7/10/24
I had a dream about yelling at Travis Scott because I wasn't signed to his label but I mean this is an alternative rock album.

Album represents the impulsive response to being dumped by nothing at all 
Album represents the impulsive response to falling in a love you've never heard of before

WHY AM I NOT SIGNED TO CACTUS JACK RECORDS

I felt like I was walking through a forest in the pitch black 

When the day was only the colors of the night 

And I thought to myself after a while 

That perhaps all these songs I write 

Are simply marking trees 

Passing them by 

And recognizing them 

It’s a horror story really

Maybe a psychological thriller

Because the torture is so sublime 

And harmonious 


Little bit of you 
With a little bit of her 
Why did you smile at me first 
Really I thought I could figure you out 
If you gave me your time 
But your fires burnt out 

I’m telling you I’m needing you around me
I need you here when everybody’s doubting
All up in your energy I’m drowning 
wrist work
let em stand up  

Got a couple million dollar ideas 
All our ears just like the shape of bullet holes 
Said your girl was forcing my tears 
Fam id take her soul over a 100 hoes 

Baby you don’t gotta see it 
Girl you gotta be there 
Everybody’s dreaming 
There’s no air 
No air 
To breathe in

Heaven knows the way you’d die for me 
Let me be the man I wanna be 
I could take you and I’d make you holy 
I could love you how you want to be 

He’s the devil in your sleep 
Demonslayer in the dark 
I could make Judas a movie 
Puppet strings all in my heart 
Pour your perfume in a glass vase 
Drank it all down 
Near the ash tray 
Smoking till I saw life halfway 
I just wanna hang out
Get some ice cream 


You gave me heartbreak 
And I gave my heart to give 
You said there’s no way 
That we could let it live 


So nice 
God it feels so nice 
To feel a body 
In the bottom of the night 
To know you want me 
Six slave 
Type of vibes 
I want my love 
Hidden in your blood of life 

Fiddle with your neck just like a Bible 
Ion read alot 
But I can get all deep up in this message 
Pressure up like knots 
You don’t need to know my true intentions 
Just stay on the phone 
Staring through your eyes 
Is heavens reverence 
Angels on low 

Fasting all my love 
I wasn’t allowed 
to love a victim 
Till the chains all on my neck 
Could break a heart and be my witness 
Hurt me till a woman ain’t a feeling
But a concept 
Lurking in my city but he say I’m talking nonsense 
All the haters vamp 
Leaky faucet 
And no options 
see Bikinis in the dam 
All made of man 
Just like a coffin 

Everywhere that we go 
I got ego like a metal horse 
Attached to no attachment 
It so happens 
I just want it more 

They gon take their chances 
Like I offered 
And I’ll let you go 
If you figure out then you won’t want her 
You’ll just want my soul 
play your music loud 
Like I’m your artist 
Show me how you move 
Jewelry from palooza 
She exotic 
Got her from the moon 

So nice 
God it feels so nice 
To feel a body 
In the bottom of the night 
To know you want me 
Six slave 
Type of vibes 
I want my love 
Hidden in your blood of life 

I don’t wanna lose you 
Devil so lonely 

Shock collar got it Bluetooth 
God is gonna use you

IT FEELS SO NICE [REMASTERED]

Prod.Grayskies 


Stay 
Away 

Really it’s fine we got so far 
In the back of my mind 
It’s who you are 

Petrichor 
Lost your powers 

I’ll give everything I have to you 
I’m broken and I needed your excuse
To move along 
But lost of all sensation in my legs 
I watched you disappear
You let me drink my tears  

You peak through the hallway 
Catching wall bangs 
You lost some of your friends 
But you got me 
Hung up on what I don’t know 
What I won’t know 
Don’t change 
Feed on my pain 
In the lonely 


Feel the real 
Baby I’ll give you all I have 
Give it until the world looks back 
Faith reveals 
Darling our in rose is in our past 
How am I supposed to give you back 

Petrichor 
Lost,
Your powers

PETRICHOR...

(prod.grayskies)

Me 
what about me 
I’m sure he’s used to attention 
I’m sucking my teeth 
Cause he figures you out 
Yeah he pulls you right in 
So I don’t need to talk right now 
Just wanna talk to him 

Careful hands 
And he works with angels 
Confidence makes my tongue just tangle 
Never mind that I ask good questions 
Your advice is my best intentions 

I pretended to trust him 
Baby 
Now I watch as you touch him 
Lazy 
Clean the tracks 
Of combustion 
Save me 
Can’t relax 
Cause we rushed it 
Hate me 

You don’t have to chose 
Long as I can 
Make my wages 

Save your tears 
It’s fine that we’re chilling outside 
But I wanna get real
And it’s been hard to change the act 
But baby let’s heal 
Ever since you heard of the glory 
I just wanna make it my deal

WHT ABT ME?

I couldn’t see 
All of the faces
Worn on the sleeves
Moving the shadow
And I’ll be complete 
In the blink of my eyelids 
Down on my knees 
Burning Apollo 

Why is your love so perfect 
How 
I know I don’t deserve it Now 

I think I met the devil
And God at once 
When the flower loses petals 
Now I’ve begun 
This was never even over 
Let one decide 
If we can make it to October 
Just once 
This time 

Why is your love so perfect 
How 

Cuz I learned 
The martyr 
The new dance 
The step touch 

It felt like 
a slaughter  
The retro 
The blue lungs 

The time that I’ve wasted 
The sitzprobe 
Is naked 
And I entertained it 
I sat there and waited

WHY AM I NOT SIGNED TO CACTUS JACK RECORDS

STRAY ARCHIVE