BEEN MINE.mp3

Being in an unsafe environment.

I wrote this song with mixed feelings: one part of me wanted to express how I felt, the other part of me thought this was a really bad idea. Being in an abusive situation (both physical and emotional) can be very confusing. You start to think that it's your fault, that you deserved it, that it's normal, especially if that is what you're being told. You start to behave exactly as is expected of you, paying attention to all the rules, hoping you don't provoke anything. In the meantime, you're losing yourself bit by bit.
It's also confusing since it can go on for years without anyone else noticing it. If no one questions the other person(s), if no one tells you or them that what they're doing is wrong, it's hard to see the truth.
But I'm seeing the truth now and I think it's time to speak up, even though I'm terrified.

Lyrics

[Intro]

I’m not sure if this is a good idea
Some things are better left unsaid
Considering your responses
To other, less serious, situations

But my anxiety is suffocating me
And I need to breathe
Now I know how I got to this point…
It’s just somewhere I never wanna be again

I need to do things differently
Or I’ll never be able to be myself
I’ll never be able to live
So, here goes nothing…

[Song]

I’m so terrified
For just saying what’s on my mind
I feel your words, they cut right through me
Feeling far worse than I should be

I’m so terrified
I need to run, I need to hide
From all your rage, it’s getting to me
You’re destructive, why can’t you see?

Maybe it’s time you see (x3)
Maybe it’s time they see

Maybe it’s time you see (x4)
Maybe it’s time they see

Acting loving, acting caring
Acting like you are supportive
So committed, so empathic
Acting when we’re not alone
(x3)

Acting loving, acting caring
Acting like you are supportive
So committed, so empathic
Acting till we’re all alone

Till we’re all alone (x9)

And here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
Here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
And here come the responses
(Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out)
(x2)

Disproportional
Inappropriate
Not even functional
You’re delusional
(x2)

If I don’t shut up, you will make me shut up
Yeah, you will make it stop
If I dare to speak up, you will make it stop

If I don’t shut up, you will make me shut up
Yeah, you will make it stop
If I dare to speak up, you will

Tell everyone I’ve lost my mind
(You’re right, you’re always right, you’re right)
(You’re right, you’re always right, you’re right)
(x2)
 
Take cover, quick, take cover, watch out
Dodge all the bullets
(x12)

I’m so terrified
For just saying what’s on my mind
So, I distance myself from you
Wish I didn’t, but I have to
I really have to
I really have to

Terrified

It Starts Here 140 BPM

Never underestimate the power of dreams.
A good way to find one's own soul.

Wildflower Dreams

Keep Going

The Turning of the Wheel 

And when the words 
Were spoken
The heavens trembled
The silence broken

Earth and sky 
Rejoiced as one
For the Wheel of 
Dhamma had been spun

The devas sang in 
A thousand tongues
The Blessed One 
Has begun

At Sarnath’s plain 
The truth was said
The path to life 
Beyond the dead

No power of god 
Or demon dire
Can halt this Wheel 
Or still its fire

And in the heart 
Of Kondañña bright
The dawn of truth 
Arose that night

He saw with wisdom
Clear and wide
All things that arise 
Shall also subside

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The Turning of the Wheel

Tricks Remastered (Unloved)

Cast of Characters:

Paul Young — PRS SE semi-hollow body electric guitar

Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)– @josh-clary-1 – Upright double bass

K2 and the Three [and the Four] -- @k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken–drums

TexMex Shaman–@texmex-shaman –Stephen– Earl Scruggs custom banjo, production, mix, and mastering

This is a song that Josh and his cousin Paul came up with on Thanksgiving night, after everyone went to bed. They were working on a much longer composition, but got stuck in the jam after looking at each other and wordlessly saying, "this is the magic, stick with it." We were playing an electric guitar and a stand-up bass to a looper disco beat when we recorded this. So, of course, Josh asked Ken if he'd add some real drums, which he did as though he were in the room jamming with us. Josh and Stephen also had the idea to add some banjo in here, which Stephen did like the excellent musician he is. He also managed to mix this live recording hybrid with exceptional skill. 

  This is an example of two musicians who are intimately familiar with each other, and each other's playing and sensibilities, accompanied by two other musicians who have become nearly as familiar over the past few years. Happy belated Turkey Day to everyone. We hope you enjoy listening to this as much as we enjoyed making it.

The Ice Melts w/ Paul Young

from the EP "Funny Days"
available on
open.spotify.com/intl-fr/album/10…3Ds20LZwmXCscjae
music.apple.com/us/album/funny-days-ep/1822802207
www.youtube.com/channel/UCm8WMUk78ieCvdKBsnjLuVg

recorded in Area 52 Studio, Saugerties New York
Steve Rust on Bass, Harvey Sorgen on Drums and percussion, Barbara Browning Vocals  & cello, 
Imre L. Vocals, Guitars, Hammond organ

SOME ONE SOMETIME SOMEWHERE
A WHOLE LIFETIME TO SHARE
OR JUST A LAZY AFTERNOON
UNDER THE SILVER MOON

SOMEWHERE SOMEONE SOMETIME
A BRAND NEW SUN TO SHINE
A DIVE IN A SLEEPY LAGOON
LOVE IN A SILVER SPOON

AAAAh
				
KNOCK KNOCK MAY I COME IN ?
MERRY GO ROUND
MERRY GO ROUND`
MERRY GO ROUND..........

MERRY GO ROUND 25 (Lyrics & notes)

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Opal

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