It was a pleasure to work on this song, especially with trying out Amy as a singer! I had to make this song as a project for my songwriting class, but I ended up polishing it up a little differently and with a vocaloid singer so I can release it here as well. 
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This song is about my personal struggles with ADHD, how new "colors" and "hues" can be so novel that they distract me and take me out of focus from the rest of my life, even if it's fine just the way it is. 
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Lyrics:
nowadays, i find the world boring,
not enough to keep my interest.
is it something with how i see- colors? 
maybe the world is just too grim for- me?
a vibrant city waits for someone,
maybe that someone could be me...?

racing thoughts far away in my mind
this feeling
i dont know, i dont know, ya know?
whoa (x3)

some days, the world surprises me
i can find hidden hues all over.
i guess what scares me is the owner of
those colors i've never seen before.
she gave me her hand and then we went
to somewhere entirely new.

racing thoughts far away in my mind
this feeling
i dont know, i dont know, ya know?
the novelty of all these things that are new to me-
makes it so hard to focus on being me.

how can it be enough, to live without excitement?
would it be enough for me, to live that life then?

racing thoughts far away in my mind
this feeling
i dont know, i dont know, ya know?
the novelty of all these things that are new to me-
makes it so hard to focus on being me.

Comet / 星空 - Novelty ft Amy (VOCALOID Original)

My first original! I've lost the sheet of paper with the lyrics translation, so I'll update with that later. I made this awhile ago, but please enjoy!

The point of this song was to make the listener feel a certain way, even if the song feels a bit disorganized. 

f e e l [UTAU Original]

アンジュー梨音 - Anjou Nashine is the new name of my utau PEARpoid! I wanted a real name for him after all these years and with a new voicebank, a new name was needed. He can still be referred to as PEARpoid/Pear, but that's more of his 'stage name' now. Galon is a very sweet little UTAU voiced by SleepyHeadP and I made this cover to help beta his 'Sun' voicebank. Enjoy!
off vocal by heart-breaker
ust by Dvoraking
tuning by Stre
original by 1st Place/IA and ONE

【UTAUカバー】INTO STARLIGHT 【アンジュー梨音・GALON】

This song was inspired by Message to Bears, and Chie's music style! I learned that acoustic music is a thing and I ran to make a song with my new knowledge.

Departure is meant to show someone going through an abusive relationship, and how they eventually broke the cycle of abuse. 
Thank you to Avalia-Kasa for the Avanna renders!
Lyrics:
Every night I close
My eyes and hope to god
You won’t see me cry
So I keep cov’ring my eyes
When I hear you come
Back into my home
I hope that you see
How much you’re hurting me

Here we go again, here we go of course
Please don’t come back home again

You keep hurting me
Even when I close my eyes you’re still there
Please stop hurting me
I can’t get you out of my life
When will you stop
I don’t know how long I’ll stay

You apologize
And keep your pride in check
This will work out
As long we don’t smile
You compliment me
And make me hesitate
I think that I love you
Is that true for you?

Here we go again, here we go of course
Please don’t come back home again

You keep on hurting me
Even when I close my eyes you’re still there
Please stop hurting me
I can’t get you out of my life
When will you stop
I don’t know how long I’ll stay

You can’t hurt me anymore
I’ve moved on and am better
You aren’t scary anymore
I’ve opened my eyes to the truth

【Vocaloid Original】Departure【Avanna】

I've had this song stuck in my head for days, and I was able to re-download DAINA recently even though I had lost my serial code!

Original by Circus-P
VSQ by Circus-P
Mix and render by Stre
Icon from Vocamerica website

【VOCALOIDカバー】Hello, Again 【DAINA】

I've been working on this cover for ages, ever since I first downloaded Trei's VCCV bank! I finished recording Mira's today and have been oto-ing as I've been doing covers. Also, I'm trying to stretch my tuning muscles so I hope it's pleasing to listen to!
If you would like this voicebank before it's released, please PM me!

Original from The Greatest Showman
UST by wasureru.
Trei belongs to @team-shizun
Mira belongs to me!

