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TAROT

THE SEA

The Sea

How did I become so masochistic?
Did I forget my meds?
Was I even on them?

Maybe I'd be somewhere better
Maybe I'd be somewhere lesser
But is it all on you?
Saying the things you do
Turning my grief into anxiety
Turning my anxiety into fear

How did I not see the red flags you were waving?
Up on that rollercoaster
The language and the words you used to attack my sense of humor is over
I would be more inclined if you could spend some time not shouting
And I would see the better you if you could get the help you truly need

But I'm just as much of a mess as you
Collateral damage with déjà vu
Maybe I'd be somewhere better
Maybe I'd be somewhere lesser
But is it all on you?
Saying the things you do
Turning me into something new

I would start drinking but I can't on my meds
And the meds which I speak of are always out of reach
Maybe the voices in my head truly think I'd be better
Go, go, go

But how could I never see the red flags you were constantly waving at me?
Am I colorblind or just myopic?
Wanting somebody next to me
First loves are bad for the psyche
Go, go, go
In the back of my head
If I leave right now, would I be better?
Maybe once I take my meds
Meds
(Doo doo doo doo doo doo)

Red Flags

Our conversations used to flow, like wine
But somewhere, we crossed lines
Now there's a distance between us,
what i thought was a pond turns out to be a deep, dark ocean.

(Now how can i put it?)
was this all on me?
(was there vital clue) 
your silence was deafening 
(was it all one sided) 
did i make a fool of you?

No matter the issue or cause
Time and space never stopped us
we were thick as thieves, two peas in a pod
but along the way.
 we got lost
...... and i miss you

(now how can i put it?) 

so many questions in my head
it's like i lost an arm, and leg
nothing works and its hard to keep up
but you made the damage
blocking, halting the trust


(Now how can i put it?)
was this all on me?
(was there vital clue) 
your silence was deafening 
(was it all one sided) 
did i make a fool of you?

No matter the issue or cause
time and space, never stopped us
we were thick as thieves, two peas in a pod
but along the way, i guess we got lost
...... and i miss you

I miss our jokes, no one got
Bad mouthing our home town like we were hosting a roast
I miss the way we used to know everything from a look

(Now how can i put it?)
 I re read our messages

its driving me crazy

My therapist says I should just let it go?
--
But the more I do, the more I pick at the thought

The seams have been fraying, and all I do is poke.
Something didn't fit, and all I want to do is, fix, it!

No matter the issue or cause
Time and space never stopped us
We were thick as thieves, two peas in a pod
But along the way,  we got lost
...... and I miss us

Love Junkie

I MISS US

I Miss Us

all this time I thought we had something cool
but realise your love wasn't real
You were more interested in getting with my friends
or hunting down snow,
did ya need it for the courage to give me affection?


--
But, noooooooooooow.
--
The tv changed from static
I'm living prismatic!-
annnnnnd -
I'll, dust off that old baggage, I'm living like I haven't
wasted, time, on, youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

cos I getta do more living without ya, 
learnt the lot, and graduated without ya
guess you staying a doubter- cos I thrive without ya

ya had me second-guessing messing with my head
thought I was unloveable, cos it's all ya ever said
felt dam good getting rid of ya,
never felt more free when I'm not carrying your broke asss?!

--

But, nooow, the glow up was drastic, I'm living high classic and 
dusted off that old baggage,
 I'm living that jet life i imagined


[chorus]
cos I got more living without ya, 
learnt a lot, and graduated without ya
guess you gonna stay a doubter, and lost without meh


--

[Chorus]
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm better without ya, 
don't miss a thing about  ya
shedding that bad shit cos I thrive without ya

--

I'm not looking back only forward
you got the message the second it was over
you can lick it and complain about the ways, I
tried to make you better and seeeeeeeeeee-

--

yeah I'm happy without ya
no more worried about you
she or whoever you're fooling,, will see you for the pretender for what you're doinggggg

[chorus]
cos I got more living without ya, 
learnt the lot, graduated without ya
guess you staying a doubter- cos i thrive without ya

--

done looking back, only forward
yeah you knew the second it was over
you can suck it and complain about the ways I made ya life that much better, cos you never did that for meeeeeeeeee!

--

Cos I'm Better (without ya) yooou
No more worried about ya (without ya)
Hope you mother still misses me 
cos I'm done trying to make you see me for me
and you'll never see me againnnnnnnnnnnn

"bye"

Without ya

Final taste for album 3 - "Not So Polite!" - coming in september

Memories of laughing
Memories of your body

Its all I have
its all I need
its all I want
I want your lips on me 

Memories
Memories 
Memories

Memories of dancing
Memories of kissing

Memories, (Its all) Memories (I have) Memories
Memories (Its all) Memories (I need) Memories 
Memories

Its all I have
its all I need
its all I want
I want your lips on me 

I WANT (Memories) YOUR LIPS BACK ON MINE
Memories, (Its all) Memories (I have) Memories
Memories (Its all) Memories (I need) Memories 
Memories, (Its all) Memories (I have) Memories

Memories
Memories 
Memories

Its all I have
its all I need
(Its all I have)
its all I need
Its all I have r Memories
(Its all I have)
its all I need
Its all I have r Memories
(Its all I have)
Its all I have
its all I need
(Its all I have)

Memories

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