight,
Livin’ in the dark yeah I never found the light.
---
Movin outta spite, My life ain't tight,
Fake ass snake, You don't wanna cross my sight,
One left then a right, It gave you a fright,
You better not snitch, At the end of the night.
---
Credits:
Vocals: slakerr
Lyrics: slakerr
Beat: Dr. Brown
Production: Dr. Brown
Engineering: Dr. Brown
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spite

Lyrics:
I can't take it 
Tired of trynna fake it 
Everybody always trynna replace it 
They won't even try to make it work better so let's face it
I am like a flaw in the system, let's break it
Cause I keep my brain running real fucken hot 
overdrive man doesn't matter about my spot
chilling on the street cuz I got, what I got & I just wanna stay what I am not
---
Cause I keep it fucking real 
Tho I don't understand the appeal 
Think these girls are just trynna feel 
But they don't know real shit cuz they're stuck up
Try to give em real shit & they curl up
Then they try to put another pill in my cup 
doesn't matter I never even gave a fuck
that's my coping mechanism when I'm stuck in a rut (when I'm stuck in a rut)
---
Aye, you don't understand my depth 
I can already tell that we won't mesh
I know the people from your breadth
& they wouldn't understand why I wanna be the best
doesn't matter what I've been through 
I be walking all alone I don't fucken need you
Bricks weighing me down but I still outdo 
All of those people who try to kill me with voodoo
---
I can't take it 
Tired of trynna fake it 
Everybody always trynna replace it 
They won't even try to make it work better so let's face it
I am like a flaw in the system, let's break it
Cause I keep my brain running real fucken hot 
overdrive man doesn't matter about my spot
chilling on the street cuz I got, what I got & I just wanna say what I am not
---
Put myself out there but I feel dead
Stay in my room, stay in my head
Tears me up inside but instead
I will just chill alone in my bed 
Can't explain it to any other guy 
They probably just want me to die
Nobody even cares if I get high
Everybody looks at me like I should choke on my supply 
but it's getting real motherfucken late 
& I'm still full of all this motherfucken hate 
Every time I turn on my phone I ask is this bait?
Try to draw out my energy Is this fate? 
---
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WHAT I AM NOT

Lyrics:
Why you looking at me sideways, I don't know 
Why do I always draw your gaze, i don't know 
You supposed to have my back & always be my bro 
You be choosing everything over me now tho
Why you looking at me sideways, I don't know 
Why do I always draw your gaze, i don't know 
You supposed to have my back & always be my bro 
You be choosing everything over me now tho
I don't know what you see in that girl (nah)
She be tearing you away from reality the world 
I don't know why your brain sees her as a pearl
She's a tornado that makes me wanna hurl
---
What the fuck, 
why you stuck in such a rut 
I don't give a fuck, 
you be tripping for a slut
Tried to hook up, 
but I didn't wanna bust nut
Pour another cup, 
while I'm chillin alone in my hut
---
Life is so uncertain 
Try to pull back the curtain 
Cuz I'm always asking why 
Even when it is hurtin
I don't give a flying fuck
every day I wake up 
and I'm feeling real stuck 
I just try to shut up
---
breaking through my shell 
even tho I'm born in hell
I Got so many demons that I can't dispel
Ran out of souls that I am allowed to sell
you don't know me anyway 
so you don't take it well
I don't give a fuck anyway
Are you too dumb to you tell? 
---
Trying to step to me 
But surface level is all you see
You don't understand how I work mentally 
Recursive thought loops as they're meant to be 
I be fucking floating in the fucking sky 
you be asking me to come back to earth, why?
that would be worse for me than if I die 
so I keep it 100, do myself I'm that guy aye yuh
---
I don't have to please anyone 
all these voices in my head calling me dumb like I'm scum 
but I don't give a shit cuz I'm the fucking one 
I be peeking in my head & I ain't fucking done
you could never hope to trap me 
caged animal bitch you will all see 
I will rage out like a big tsunami
everything in my path will cease to be, cease to be
---
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betrayal uzumaki

