if i was a car i would build my own engine

all music and cover art i've had a hand in making

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5aF7WaUWXF0HDLjpmgt0Jd?si=4a2592b27afb44a9
youtube:
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSR2MrF4x92B_WmejIAPyjQdNwIz8KoI8

https://dlxst.one

SPOTIFY

everything stone deluxe

before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

lyrics
---------

plastic eyeballs

WHATS GOING ON 
BECAUSE IM JUST FEELIN HURT
IM IMMERSED WIT THE WORST
IT GOT MY HEAD IN THE DIRT
N I BEEN TRYNNNA MOVE ON
BUT I BEEN IN MENTAL HELL
RINGING BELLS CASTIN SPELLS
I WANNA BE SOMEONE ELSE

ALL I DID WAS HATE THE WORLD
AS BIOME, N IVE NOTICED
MAYBE IM JEALOUS, BUT I BEEN LOSING MY FOCUS
YOU WERE FAKE
WHEN I WAS SO HOPELESS
ACT EMPATHETIC, BUT NIGGA YOU JUS A LOCUST

AINT BEEN MYSELF
IN MENTAL HELL
IF YOU COULDNT TELL
CUZ I BEEN BATTLING DEVILS
WHILE TRYNNA BALANCE MY HEALTH
CANT EMBRACE IT
CUZ EVERY NIGGA LOST ALL MY PATIENCE
BEEN IMMERSED WITH THE WORST
BUT IM THE BEST COMBINATION

I BEEN DOWN INSIDE THE GROUND
MAKING THESE SOUNDS
BUT I JUST HATE THE PERFORMANCE
BECAUSE IM OVER MYSELF

BEEN ABRASIVE 
FROM EVERYTHING IM STUCK IN THE MATRIX
FROM ALL THE SHALLOWS N GALLOWS
WHERE I WAS FEELIN SO BASIC

YOU DONT GET IT, THESE NIGGAS BEEN AFTER ME
FACTOR SEEMS, NIGGAS WANT MY ENERGY
PARANOID BOY WITH A KNACK FOR DOUBT
SAME DAYS WHERE A NIGGAS BEEN ACTIN OUT
WARBORN CUZ THESE NIGGAS BEEN RIDING DICK
BABYSITTING MY BALLS FOR A SNACK TO LICK
SAME BITCH WANNA SAY SHE AN ACTIVIST
SAME NIGGAS WHO CLAIM THEY A PACIFIST

BECAUSE I AM MY WORST ENEMY
OVERTHINKIN MY TONES
LEAVE ME ALONE 
WITH THE BULLSHIT
BEFORE I BLOW OFF MY SKULL
I CANT FOCUS
JUS MAKING THINGS THAT HELPIN ME COPE
WHILE I BEEN DROWNIN FROM NIGGAS
WHO MAKE ME FEEL SO ALONE


music video 

https://youtu.be/Js6gPQoI-YQ

mental hell |prod. erlax (music video in description)

NOTREDAME 2.0 (p. KOTESHI127k)

I'm Losing My Goddamn Mind (prod. DIMALAMPERD)

IM SO FUCKING - BONUS INSTRUMENTAL

prod slain but he a bitch

ANA I HATE YOU
 ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

look to pain for the comfort my arms are designed to take it
im breakin, shattered the mirror can’t fucking face it
forsaken i left everyone behind now im forsaken
broken body bitch, every molecule is aching
every atom in my body under pressure
it ain’t self harm if it’s how i get pleasure
i know that you hate me forever but i never tried to be something but lesser
you my treasure my metal my precious, ain’t nothin better

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve
ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

i rot in the hole that i dug up,
the dirt on my face make a touch up
god just expect me to change, but i overcome it tell her shut the fuck up
i knew i would lose you my dear, emotions gon force us to buck up
the closer the hold me the more that you fear, 
don’t hold me close or watch everything fuck up

this bitch don’t know i’ll be gone when the sun up
like sumn that sit in my stomach
i puke when theres nothing remaining 
another two fingers i shove in my gullet
i wish i could never feel hunger, don’t know why i need to be punished
i never was able to cope too well, my scars tally up in the hundreds,

ugh
my armour chipped and broken 
i had worth in life you stole it
know beauty is pain when you beat me down
all i felt was pricks of the roses
you never kept friends too close 
i was enemy you held the closest 
our future in sight but there’s tear in our eyes
baby, we can’t see or focus

