suicide note

HotPeopleSexMusic vol. 1

Gladiator Boyz: The Arena

aldruin depths

Lady Aerizha was once a beautiful noble from the Grand Duchy of Galas. She was married off to the Viceroy of Vranthas in order to create a union between the two realms. Upon being married, she was isolated in his tower, Gharaval, her new husband only coming by to abuse her and make demands. The unhappiness in her life brought her to spend her days abusing a variety of substances given to her by the tower’s alchemist. One day, while taking a bath, she fell asleep due to the concoction and drowned in the tub. However, this dose was not the typical medicine she would take. The alchemist, secretly a hierophant in disguise, fed her eldritch poison, killing her and corrupting her soul into a powerful wraith. The wraith proceeded to massacre the servants within the tower, raising them into undeath and denying them peace after death. When her husband arrived at the tower, she mutilated him, severing every joint from his limbs, then every limb from his body, then every organ from within him. Lady Aerizha rests in her chambers at the top of the tower, her former husband decorating her lair and a legion of the damned beneath her. Adventurer, you must climb the tower and put these tortured souls to rest.

Lady Aerizha

enchanted - Strange & Frössy (prod. Krxxk)

spine - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

lol - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

zombiegvng - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los & Strange)

All I have is fear
I’m so fucking foggy even sober I’m not clear
Sadness pouring out of me depression so severe
Wake up in the morning and I gotta shed a tear

Bitch I’m so alone
Sitting by myself all day nobody in my home
Trying to reach aint no one want me on they phone
Cannot fix this feeling nothing take me out this zone 

All I have is fear
I’m so fucking foggy even sober I’m not clear
Sadness pouring out of me depression so severe
Wake up in the morning and I gotta shed a tear

Sorrow do not end
Going through the motions every day I just pretend 
Everything is falling and I can’t help but descend 
Brain is fucking broken yeah my sanity gone bend

Pain it doesn’t stop
They all gonna use me bitch I feel like I’m a prop
Always am unhappy even when I’m getting slop
Know it’s gone be over yeah my heart they gonna drop  

I don’t fucking care
Writhing here in agony I’m tortured by despair
I’m so fucking broken in my soul there is a tear
Blank look on my face yeah for a thousand yards I stare  

Life is fucking shit
Bitch I’m fucking empty in my chest I got a pit
I have give up yeah to the darkness I submit
Ain’t no fuckin point in trying anymore I quit

fear (prod. Loko Los & Strange)

Slinging all this dick around I am a fucking thot
Give her all my heart but she just craving for some cock
This shit is a cycle I can’t seem to make it stop
I’m so fucking empty in my soul there is some rot


They all gonna leave I said nobody gonna stay
Leave me feeling empty in the end I’m gonna pay 
Let them in my heart no matter what they will betray
Giving them my all and they be leading me astray

I just wan be held I just wan someone in my hand
Someone that can love me through this pain and understand
listen to my words and really call themselves a fan
Always gonna fall right through my palms like it is sand

No one really want me they just craving for some dick
Leave me fuckin broken yeah it make me feel like shit
Know that I deserve it but it make me fuckin sick
Using all of them hoes up in my past that’s what I did

Bitch I was a demon now I’m different but I’m stuck
No one wants my heart they want my dick up in they gut
Gonna last a week if I am lucky for a month 
Bitch I will fuck anything I said I am a slut

Slinging all this dick around I am a fucking thot
Give her all my heart but she just craving for some cock
This shit is a cycle I can’t seem to make it stop
I’m so fucking empty in my soul there is some rot

Looking all around I think the next Hoe is the one
She don’t fuckinf care that bitch is looking for some fun
When she see the real me she is dipping she gone run
I’m just gone be lonely for forever I am done

thot (prod. J3TSKR3VM & Strange)

Fuckin politics 
Turn us all against each other make me fuckin sick
Gotta work together to get us out of this shit
Isn’t gonna happen they spend money so we split 

All I see is doom
World is gonna end not in the future it is soon 
Look at all the signs there ain’t no joy no more just gloom
All the water poison forests turning to a dune

Jungles turn to sand
Nothing gonna change nobody fuckin with the plan
Everyone is arguin bout gay shit or “they trans”
Why you fucking care if i dont wanna be a man

World is getting hot
We ain’t doin shit soon ain’t no way it’s gonna stop
Billionaires are killing us they all need to be shot
Take advantage of us way they goin to the top

Fuckin politicks
Turn us all against each other make me fuckin sick
Gotta work together to get us out of this shit
Isn’t gonna happen they spend money so we split 