Lyrics:
Everything I do is for myself.
Call it selfish, but I take care of my health,
Cuz where I come from, actually I can't tell
all these thoughts I can't quell
Put it in my music & hope it can sell.
Everybody thinks that I'm. Okay, well
let me break that emotion & finally tell 
I'm stuck in the ocean or maybe it's hell.
---
This current feels like a tsunami, 
I just want a place where they can't harm me. 
So much trauma that I can't let you see,
I'm not ready for life without ecstasy,
I just wanna know how to be me
what I gotta do to get through mentally.
Cuz when I go with the flow I can't seem to see. 
& when she's in my bed I know she blew me 
---
Nobody wants to put up with it. 
I just wanna know why I'm stuck with shit. 
I got all of this shit in my head,
That's why I'm always high in my bed, 
new philosophy. But I'm still dead.
Human type zombie but somehow have street cred
I can be harsh sometimes & feel like shit. 
Walk through the marsh sometimes, I'm stuck with it
---
Every step for me is like 10 times harder. 
I don't know what I gotta do to get farther. 
I still don't know why I am her partner.
My mind is horrid & it might harm her. 
I've got rip tides pulling but they charm her. 
I've got so many sins & they just get darker,
you call it seven deadly but that's just a starter
And I keep them mentally on replay to grow larger
---
I can't help it that's just my head, 
replay them every day until I'm dead.
Only other thing I can think of is bread
Even when I have it tho I pray for lead. 
But my superpower is getting lit instead
Cuz I'm getting lit with people who have bled
Never judge a soul like my name is Ned. 
Okilly Dokilly when my skin is shed
---
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OKILLY DOKILLY

Lyrics:
Your head's gone,
No bong, 
I be looking at your bitch like shit's wrong. (Ah)
My Heads gone, 
no bong, 
I be fucken on your bitch like shit's wrong.
---
She be staying real close by 
your side, but she's wondering why. 
She be wet between the thighs, 
When she be looking in my eyes. (in my eyes x3)
She be ready for a fight, 
Just to try & get out of your sight. 
She thinks your grip is too tight,
She starts to forget what is right, (what is right x3)
She be looking for a reason to get really messy. 
Then she runs away from you and she is ready. 
She be sliding in my DMs getting really fucken heavy, 
but I know that my brain is ready already.
---
Your head's gone, 
No bong,
I be looking at your girl like shit's wrong. (Ah)
My Heads gone, 
no bong, 
I be fucken on your girl like shit's wrong.
---
She be hearing me fuck her with this song. 
She be looking for a place we will get along. 
She just wanna be my friend for the bong. 
She just wanna be another fucking tag along
cuz I'm telling you. If I am down, 
I've got a gravitational pull and a sound 
that will bring any girl into town. 
But they ain't here for you when we're around. 
Yes, me and Dr. Brown, 
we get goofy like a clown. 
The bitches love it and they don't care about my pronoun. (They don't care, shitswrong, But they don't care)
---
Your head's gone,
No bong,
I be looking at your bitch like shit's wrong. (Ah)
My Heads gone,
no bong, 
I be fucken on your bitch like shit's wrong.
---
shit be wrong cause it's never right. 
I got shit in the back that I'm always gonna fight. 
I just know until I'm dead I'll never be alright. 
So I live my life in chaos man, out of fucking spite.
Shout out to my boys who were always spiteful. 
I personally never found them frightful. 
I just wanna have a motherfucking rifle. 
To keep me safe when I happen too stifle. 
All the Ops that tried to Kill me & give me a knife full, 
But props to them cuz they made me insightful,
I can see through shit that ain't delightful,
Cause I live my life in a way that's spiteful
---
Your head's gone,
No bong,
I be looking at your girllike shit's wrong. (Ah)
My Heads gone,  
no bong, 
I be fucken on your bitch like shit's wrong.
---
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shitswrong