【UTAU Original】Communication【Yuri Tamaki】

BRING IT ON, aka Mira and Teki fuckin snapped 
I recorded a strong CVVC for Mira, to be released on her 7th anniversary along with several other banks!! It's going to be a busy few weeks

Original by Giga and Reol
UST/Mix by Saw
Tuning by Ragey
Mira Tsutsuma belongs to Stre
Teki Souzune belongs to Redi-chan/Lady-chan

【UTAUカバー】BRING IT ON 【包まミラTHORN+・Souzoune Teki】

Lemon- JK Full Demo

URUSaaA愛
Original by YM ft GUMI
UST from sm32621537
THORN+ CVVC (monopitch)

【UTAUカバー】URUSaaA愛 【包まミラTHORN+】

Original from Embodiment of Scarlet Devil, Extra Stage Boss
Arrangement by cYsmix
UST by Noxx
Tuning/Mix by Stre
UTAU by Haichou

Love love this song! AND Yuri's new voicebank! I think this cover turned out very nicely~

【UTAUカバー】Tear Rain 【環百合-Nova-】

Original by Harry
VSQx/Tuning by kyaami/cillia
Mikoto render and mix from me!

My darling demon daughter was released today!!!! And I love her so much!!! Cool toned female vocaloids are my absolute favorite and I am so glad that kyaami released the fully tuned vsqx of this, I really just wanted to see how she sounded with really beautiful edits like this.

【VOCALOIDカバー】声 【MEIKA Mikoto】

"Our home is still here, but what is a home without your lover? It's cold here alone."
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New original song ft Miku Hatsune Eng! This song is about a woman whose husband died in an accident, and she is trying to cope with now having to continue on without him. 

Renders by sneak sneaky.rat
Music by Stre

Lyrics:
It happened so long ago
It still feels like a dream
Sometimes I find that I can’t shake
The distant memories

Do I want to move on?
I have cherished our past
Too much has changed to go back
In time, to see you again

When I come home, I see what you left
My soul aches to see, what we used to be
What does my life hold, without you by me
Bittersweet longing, unsettling me

Our home is still here, but what is a home
Without your lover, it’s cold here alone
I guess I’ll keep on, my life is not done
Empty motions still, behind my own walls

Quiet rooms all around me,
Nothing I do makes a sound
Flashbacks of what we once had
Fleeting from memory

Fear grips my heart like a vice
I can’t speak any words
Tears drip down my face
No one here to wipe them away

When I come home, I see what you left
My soul aches to see, what we used to be
What does my life hold, without you by me
Bittersweet longing, unsettling me

Our home is still here, but what is a home
Without your lover, it’s cold here alone
I guess I’ll keep on, my life is not done
Empty motions still, behind my own walls


Can this get better?
Signs point to yes, but
Will I heal ever?
I don’t, I don’t

This isn’t home, I see what you left
My soul aches to see, what we used to be
What does my life hold, without you by me
Bittersweet longing, it’s crushing me

Our home is still here, but what is a home
Without your lover, it’s cold here alone
I can’t keep on, my life must be done
Empty motions still, behind these dull walls

I have no feeling
There is no cure, right?

【VOCALOID Original】Longing【Miku Hatsune English】

I made this arrangement to celebrate getting 120+ views across the platforms this is uploaded on. Thank you all for your support with my originals! I will be releasing another original in a few weeks, as soon as I get the video done.

You can download the inst + vsqx here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_YgXbgQWF534D-Ch7Ju1xa4wqpg2gfOR?usp=sharing

Note that the vsqx is blank and has the tempo of the old version. If you want to use it for the piano arrange, please change the tempo to 115!

Lyrics:
Every night I close
My eyes and hope to god
You won’t see me cry
So I keep cov’ring my eyes
When I hear you come
Back into my home
I hope that you see
How much you’re hurting me

Here we go again, here we go of course
Please don’t come back home again

You keep hurting me
Even when I close my eyes you’re still there
Please stop hurting me
I can’t get you out of my life
When will you stop
I don’t know how long I’ll stay

You apologize
And keep your pride in check
This will work out
As long we don’t smile
You compliment me
And make me hesitate
I think that I love you
Is that true for you?

