THANK U ALL FOR AN AMAZING YEAR!! <3
WE TAKIN IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL IN #2026
ft @hiseph & @twoconfetti
produced by snorkatje

catalog ft seph & confetti prod snorkatje

Last
/Lást/
etwas, was drückend, schwer auf jemandem [...] liegt; Gewicht, das [...] belastet

prod @1sunsuu
master @noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
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@noahsuri
sag mir was du brauchst
sag mir was du willst
ich will es dir geben, doch ich fühl mich so verlegen
ich brauch keine Annerkennung, gib mir einen Befehl
ich tu es auf der Stelle, zieh mich einfach an der Leine

also bitte weich nicht von meiner Seite
der einzige Sinn und Zweck den ich seh
so langsam müssen wir es doch in die Wege leiten
was soll uns denn geschehen
ich glaub es ist geschehen

weich, weich nicht von meiner Seite
schrei, schrei so laut du kannst
doch trag, trag die Last bist zum Ende
für welchen Preis meine Hände?

trag die last (sunsuu)

places i thought i'd never be [me]

written 2024
voice memo recorded jan 4 2026

be gentle with me
I break easily
didn't get enough sleep
must dream that I am somewhere else
so don't wake me

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just alike;
more than we'll ever know

would you look out for me? 
don't wanna feel alone anymore
never get enough sleep
can't help that I am somewhere else
could you chase me?

a million times I gave up trying
just repeating a cycle
now idk what's good anymore
and all the things I used to do has lost all meaning
yeah nothing's working

I wanna be the star not the sideshow
not the limbs to the body of a tightrope
greedy for the spotlight
give me more screentime
I think we're just alike;
more than we'll ever know

sideshow (voice memo)

demo written dec 2023
voice memo recorded jan 4 2026

i think i’ve got some potential
give me some time 
and i’ll let you know i’m fine
there’s something wrong w my mental
ill open up just to run away and hide

give me a reason not to think about it
im just a sucker for appeasing the worst conversations
i dont know what to do about it
my future’s looking for that internet validation 

the seasons come over
the weathers not warmer now
aahhh ah ah ah
im not a performer 
but the show isn’t over now

i live and crave the attention 
i’m just a pop star
bathing in your indecisions 
dont tell me its over
when i let you down, yeah
my head keeps spinning

give me a reason not to think about it
im just a sucker for appeasing the worst conversations
i dont know what to do about it
my future’s looking for that internet validation 

we only grow older
you’re getting so boring now
aahhh ah ah ah
i’m eating my words up
don’t let me start choking down

internet (voice memo)

demo written likeeee 2023 or 2024 i Forget… mp3 pulled from my video actually but voice memo sure same ting ya

constant (voice memo)

demo written & 
voice memo recorded jan 4 2026
first quick write of the yeaaar 

i would kill to trace 
the outline of your hands
every fingerprint 
turned to a stamp

young, gentle, free
not a care in the world 
let’s cause mischief 
you and me

keep it subliminal 
plain and simple 
i’m not saying a word
singing instead 

i only wanna know what’s good 
sometimes
never really know why you flood
my mind 
If i’m taking your hand
let’s cause mischief 
you and me

i would kill to trace 
the outline of your hands
every fingerprint 
turned to a stamp

young, gentle, free
not a care in the world 
let’s cause mischief 
you and me

mischief (voice memo)

Jumping into January with jpop Ig

w/ @naawws
prod. @snoofymusic

As always, thanks for listening :)

[Lyrics]

(Drew)

Staring at the wires hanging outside of my place
I don't know if this is normal. I can never catch a break, and so
Leave if that's really how you feel, cause I wouldn't have it any other way
I ran away and almost died, and I feel kinda dumb, but it's alright

Face it all, will you right your wrongs
Can you hear me now
I'm right here
IN FRONT OF YOU!!!

Stand strong and wait for the exhale
Wanna see you, but you're not there, you're not there
You can keep it calm if you breathe
Swear to God you're all that I need

Fake it, fake it
Until you make it, make it again
Face it, face it
Until you cannot hold my hand

(Naawws)

Stand strong when you know im not there
You spend too many tries, yeah it's unfair
I try and tell you, but I know you don't care
I try and tell you, but I know you got no use
If you look in mirror, you could tell you're screwed
Everytime that I talk, yeah it won't go through
It's like I don't even know why I bother
Yeah, I do not wanna take it any longer

Ur too quick, it's too late for payback
Yeah, I wish that you wouldn't say that
But you said it's too late to take back
I don't care what you say, just save that

Wasting all my time, you should just go home
Yeah, ur scared all by yourself, you can't be alone
Put my feelings on the shelf
I don't want attention
Better watch ur step
You got no protection

Until You Make It w/ naawws (prod. snoofy)

I Remember

Heavenly Father,

Thank You for this new day and for Your faithful love that never changes. As the Psalmist wrote, "You, God, are my God, earnestly I seek you; I thirst for you". In a world that can feel dry and uncertain, draw us close to the living water of Your presence through Jesus Christ.

Lord, we stand firm in the victory You have given us through our Savior. Help us not to be moved by challenges or distractions today, but to give ourselves fully to the work You have set before us—knowing that our labor in You is never in vain.

Guide our steps. Grant us wisdom for the decisions ahead, patience in our relationships, strength for any burdens we carry, and hearts full of compassion toward others. May Your peace guard us, Your joy fill us, and Your grace sustain us in every moment.

We lift up those who are weary, hurting, or seeking You today—may they feel Your nearness and find hope in Christ.

In the precious name of Jesus,

Amen.

sideshow (voice memo)

stomping plastic

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