Lyrics:
Always makin money,
Yeah, we always makin dough,
N my friends list ain't too shabby,
But I'd never trust em though,

Always chase a baggy,
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow,
N My preference is a baddy,
But I'd never trust a hoe, 
---
You can call me slender,
Cuz I'm feelin' like a ghost,
I'm attacking what is tender,
Cuz to me you're just a joke,

Couldn't tell apart,
My soul from all that sorrow,
I don't have heart,
But I'll make it to tomorrow,
---
You can call me slakerr,
Cuz my success is a hoax,
I'm a slave to the bender,
Man that's just how it goes.

Playin my part,
And it's feelin pretty hollow,
Don't know where to start
All these pills I gotta swallow,
---
Always makin money,
Yeah, we always makin dough,
N my friends list ain't too shabby,
But I'd never trust em though,

Always chase a baggy,
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow,
N My preference is a baddy,
But I'd never trust a hoe,
---
Always makin money,
Yeah, we always makin dough,
N my buddy's wouldn't scrap me,
But I'd never trust em though,

Always chase a baggy,
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow,
N my bitches call me daddy,
But I'd never trust a hoe,
---
You can call me slakerr,
Cuz my success is a hoax,
I'm a slave to the bender,
Man that's just how it goes.

Playin my part,
And it's feelin pretty hollow,
Don't know where to start
All these pills I gotta swallow,
---
You can call me slender,
Cuz I'm feelin' like a ghost,
I'm attacking what is tender,
Cuz to me you're just a joke,

Couldn't tell apart,
My soul from all that sorrow,
I don't have heart,
But I'll make it to tomorrow
---
Always makin money,
Yeah, we always makin dough,
N my buddy's wouldn't scrap me,
But I'd never trust em though,

Always chase a baggy,
Yeah, I'm always chasin blow,
N my bitches call me daddy,
But I'd never trust a hoe, 
---
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SWALLOW

~Lyrics~
That potential you had,
Fuck it makes me mad,
I know you blame your dad,
I know it got pretty bad,

But there's more to the story,
Cuz U had a true mate,
Let u down and he's sorry,
But he knows it's to late,
---
I should've stuck around, 
I shouldn't have left town,
When we were flippin a pound,
Memories that make me frown,

Yeah it's been a while,
But I still feel vile,
Losing mates is my style,
But a brother, that's wild,
---
Selling in schools,
Still considered a child,
We were traumas tools,
Our whole life was trial,

Act a fool,
Kinda like a Kyle,
Punch a wall,
When the problem was mild
---
Fuck, I'm rollin' like a wheel,
I'm stuck, in a lonely field,
Only you, would see the appeal,
Only you, would see how I feel,

Now you're gone,
So there's no one to show,
Put it in a song,
But I'd never trust a hoe,

I miss you so much,
N U don't even know,
I miss them endless nights,
That we would spend doin blow,
---
Waiting on a phone call,
Just to say goodbye bro,
Drugs that you give your all,
Remember days snipping hose,

I know you're on the edge,
I've seen you get way too close,
I know U carry lead,
Still scared that you'll overdose,
---
Didn't always get along,
Still would call you my bro,
Punch my face then a bong,
That's how our friendship would grow,

We were both in the wrong,
But now we've sunken to low,
I know if we reconnect,
It'll be the final blow.
---
I'd come to your garage,
Covered in blood,
With no verbal barrage,
You'd just give me a hug,

We'd spend hours smoking,
Trynna get numb,
But the voices provoking,
Let us know we were scum,
---
Wed notice it's gettin late,
Then you would hand me the plate,
No matter how bad the state,
You would always relate,

Sit there n contemplate,
With our minds full of hate,
Asking why we create,
If destruction's our fate.
---
That oath we swore,
It didn't stand a fucken chance,
Broke & sore,
That's just Junkie Bromance. x2
---
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Sympathetic Nihilist

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