Isn’t gonna change
Money getting useless everyone in fucking pain
Say it will be better when they doin their campaign
Nothing getting done the working class is still enchained

Filling us with hate
We are too divided and I fear it is too late
Way too past the threshold and we’re closing on the date
Leaves me feeling agony I’m angry and irate

politicks (prod. 7spellz & Strange)

madness ft. Temporxry (prod. Temporxry & Strange)

i wanna die (prod. Loko Los & Strange)

take your soul - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los)

ijustgotmydickpierced - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los & Strange)

POSTED LIKE TERRACOTTA - Strange & Syrup ft. Temporxry (prod. Strange)

love bomb og (prod. Strange)

hit her w the scythe (prod. Charlesglobe)

venom ft. Syrup (prod. Charlesglobe)

<DJKVRZN> i am my own opp (prod. Strange)

GB SBR - Strange & Syrup ft. 3vilangel (prod. Strange)

IN THE COLOSSEUM - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

IM GETTIN PISSED - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

THE ARENA - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

escape (prod. Sayda & Strange)

gb sbr og - Strange & Syrup ft. 3vilangel (prod. Strange)

spine og - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

lol og - Strange & Syrup (prod. Strange)

take your soul og - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los)

ijustgotmydickpierced og - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los & Strange)

gluck gluck og - Strange & Syrup (prod. Loko Los)

regrets glimpse @strange1738 #2kmb

<DJKVRZN> gone (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> leper (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> break it off the rock (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> lonely (prod. Strange)

sink (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> poison in my veins (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> outcast (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> broken down ft. Syrup (prod. Strange)

Nobody owe me
I do not need none not a bitch or a homie
They gonna leave when they getting to know me
Bitch I’m repulsive forever I’m lonely 

Try to be changing
Wipe out the old me the bad im erasing
No matter what I say what I be claiming
It’s in the cut yeah it’s ready and waiting 

Leave when they get close
Dive in so quickly I can’t even let go
Make me regret the first time I said hello
All of them times in my head like an echo

Driving me crazy
Why the fuck everyone really do hate me
It’s all my fault that’s a fact not a maybe 
Numb it all out till my vision is hazy 

Foil and powder
Only thing good in life for m an hour 
Bitch I need more yeah I fell off the tower 
Need to be high before every encounter

Bitch I’m a junkie
Gotta have more I am starving I’m hungry 
In the abyss the whole world is above me
Drowning alone off this pain it has sunk me

Nobody owe me
I do not need none not a bitch or a homie
They gonna leave when they getting to know me
Bitch I’m repulsive forever I’m lonely 

Try to be changing
Wipe out the old me the bad im erasing
No matter what I say what I be claiming
It’s in the cut yeah it’s ready and waiting 

In my brain damage
Gone off the tizzle and chewing the Xanax 
Bitch I am broken won’t heal with a bandage 
Feel like a banshee yeah strange is Sylvanas 

Bitch I be shrieking
If they gone hear it Yknow they be leaving
Thoughts in my head even when I am dreaming
soul fuckin ready come on I need reaping

<DJKVRZN> echo (prod. Strange)

Now I must act or else nothing will change
Internally damaged and fucked in the brain
Shackle by lust round my heart is a chain
I ain’t really worth shit bruh eternally stained

Sit on my bed and I look at my hand
Full of some pills not an oxy or xan
Sending the note to the homies and fam
I be casting these spells turn myself to the lamb

All by myself in the crib I’m alone
This shit is jail nah these walls not a home
Block out the windows no light can be shone
I be Sitting right here and my mind gonna roam

Thinking bout everything making me sick
not numb enough lemme take one more hit
Thoughts they consuming they eat me like tick
They be throwing me under yeah I’m in the pit

Peeked at the edge then I stumbled I fell
Deep in the darkness yeah bitch I’m in hell
Locked in my brain yeah my body a cell
Yeah I Hear in the darkness the shadows that dwell

Demons they lurk they inhabit my skin
Whispering evil I know they gone win
Feeling the lust all I’m feeling is sin
They gone Turn me to them now the demons my kin

When I’m alone no I do not feel safe
Always am tortured it’s right on my face
Need me a rest bitch I need me a break
Yeah Inside my own body I don’t have a base

In my own body there’s fighting and war 
Deep in my soul yeah it’s deep in my core
This shit too much yeah my life is a chore
I know that I must act No this pain can’t ignore

Now I must act or else nothing will change
Internally damaged and fucked in the brain
Shackled by lust round my heart is a chain
I ain’t really worth shit bruh eternally stained

