will put on album if people think it doesnt suck

Am I Fucked

Title

Belowground - Feeling Down

Decaffeinated Christian

new year, new me

you were talking about me you were so obsessed
back then times were different compare to now
when i still had friends and i still had you
But all of that is gone and im on the end of the road now

having the gun so close to my head, quick and easy
while this is happening you think, this is all fake
and as my brains splatter around the room, you see blood now

and you think to yourself man, he has nice effects
You ask out for me to stand back up once again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've been in call with a human body

and i wish i can go back, to warn you before hand
but its too late now, im dead at 16
i wish i could've lived, up to 17
but now my parents have to set a funeral date

and you ask yourself dude, he hasn't even moved
You call out loud for me to stand back up again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've seen a teen suicide

you were so obsessed before, what happen to that time?
now im just fading away, from your forgetful mind
its better to burn out rather then to fade away, that's what kurt once said
but now my lifeless soul lays down, finally found peace

Teenage Suicide

WER, VATER , STEIGT DA AUS DEM ZUG?  (1)

I'm An Angry Old Man

ClickForFreeLand

LYRICS:
I fell in love with a stranger
cause I'm much to blind to see
all the obvious danger
sittin there starin back at me.
Oh, curse this heart it's so yearnin,
I've learned to tuck it all inside.
I'm just over here hurtin,
darlin come and tell me everything will turn out fine.

I can't feel anything, every day feels exactly the same.
I feel trapped, I feel caught, I feel good, then again not.
I pray to God some day these things must change,
send me a line, send me a chain.
I don't care darlin, just make it quick, this loneliness is makin me sick.

I fell in love with a stranger
cause I'm much to blind to see
all the obvious danger
sittin there starin back at me.
Oh, curse this heart it's so yearnin,
I've learned to tuck it all inside.
I'm just over here hurtin,
darlin come and tell me everything will turn out fine.

Oh I'm a natural man, darlin I would hope that you could understand.
I don't know exactly what to say, but I know exactly what to do.
You can take your shot at me, but I will never truly believe,
what you sayin to be true. Oh I'll see ya when this lonely day is through.

Fallin In Love With A Stranger

Click4Love

Let it all fall to the floor,
let it out forevermore.
Ain't that what this life is for?
You find there's always more and more.
I've wasted time, I've wasted love,
and I have had about enough
with nothin ever lookin up.
Everything just fuckin sucks.

In my life, I've been wronged,
been broken up and split in-
today I woke with a smile.
I got me and that's enough.

Time it feels it's standin still,
sittin by my windowsill.
Watch the sun go up and down, 
and round, and round, and round, and round.
I've been doin all I can,
all the wasted time be damned.
I have too much faith in me,
to cave right back into the sea.

In my life, I've been wronged,
been broken up and split in-
today I woke with a smile.
I got me and that's enough.

Split In Two

DontStopClicking

I guess its how it goes 
You reap what you sow
I never tried in life
And now I realize 
All the mistakes I’ve made
Cannot be erased
So do not bitch and moan
You did this on your own

You do it to yourself
Don’t need anybody’s help
You do it to yourself 
And now you’re in hell
You do it to yourself
So watch your fucking mouth 
You do it to yourself 

Who would ever thought 
I’d end up this distraught 
When all i do all day
Is stay inside my brain
I gave up on my life 
And now I realize 
I wasted all my time
Youths gone, I wanna die 

You do it to yourself
Don’t need anybody’s help
You do it to yourself 
And now you’re in hell
You do it to yourself
So watch your fucking mouth 
You do it to yourself

Decaffeinated Christian

hallowed