Here we go again, here we go of course
Please don’t come back home again

You keep on hurting me
Even when I close my eyes you’re still there
Please stop hurting me
I can’t get you out of my life
When will you stop
I don’t know how long I’ll stay

You can’t hurt me anymore
I’ve moved on and am better
You aren’t scary anymore
I’ve opened my eyes to the truth

【Vocaloid Original】Departure - Piano Arrange【Avanna】+inst

This song has been a long work in progress, ever since January. When I first started it, I really just wasn't happy with whatever I was making at the time, and I couldn't convey the message I wanted. After scrapping everything several times, I finally got this final version, and hope that you can all enjoy it as well. 

This song is a tribute to Avalia-Kasa, who was a dear friend and fellow producer. Avy passed away in a car accident on December 30th 2018, right after she had created a small discord server to inspire positivity among a few other friends. She was determined to make sure that we all finished our projects and helped each other get more positive mindsets, and I hope that with this song it may bring some peace to others. Although you may feel pain or guilt from having lost someone in your life, and although the road to recovery and healing may seem long, it will get better. Things will be okay, and there will eventually be a day when you can be reunited again. 

Lyrics:
So long I have been
Floating in my little bowl
Looking out into the world
Seeing you

Though time has left me by
I will always be with you
Don’t fret, you aren’t alone
Someday I’ll walk with you

Mmmm

The stars coming out
Remind me of your smile
No matter how small
You can always make a difference
So please, don’t shed a tear
Let this song wash your fears away

So long I have been
Floating in my little bowl
Looking out into the world
Seeing you

Though time has passed me by
You can always feel me with you
Don’t fret, you aren’t alone
Someday we’ll meet again

Let the soft bells
Help you heal 
Remember that it will be alright

【Vocaloid Original】Fishbowl Lullaby【Avanna】

So kiss me, alright?
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An original about two space adventuring ladies meeting on a space station and not knowing what to do once they fall in love. I've been meaning to release this for over a month but I struggled to finish up the art and video amongst finals, so here it finally is!

Lyrics:
Hello, hello?
Is anyone out there?
So far, it's hard, space is lonely
Finally, someone can be
I realize it is be too soon
So please just don’t leave the moon

So baby kiss me in the moonlight
If you want we can do it all night
If you’re afraid too that’s alright
Sometimes it’s better in the dark
Yeah

This place is fun, and now you’re here
I feel so great, with you so near
Please tell me if I’m moving too quickly
Maybe you’ll stay with me?

Baby kiss me in the moonlight
If you want we can do it all night
If you’re afraid too that’s alright
Baby kiss me in the dark

What have I done, was it too much?
I didn’t want to scare you off
Please look at me, just look at me
Please look at me, just--

What have I done, was it too much?
I didn’t want to scare you off
Please look at me, just look at me
Please look at me, just-- kiss me

When you go on your way,
I guess that we had a good enough time
It’s too bad that I won’t ever see you again
So I’ll say goodbye for now

When I leave you alone
I feel bad that I couldn’t have stayed longer
But I’m not sure this is where I can be,
I don’t have the strength

【VOCALOID Original】In The Dark【GUMI x DAINA】

"I'm still captivated~"
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This will be the second song in my year-long project of producing a new song every month! I made this song in the spirit of Valentine's Day, and the fact that I was reminiscing about how it feels to fall in love for the first time. I hope that others can relate! ^w^

Lyrics:
When you walk by me, I feel that we may have a spark
I know that sounds cliche, but it’s the truth that rarely lasts
Now when I see your bright blue eyes, I am captivated
Your gentle hand brushes against mine, I’ll maybe squeeze it back
Ooh~ I’ll maybe squeeze it back
Ooh~ Maybe I want to squeeze you back

I’ve known since that day, even though we had barely met
You kept on asking me, would we be friends?
So then we got to know each other, I’m still captivated
Your gentle lips brush against mine, I’ll maybe kiss them back
Ooh~ I’ll maybe kiss you back
Ooh~ Maybe I want to kiss you back

Just when I thought had thought that you were done with me, you said
“Avanna my dear, won’t you please be mine?”
Aah~
Ooh~ I just want to be yours
Ooh~ So baby please just hold me back

