flesh prison

I don’t wanna eat, I don’t wanna sleep
Dying in my room, thoughts they gonna creep
I don’t even talk, no one hear a peep
On top of the crib, ima take a leap

Splatter on the ground, know it is my fate
Bitch I’m fucking trapped, never will escape
Gave in to the thoughts, yeah it’s way too late 
Gun up to my head, walls is getting paint

Bitch I wanna die, bitch I wanna rot
Can’t escape the pain, never will it stop
Feeling way too much, happiness forgot
All I see is black, i am my own opp

Tormenting myself, that is all I know
Pushing them away, now I am alone  
Tired of this fight, I just wanna go
send me to the pit, that is where I’m home

<DJKVRZN> dying in my room (prod. GAXILLIC)

I just wanna rot,  dying in my room
All day I’m in pain, agony  and doom 
Nothing good in me, it js always gloom
Lock myself away, trapped inside a tomb

I cant even see ,, tears all in my eyes
they is from myself, my head is a lie
Turn me to the dead, make me fucking cry
I cannot be numb, without getting high

I can’t even eat, sleeping really fucked 
Pain all in chest, pain all in my gut
I just wanna puke, I wanna throw up
I be Thinking bout, driving through a truck

I just wanna sleep, I aint getting rest
All these Little things, and I’m getting stressed
Empty in my core, it’s more than depressed
Dead eternally , nothing in my chest

<succumb> i just wanna rot (prod. ZBeatz)

Trapped inside my brain, body is a cell
Every minute I’m awake it feels like I’m in hell
Demons all around me and I cannot cast a spell
Tunneling inside of me until I am a shell

Agony I feel, I’m in so much pain
Give in to the darkness treat my soul like it’s a game 
Handed them my heart and on my soul they left a stain 
I can never love again she will not take my name

Shattering my dreams, future is the past
I can take a miracle and throw it in the trash
What we had can flicker way that shitll happen fast
I feel like I’m smoldering and turning into ash

I feel like I’m dead, I can’t even breathe
Demons in my head and I just cannot make em leave
Burrowing inside of me they’re lurking underneath 
I just want it over now I just need a reprieve

<KVRZD> trapped inside my brain (prod. ZBeatz)

I can’t take this, everything hurts
Rotting dying, bitch I am cursed
Evil round me, darkness it lurks
Everything I, do makes it worse

When I try it, always gone fail
Always give in, never prevail
I’m so weak I’m, so fucking frail
Locked in my mind, brain is a jail

I can’t break out, screaming for help
They can’t hear me, I cannot yell
Trapped in sorrow, I am a cell
Every second, feels like it’s hell

Bitch I’m burning, I’m in the pit
No salvation, now I must quit
I can’t break out, gotta submit
Body  empty, my soul is split

<I am cursed> everything hurts (prod. Heydium)

This shit is all me, i said im unhealthy
I cannot fight them, im screaming out help me
Demons inside me, they’re tryna compel me
No longer lurking, they’re no longer stealthy

When I was walking, i felt them invading
All in my head, they’re no longer waiting
Cursing my thoughts, sanities degrading
Filling my head, with of all their hating

Somethings wrong with me, im rotting and dying
Woke up that morning, and all day was crying
Thought that it was truth, but i was just lying
Now it is too late, we are not surviving

Need to get better, I cannot live like this
I’m at the bottom, I am at a crisis
Talking to spirits, I’m begging to Isis
Free me from evil, I need thoughts that’s righteous

<KVRZD> im unhealthy (prod. GAXILLIC)

I don’t wanna live, I just wanna die
Always burning hope I just be screaming out oh why
I can’t help myself I fail at everything I try
Tryna tell whats real is it the truth is it a lie

Agonizing thoughts, torment in my brain
All day I be hurting everywhere in fucking pain
Shackled by the darkness round my soul there is a chain
Wreaking all this havoc till I’m barely fucking sane

I can’t even think, in my head is fog
Saying it’s the truth but really that shit a facade 
In my soul is poison like my heart a fucking bog 
Dead up in my veins now all I wanna do is nod

I just wanna die, I ain’t got no hope
Playing my with life like that shit just a fucking joke
Open up the bottle and I’m tying up the rope
I got nothing left in me inside I’m fucking broke

<DJKVRZN> i fail at everything i try (prod. GAXILLIC)

Feels like ima die, everyday I rot
Everyone got hope but I just feel that I cannot
I’m in so much pain, I can’t make it stop
Did it to myself I really do that shit a lot

Burning all my joy, watch it fade in air
Wouldn’t hurt so bad if I just learned to not just care
Laying on my couch, i just fucking stare
Dying in my fortress yeah the crib a fucking lair

Letting out this pain, but it doesn’t work 
I can cry all day and everything still fucking hurt
Everything is bad, it is getting worse 
Evil is inside of me I said I have a curse

I just wanna puke, I am feeling sick
Tired of this fighting I can’t do it man I quit 
I just want an endi,  want it to be quick
Send me down below my soul is destined for the pit

flesh prison

Strange