I CANT SLEEP 
WITHOUT YOU LAYING LEXT TO ME 
FIX THE SHEETS 
YOU KNOW THEYRE ALWAYS ANNOYING ME 

I REARRANGE MY PILLOW 
BREAK DOWN A CIGARILLO 
SOMETIMES WE WANNA DIE
LETS GET SO FUCKING HIGH

Rearrange My Pillow

self abuser

grab my board

i need time with my mind
cuz i'm not fine
in this life

oh you don't even want me

i need time with my mind

being a dickheads cool

Kickin’ rocks in my head
Nothing life has led
Now Im just sitting here
Consumed by constant fear

Failing conscience falls to greed 
Writing words no one will read
I am blind to what you see
The isolation’s killing me
Know nothing and do nothing
I can’t write and I can’t sing
I’ll never get just what you mean
The isolations killing me

I was never that smart
I cant write with a full heart
In a book of misery
Half to sing and half to scream

I can’t feel the syncopation 
I can’t hold a conversation
This world doesn’t work it seems
The isolation’s killing me
Anxious thoughts cloud up my head
And now its existential dread
Lost not found but now I see
The isolations killing me

What do I know
About living life
I can’t put on a show
And I just can’t say no
afraid to see
What could be
Wrong with me
I’m so obsessed 
But I guess I’m just depressed

Isolation

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Originally released September 5, 2024

Bass - Aidan Ziril
Guitar & Vocals - Ian Mockler (Lil Watermark)
Drums - Danghul Bangyana

Recorded in Lynchburg, Virginia
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Foolz
Photograph & Design by Foolz 

Cry for Help (Negative XP Cover)

Woo Hoo

didnt make this just posing music i like.

Trash 3

The FBI Has Their Eye on Me

You got annoying kids and a nagging wife
You're so fed up you wanna end your life
And the boss at work won't stop being a jerk
You got bills to pay and the rent is due
You got student loans and you're totally screwed
And the boss at work won't stop being a jerk
Well maybe you need a little vacation
To let out your frustration

Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort
Family fun in the sun, come on what are you waiting for>
We got food and games and live entertainment, of course!
Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort

Slide down the water slide and get a tan
Ride 'round on the go kart track as fast as you can
Chow down at the buffet we got lobster tails
Roll 'round on the rollercoaster it's got endless rails
You'll have so much you won't give a fuck
As long as you're willing to give up the bucks

Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort
Family fun in the sun, come on what are you waiting for?
We got food and games and live entertainment, of course!
Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort

You'll have so much fun you won't ever want to leave
You'll have so much fun you won't ever want to leave
You'll have so much fun you won't ever want to leave
You'll have so much fun you won't ever want to leave
It's the happiest place in the world
The funnest park for all the boys and girls

Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort
Family fun in the sun, come on what are you waiting for?
We got food and games and live entertainment, of course!
Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort
Waterslides and go karts
Ferris wheels and juice bars
We got everything that you could possibly want
Shopping mall and colosseum
American history museum
We got everything that you could possibly want
Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort
Family fun in the sun, come on what are you waiting for?

Negative XP Amusement Park & Resort

Lyrics:

Where did it go, what happened to my home? oh no, is this end of the road? I don't know, I wanna go home, I don't like it in this new cold world.
What happened to me? I can't feel and I can't see. This is nothing like those sweet memories. Suicidal tendencies, encroaching psychopathy, this isn't me... please let me free...

Where did it go, what happened to my home? oh no, is this end of the road? I don't know, I wanna go home, I don't like it in this new cold world.
What happened to me? I can't feel and I can't see. This is nothing like those sweet memories. Suicidal tendencies, encroaching psychopathy, this isn't me... please let me free...

oh, I just want to go home...
oh, I just want to go home...

oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home

i need time with my mind

hallowed