my gluttony gon end me i feel sick (i wanna puke)
only workin when you treatin me like shit (covered in bruise)
i’m built syringe and you the addict that i choose (you give me use)
feel that knot inside my stomach but i still can’t eat the food

just give it up
just give it up
just give it up
just give it up

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

that fear just tore through me i searched for shelter from the storm
i parasite inside you i had reason i had warmth
your speeches gave me purpose but my stomach made a war
so please give the lobotomy that ive been beggin for

i’ve listened to your voices want to be the one they choose
but when you’re my commander i feel both of us just lose
around you i felt beautiful, felt home inside my form
now you’re gone and i can’t stand to look at myself anymore

My kind of nausea

1. Gorgon Maze (skotskr)
2. Soundcloud Saved My Life And Ruined It At The Same Time (skotskr)
3. All Black Fit On Me (Patrick cavitnak)
4. Mercules (Michael link)
5. Berserk Innat (keyo)
6. Green Dot (stzy)
7. Fuck Em We Ball (triplesixdelete)
8. This Living Shit PMO (skotskr)
9. FUCKDAWORLD (skotskr)
10. Headlines Freestyle (?)
11. Why (forever) (vainhardt)
12. My Pastor (nexx)

AFOURTEEN BIRTHDAY MIX

SKIN IkONIk.wav

VI0LENT

kkroovvii +exiikidd

prod. liliya (https://soundcloud.com/anotherdaypassesmeby)
prod. AURA (https://soundcloud.com/aura24k)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/2AorRLkH8cuAu9130PBd6j?si=5c4cae1694854c16
apple music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/mortal-savant-single/1544264318
youtube:
https://youtu.be/AXEsXLPPcqk

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Stoneman-mortal-savant-lyrics

instagram:
https://instagram.com/dlxst.one/

Defending our lives and livelihoods. That might be called heroic. But the monsters and aliens have their own concerns too. Can we really say for certain that we’re good, and they’re evil? Is defeating a monster heroic, no matter what the situation?

https://dlxst.one

mortal savant (prod. liliya & AURA)

prod. EBRIO (https://soundcloud.com/ebriobeats)
vox. OVRZCZ (https://soundcloud.com/ovrcz)

youtube:
https://youtu.be/w2tNSbGGPAc

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Stoneman-pills-lyrics

instagram:
https://instagram.com/dlxst.one/

bb

https://dlxst.one

PILLS

LYRICS

PILLS (prod. EBRIO)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/76XvwZraEHDXAeEFfex0aT?si=8b53519c7167435a
apple music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/highest-developer/1550006284?i=1550006286
youtube:
https://youtu.be/5V7trhzkSDc

lyrics:
genius.com/Stoneman-highest-developer-lyrics

instrumental:
https://traktrain.com/stonedeluxe?t=737900

instagram:
https://instagram.com/dlxst.one/

detailing the constant clash between tangible and intangible. analog and digital. man and machine.

https://dlxst.one

highest developer

ft. fly amanita (https://soundcloud.com/flyamanita)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3aR6LLViXI8uOIVl5geTyf?si=bc44a1500efc4ab8
apple music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/facing-the-music-feat-fly-amanita/1550006284?i=1550006287
youtube:
https://youtu.be/-pAvYWJAwL4

lyrics:
genius.com/Stoneman-facing-the-music-lyrics

instrumental:
https://traktrain.com/stonedeluxe?t=739257

instagram:
https://instagram.com/dlxst.one/

detailing the constant clash between tangible and intangible. analog and digital. man and machine.

https://dlxst.one

facing the music ft. fly amanita

prod. w/ jcbmchl (https://soundcloud.com/jcbmchl)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0NcWr7M9sG17nZKnqfHNNW?si=229ecb061cb14904
apple music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/flanged-out/1550006284?i=1550006289
youtube:
https://youtu.be/OgCjqcFkv3w

lyrics:
genius.com/Stoneman-flanged-out-lyrics

instrumental:
https://traktrain.com/stonedeluxe?t=739286

instagram:
https://instagram.com/dlxst.one/

detailing the constant clash between tangible and intangible. analog and digital. man and machine.

https://dlxst.one

flanged out (prod. w/ jcbmchl)

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