Sit on my bed and I look at my hand
Full of some pills not an oxy or xan
Sending the note to the homies and fam
I be casting these spells turn myself to the lamb

<DJKVRZN> eternally stained (prod. Strange)

<DJKVRZN> berserk (prod. Strange)

Bitch I need dope
Breaking up a line and I prep it like coke
I fucking love when it drip in my throat
Eating the chemicals fye not a joke

Killing myself, with all these drugs
I do not care I got nothing to love
I hate myself bitch I look like a thug
Everyone running away bitch I suck

I do not care, bout none of this
Slicing my body I’m cutting my wrist
Foil on powder I ain’t fuck wit tris
I got the dope Yknow I got the tizz

Bitch ima tweak, and ima nod
Taking too much and I’m talking to god
Yeah my whole life they been treating me odd
Know in the end what they say a facade 

I do not care, bitch I need dope
Breaking up a line and I prep it like coke
I fucking love when it drip in my throat
Eating the chemicals fye not a joke

Killing myself, with all these drugs
I do not care I got nothing to love
I hate myself bitch I look like a thug
Everyone running away bitch I suck

I don’t need none, except the crew 
Syrup he pull up and spraying at you
Evil like angel he merkin a foo
Ain’t gonna fight bruh we play wit da tool

Look at my eyes, bitch I am dead 
Brain is on fire my eyes fucking red
Ain’t got no thoughts there ain’t shit in my head
Mouth is wide open no words gon be said

Leave me to die, leave me to rot
Numbing the pain i can’t get it to stop
Powder in nose yeah it feel like a clot
Brain gonna fizzle that shit gonna pop

Just lemme die, lemme decay
Don’t wanna live wanna wither away
Been here too long and no more can I stay
Bitch I can’t do this shit another day

<DJKVRZN> look at my eyes (prod. Strange)

Dying alone, everyone gone
Ain’t do them right, doin em wrong
Sink into night, never is dawn
Bitch I am weak, never was strong

Never was well, never was right
Up in my chest, blacker than night 
Wrapped in the dark, I don’t see light
Everything void, ain’t got no 

I do not know, what I can do
Trapped in the pit, ain’t got a clue
Bitch I’ am hurt, cannot renew
Feel like I’m dead, losing my hue

I’m gonna rot, I’m gonna fade
Will not be good, yeah it’s too late
Ain’t got a soul, I had to trade
Where will I go, hell is my fate

Dying alone, everyone gone
Ain’t do them right, doin em wrong
Sink into night, never is dawn
Bitch I am weak, never was strong

Never was well, never was right
Up in my chest, blacker than night 
Wrapped in the dark, I don’t see light
Everything void, ain’t got no sight

I cannot see, I cannot feel
Everything fake, nothing is real
Will not be fixed, I made the deal 
Always am hurt, never will heal

I won’t be fixed, I got a stain
I am unwell, deep in my brain
It’s all my fault, myself to blame
Deep in my core, flickering flame 

It got no heat, yeah it is cold
Soon as it’s gone, so is my soul
Ima die young, will not be old
It’s all my fault, paying the toll

Putting these coins, right on my eyes
Cuz I’m sink, ain’t gonna fly
All of the bad, this is my prize
Know it’s my fate, when ima die

<DJKVRZN> losing my hue (prod. Strange)

They want me dead
Look at their eyes no words gotta be said
Feel it so constantly giving me dread 
Ain’t go away when I’m laying in bed

Stare at the lid
Up till the morning like I was a kid
this shit is different think bout what I did
I can’t get rest no the pain will forbid

Just lemme die
sick of the struggle I don’t wanna fight
I don’t feel none except pain all inside
Ain’t got no hope bruh that shit is a lie

Only despair
Sick of this torment nah life isn’t fair
Nobody here for me nobody care
Everything awful the good is too rare

Everything suck
Life is in shambles I’m trapped In a rut
Round in the cycle I feel like im stuck
I can’t get out no I don’t have the luck

Don’t have the skill
 only thing I can do swallow the pill
Only find peace when I’m sitting there still
Everyone hoping one day I’ll be killed

They want me dead
Look at their eyes no words gotta be said
Feel it so constantly giving me dread 
Ain’t go away when I’m laying in bed

Stare at the lid
Up till the morning like I was a kid
this shit is different think bout what I did
I can’t get rest no the pain will forbid

Always like this
I just want solace I want me some bliss
Deep in the dark yeah I’m in the abyss
Hurting myself on my head is a fist

I don’t want sight
I wanna fade in the black of the night
Tired of struggling don’t wanna fight
Know in my heart that my ending is right

Strange

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