Belowground - Let's Start Over Again (demo)

u show me u
i know im thru
i know im gone
i know im not
i know im not
i know that i

i lost everything
losing track of everything
falling and i got no wings
falling and i got no wings
falling and i got no wings
i lost all control of me
i lost everything i love
now all i have is what i hate

everything i that embraced
i lost it all lost everything
i hate myself
i wna die
i wna commit suicide
i wna kms today
take the gun and blow my brains
today i will fucking die
im gonna take the shotgun and end my life

i feel like a zombie
swear i dont know my body
i feel so inconclusive
im useless

im useless
to the third degree
losing empathy
filled with apathy

suicide 3

all the things i say they always come out wrong
they never laugh with me people think i am a clown
nothing seem to matter thats why i sing this song
when i leave the room they dont notice that im gone

then i start to sink
start to sink into the ground
then i start to think
been thinking for so long
what could ive done differently
i was born this way
a loser that nobody likes with jokes that sound so lame

They never give me compliments but i get all critiqued 
When i start to talk everybody starts to cringe
i never offer value with anything i say
isolation is the price the price the price i have to pay

always someone else never feeling like myself
all alone in school now im all alone in work
i wish i was a budhist cause then it would all make sense
i could be a butterfly when it comes to an end

Loser

made as a part of the basement tape compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz
Lyrics:
Can you really tell me I'm alive?
Are we really running out of time?
you've got yours, do I got mine?
well i dont know
 
baptize my soul in blood and steel
all this crying but i still cant feel 


since when was i evr myself
they said theyre worried abt my health
i think it doesnt really matter 

i might seek but i dont wanna know
the angels calling to me 

and on and on ill never see spill half my blood beyond the trees smoke cigarettes till i cant breath anything to feel free

blood and steel

manifesto

This is an old song that I was going to upload to a comp but decided not to.

There are so many things
That don’t make me wanna scream
So why do you gotta fixate on the
Negative
You're so Negative

All the time when I see you’re
Angry at some stupid media
What’s that gotta do with you
Anyway
So anyway

You think we’re tight
Well that ship has sunk

You want support
Well you’re shit out of luck

Would it kill you to have a little fun
Or buy a gun
So you’ll be gone

Your presence is a poison
Why can't you cut through the noise and
Convince me why you should be here
Anyway
Is there anyway

We could get along
I guess I was very wrong
You were never really gonna change
So it was
Never really such a shame that you’re gone

You think we’re tight
Well that ship has sunk

You want support
Well you’re shit out of luck

Would it kill you to have a little fun
Or buy a gun
So you’ll be gone

Anyway

sodaboy cover

Yeah you just don’t listen
You like it and that’s what you’ll do

I know you
Yeah you know me
Yes I know you
But who are you

Your bedroom door leads into hell
There’s needles imbedded in my skin
is there sweet a smell coming from your corpse
In bed with pillows and bed sheets

i ran out of things to say but whatever

next time i'll do a whole 16 bar instead of just 4. i promise.

open up yr eyelids
speak yr mind straight to me
ill open up my earholes
smoking out the window

smoking as the time pass
passes on the clock face
openening up to you
was a mistake

now i'm so insecure
and feeling subpar
because i put an image in your head
of how i'm not pure

so open up yr eyelids
speak yr mind straight to me
cant promise ill keep a clear mind
smoking out the window

smoking as the time pass
passes on the clock face
opening the book 
you kno ima shut it

you kno ima shut in, but somehow you love me
speak yr mind to me, fading right thru me
i wanna do the same, but cant create the preconditions
my mind is abstracted, i miss our abreviation

a love story

recorded in 2022 with @Schwartzkoff (recording and mixing) and @user-459041128 (drums!) check their stuff out. I was sitting on these for a while, i'm working on something full length currently.

Old Scam

New track, enjoy and if you like it, please let us know. 

Catherine Wheel

Need to clear my head, with a bullet instead 
I'll be better off dead I'll be better off dead
Need to clear my head, paint the walls all red
Was it something i said? Was it something i said?

I need a job, i need some friends 
A peace of mind I cannot find
I wanna be rad but I'm too damn sad
That's too damn bad, need to clear my head
With a bullet instead, paint my walls all red 

I feel these walls are closing in
I can't feel fine i can't feel alright 

Just leave me alone
I'm dying at my home
I won't pick up my phone
I cannot stand being a wreck like this

CLEAR_MY_HEAD

𝔉𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔑𝔬𝔯𝔴𝔞𝔶. 
Est. 2021
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/49O2PumSWRagqGGwjpu4sh

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