【VOCALOID Original】Untitled【Avanna】

I made this song almost a year ago, and have since remixed it several times to get where it is today for an album from one of the discord servers I'm in! It's about a star who is dying, and is lamenting the fact that they will not be remembered. 
YT upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgUA558FkHA&feature=youtu.be
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Aphelia belongs to heta-tan! (https://twitter.com/heta_tan) thanks so much for letting me use Alf's new English bank! ^w^
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Lyrics:
In the center of the universe, there comes a fading light
So faint you can’t grasp it
It’s never by your side, impossible

I pray that it comes quickly, so that I don't have to feel.

It falls slowly, peaceful light fades away
Filtering in the milky way

Glittering, sparkling, beautiful lights go out

You can’t fathom my existence
It’s simply too grand to understand
However, no one notices when I’m gone
So I'll just go out
I pray that it comes quickly so that I can’t feel

It falls slowly, peaceful light fades away
Filtering in the milky way

It falls slowly, peaceful light fades away
Filtering in the milky way

【UTAU Original】Requiem of a Falling Star【Alphelia English -redux-】

I've been sitting on this remix for a few weeks kind of unsure when would be a good time to post it, since the original is fairly dear to me and I wanted to be able to do it justice. As someone who grew up listening to metal and rock music, I was instantly in love with the EP this song comes from, and it really made me wish I was able to make those kinds of compositions. Eventually, I decided to try and mesh what I liked about the original with a genre I'm more comfortable with- 80's synthwave. I arranged all of this by ear, so I hope that it turned out alright and that you all can enjoy it! Be sure to go and follow Sam Wright and listen to his music, it's some really great stuff!

Original by Samuel Wright/Blackbird
https://soundcloud.com/samuel-denny-wright/alce16-mine-utau-original
https://soundcloud.com/samuel-denny-wright
https://twitter.com/sam_blackbird
Base ust by Makku

【UTAU Remix】Mine - comet mix -【Mira Tsutsuma Eng】

"I have arrived..."
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This is my April song for my monthly composition project this year, albeit a little date due to needing to take some time off for my health. I've been working on the lyrics of this song for almost a year now, and finally finished the instrumental to how I feel like it best portrays the feel of the song. Also, my first time using IA Eng C! She's a bit hard to tune but I am mainly excited for her new update for Neo CeVio ^w^

This song is about the feeling you have after you've gotten into what seems to be the perfect relationship and you start to recognize some red flags, but ignore them because you want it to work out.

Lyrics:

Tuesday, it’s our second date
You’re a great conversationalist
My heart is beating, face is blushing
You say you’ll keep in touch

Each day we spend together
I can’t believe it’s true, can you?
We grow closer, you hold me closer
I want to keep it going

A night-long dance, our hands intertwined
The light dims and now I can’t think
You have that look in your eyes
And it takes me by surprise  
I have arrived.

Some nights, you come home late
I ignore it, and I smile
...
That’s what a good wife should do.

A night long dance, our hands intertwined
The light dims and now, I can’t think...
I have arrived.

【CEVIO Original】Arrival【IA English】

Just a short test of her newest voicebank!

Mira Tsutsuma Natural+ Demo - Sleeping Beauty (short)

I've struggled to finish composing this song for almost a year now, because of the difficult feelings surrounding it's inception. I finally feel comfortable enough to complete it, and with it, complete my first EP. It's been a labor of love, but I feel that I need to release it and move on from these feelings to push forward as a producer. I hope that you enjoy this short piece, and can give a listen to the full EP once it's released!

This song details the feelings of finally letting go of a relationship, acknowledging the hurt that you've accumulated, and reflecting on it.

Lyrics:
I’d always thought we’re meant to be
From the start, it was just you and me
I didn’t think...
I didn’t realize, how you’d treat me

Despite it all I persevered
Those things you did to me,, they  cut holes in me
Two faced, or was it too much for you

【VOCALOID Original】Release【Avanna】

This song was made for an LGBTQ+ charity pride album in June! Please feel free to purchase it here if you would like to support our cause:  https://khanadee.bandcamp.com/album/voxsynth-pride-2020

This song is about not conforming to other's definitions and expectations of yourself and was made when I was starting my gender identity journey, and eventually came out as nonbinary. In the last few years I've used Mira's voice as an outlet for myself to feel more comfortable singing, and with the tone of my voice. I hope that you can enjoy this new genre of song!

