fucking kill yourself Samuel

idk :00

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Nicky

hailey

Riley

https://open.spotify.com/track/0o9peAagEN0Xy1uIvyW4QY?si=9M-TgXNMQLGQwFfvtLO6Ww

prod me ft @lovebunii

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u

and ik u dont care
but i dont think that i would ever leave u anywhere
cus ur my one and only yea i cant help but stare
i need u in my life, or itll start to tear
oohooh

@lovebunii
still, you're acting unaware
carry you in my arms, but it's such a load to bear
I thought we'd make it far but there's a ways to go
I wish that you were mine, but, in the wind you blow
everything's solved with time, but, this time, maybe no
hope I stay on your mind whenever you're alone
see a little bit of you in everywhere I roam
struck with love and made a fool 'till I'm dead and gross

and i'm still seeing through all the haze
and you're still bleeding through all the pain
and we both tried to find an escape
and i know it won't ever be the same
because it's hard, so hard...

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u
x2

different now w/ bunii

untitled two

wednesday by scarby

i spent my whole life with my heart on my shoulder
i wish that i told her, but it's alright
swear im living a lie and its all feeling colder.

i lost the feeling in my hands 
you scratched the skin off of my back
ill carve my name into your ass 
ill starve myself til you notice a difference

i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine
i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine

i lost the feeling in my hands 
you scratched the skin off of my back
ill carve my name into your ass 
ill starve myself til you notice a difference

i want your soul, your heart, and your mind (really wish that i did it)
i swear i won't stop til you're mine (had a chance but i missed it)
i want your soul, your heart, and your mind
i swear i won't stop til you're mine


until your mine

Nostalgia will kill me one day

Credits to “Untitledrockband” for the instrumental / composition <3

I love abigail but she don't love me back

I wake up every morning wishing you were texting me
and now I'm sipping on this bottle I love Hennessy
I still remember every promise that you said to me
I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory

Oh, I know I know
You have blocked my cell phone
I sit here ringing on your number when I feel alone
Without your love I feel so lost I don't know where to go
I think I'm somewhere in the middle tryna find my way home

You're at a party and you're drunk why are you texting me
You're just a girl that broke my heart when I was 17
You tell me not to comeback
You tell my I'm a douchebag
But every time I come home, you wanna get me alone

I can't be the one that you own because
You and me is all that I know of us
Ooh I'm falling victim to your love it's once again
I wanna fuck up on your bed until the sun comes up
She's next to me lying awake
I smell her cigarettes on her body from yesterday
Thinking bout the day that she told me she would kill herself
She mixed the vodka with the pills she couldn't help herself

I miss that summer that I spent with u in Tennessee 
I hope somebody kills me like I'm fucking Kennedy
Im so obsessed with u u used to be obsessed with me
I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory

memory - tommy ragen x overtonight

insomniac

I don’t see you on my dreams anymore 
It feels like nightmares 
I’m fucked up I’m they told me it’s not good that I’m starving but it’s okay you dont care 
If I saw you on the last day on my house or my birthday just look for the next door 
2x

last day being on the moon

coping mechanism

just songs I do when I’m bored asf
turned 16y.o