Art is by Shrinebird https://twitter.com/shrinebird_art

【UTAU Original】BY DEFINITION【Mira Tsutsuma Eng】

Listen to the full album and  get the fanzine here: https://t.co/YUqfOO2ksK?amp=1
Check out the album crossfade here: https://t.co/k94p80tFbv?amp=1

This song was created for the Harvest Avanna 2020 event, which celebrated Avanna's 8th anniversary this year. It is also my December composition for my 2020 composition project!

【VOCALOID Original】Sunshine  (Harvest Avanna 2020)【Avanna】

This is my July song for my monthly composition project! I really loved the vibe of this song, and wanted to create something much more ambient and roomy than I usually have made for it in order to do some genre exploration. The art and video were very generously made by khaz, and I couldn't have finished this up and been motivated to upload it if it weren't for his help!
*Uploading this late to SC
art by khaz: https://twitter.com/khazure39
YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZahInBUv5A&ab_channel=Stre
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Lyrics: 
空のホールを見ている。
振り返らないで
しかし影は屋しないの？

暗闇に x4

顔、目、そして魂、参加しも
彼らの話を必要が理だ。
んー

暗闇に x4

【VOCALOID Original】 暗闇に【桜乃そら】

I'm wide awake, beneath the lights~
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This is the September song for my composition project! I had a lot of fun producing this song, and have been working on it in slow pieces since April, but put a ton of work in recently. I can imagine Daina just chilling on a roof top and watching the cars go by in a retro styled city with lights reflecting all over.

Art by Chi: https://twitter.com/httpnanami

Lyrics:
Gonna stay up late, gonna see the lights
Got no plans, no dreams, just a good night
With bodies all around me

I’m wide awake, with neon signs
I’m wide awake, beneath the lights

Gotta train to catch, no I can’t be late
Got some plans, some dreams, for a good night
With somebody just for me

I’m wide awake, with neon signs
I’m wide awake, beneath the lights

【VOCALOID Original】 NEON【DAINA】

Anamanaguchi - Miku (chiptune arrange)

"This is not love, no not anymore..."
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This is a remix of the fantastic original by onairic! Once I listened to it I immediately thought of this stripped back, more chill remix and began working right away. I really hope that you enjoy it and can support onairic's original as well!

Art by AegisSanP: https://twitter.com/AegisSanP
Original by onairic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaPei0a7Yiw&ab_channel=onairic
https://twitter.com/onairicutau
YT link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gPzRAk_xqg&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=Stre

【VOCALOID Remix】Let Me Out Alive - comet mix -【GUMI】

This is my November song upload for my compositional project!

This song is meant to have a forlorn sound, as it tells the story of someone who believes they are the only one left alive after a world-ending natural disaster. One day, they find a radio device that still works, and for the first time, they hear someone else's voice on the other side. They begin to talk to each other, enjoying the company of someone else after months, years of loneliness. Then, one day, their companion stops responding, but they continue to ask them how they are every day, until the end. 

This is a bit different than my other pieces this year, but I really wanted to focus on the ambience and the feel that the song gives off on this one rather than the lyrics, or song structure. I hope that you enjoy this work!

when the world ends, would you still be my friend? ft avanna

I put this in the vcv set but it's really cv orz

The Lost Ones Weeping

fuck you just ate all my macaroni

songwriting moment

when writing lyrics for a song, sometimes you just gotta

since clyp is dead, I wanted to show off some wips I've been working on or have started recently. These are all things I'd like to finish in 2021, but I do have some projects lined up to be done before these.

1. sound symphony
2. eloquence of the spoken word
3. adora
4. unnamed wip
5. he's the color

song sketches + ideas for 2021

amateur music producer that focuses on ambient, retrowave and vocal synths
twitter @hoshizora_mus
mira tsutsuma + souzoune teki are my utaus

Comet / 星空

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