sad chill

nlife mood

8:00 pm

Sad nibba hours

Everything I hear

2020 WORK

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

my revenge (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lyrics:

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

night i take my medication
fits my body to my placement
my minds full of broken places
take the drug fill the spaces
it just put me in my placement
it just made me feel amazing
i dont need any assistance
i dont need any vacation

i dont need any vacation

audio through my head make it pound
seeing sounds u should be glad u aint me ya
long nights blowing smoke into the street
through my teeth blurry sleeps every night of the week now
focused up having visions in my dreams now

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

reality (prod. 4or3ver)

Lil Skies - Cloudy Skies (prod. by GHXST)

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Sent to Skies                 

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Cloudy Skies (prod. by GHXST)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

miss u haven't met u tho

i really appreciate the support being shown lately <3 thank you so much to everyone listening to my music. don't be afraid to dm me if you ever need someone to talk to <3.

[quote is from perks of being a wallflower]
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i'm never good enough.

Name in the Sand (prod. by Menoh)

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Name in the Sand (prod. by @menohbeats)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

Lil Skies - Opps Want Me Dead 

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Opps Want Me Dead

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVRQD__ZsDs

daniel silver x nevi moonlight (prod. tundra beats)

Recorded + Engineered by Bombaydripp
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Spotify + Apple Music

Holding On [prod. Primestars]

"Shelby" Out Now !
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girl im sorry if i make you feel trapped
im sorry if the things that i say sound bad
maybe you deserve a little better thats a fact
and i am cause of the problems because i snapped

Raised in place, there was no escape 
Father walked out, back to late
Seen how he was, with my mum
I guess its just, who i've become

And i just want to change for the better and you know that
the day that we met yeah we was doing home tats
capturing the day to remember with your instax
baby like the old times can we just throw back

Now im seeing things out the corner of my eye
Thinking about your pasts get me angry idk why
if i was there to protect he would of died
I want to see you in bliss i cant never lie 

Jealous Boy, Where'd she go
Come right back, let me know
who is he, where'd he go
Maybe I'm, just to much
In my Head, Hold it down
Hold it down Ash Better Yet

Put all your problems behind a damn wall
And pray to the god that wall will not fall
Cause then ill know how ill act
Maybe it just how im meant to be

Sorry If I Make You Feel Trapped (prod by. vaegud)

Prod. @prodmisan
Lyrics:

[Hook]
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears

[Verse]
Not to see myself drowning in your bullshit
Or in your love words can you tell me the difference
can you tell me the difference
Trying to make you fade into this smoke
As you left fade all the words I spoke
Trying to convince myself that I don't need you
So why the fuck am I crying for you? why the fuck am I missing you?
Why the fuck am I alive? 

[Hook]
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears
What's going on
Another night where I'm alone
Feeling fucked up I can't see you anymore
I just want to feel your touch on me
Not to see you drowning in your tears

STREAM

Fall [prod. misan]

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9whxsgbv43c

(Lyrics)

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

I don't wanna grow to be nameless
I was never meant to be faceless, face it
You see my face and now you hate it
This was never meant to be graded!

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

where are u now?

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY

where are u now? (prod. 5head) [MUSIC VID IN DESC]

IDK (Prod. TRIPPYBEATS)

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

This is a little thank you for keeping my channel alive for 4 years. Lets have a great new year. Thank you to @Sinxi for working with me on this song. Show him some love.

Produced by Jody
Mixed and Mastered by Sinxi

Time

Spotify

Time feat. Sinxi

another throwaway track, might put on spotify soon tho x

lyrics ~

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

and baby do you bleed like the others do?
and tell me does your heart scream like others too?
i don't really like the honest truth
so i'll just let you lie and just pull me through

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

but you won't let me go yeah
i don't really mind that
i'll just say a couple words and pray you bring me back yeah
i don't really see what the point is in all of this
but i don't really see what i'm missing here

do i really know you?
do i really know you?

do you love someone else?
i don't really get it but i'll take it well
and will you stay the night? Don't kiss and tell
cos you know that i love like nobody else

LYRIC VIDEO

~ nobody else (do you bleed like the others do?)

PRODUCTION//MIXING
@demxntia

VOCALS//BY
@demxntia
@sinxi
@twotwntytwo
@sushisai

WHEN I'M ALONE

This is my first single in 2020 named > "Do You Love Me" I feat. an artist named "Sinxi" from the UK. I get a lot of my inspiration through his music. He  is such a talented musician and to have him on this song just means the world to me. I'm very humble to be able to work with such a person.
 Go check out his music > @sinxi 

Spotify > https://open.spotify.com/album/6P54o31kZbFY2x969i23oC
Youtube Audio > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LX2pHfrkhU
Lyric Video > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5G7AqjSJFo


 prod. >(J Cruz Beats)
 
Lyrics:
(Seven Roses)
what have i turned into
feels like the more i try
the more i lose x2

do you miss me?
like how i miss you

why did you lie
right to my eyes
i fell for your lies
now im caught up in my light

do you love me?
or
do you just want to fuck me?

for all of my money

i need your love
i need your trust

from you, from you

(Sinxi)
and i wont lie
i feel alive with you 

and would you die
to know how i feel about you

its slowing down
got you on my mind again

ya ya

and dont you know the way
ive been thinking

i know i always 
step behind the lines

ive been drinking
ive been losing track of time

i may be sinking
but i have to make it right

ya ya

youve been running thorugh my mind

dont let me go just yet
before i have the chance to save you 

(Seven Roses)
do you love me?
or
do you just want to fuck me?

for all of my money

i need your love
i need your trust

from you, from you

i needed you and 
all i needed 
was the truth 

i needed you
you needed me
now we are alone
in this one dream

i wanted us in love
i wanted us in love

do you love me? 
or
do you just want to fuck me?

cause all i wanted 
was the truth 
from you 
couldve just 
told me

do you love me? 
or
do you just want to fuck me?
oooh

SPOTIFY

Do You Love Me (feat. @sinxi)

Featured artists: @gothurted & @sinxi
Produced by: @deadfishpoland
Mix: @sinxi & @deadfishpoland
Master: @deadfishpoland

lyrics:

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

and we're falling apart
we are drifting away
always had each other
now you're going away

and we've choosen this way
no message, cause hey
we agreed with each other
there's no need to be afraid cause

we tried to make it work and now
there's no need to be trying so hard
and we have not found a single way
to make it work like in the old days

so why would you text me now
that you miss me and how
I would hold you til you fell asleep
When I try to forget everything

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

Do you really miss me now?
Or it is one of your bullshit again?
Text me while I'm breaking down
Asking to myself who the fuck I am
Trying to find you inside her eyes
But you got stuck inside my mind
I think this is how I'll live my life
Without anybody by my side
I wish that you feel better now
I wish that you found someone better than me
Cause even if you left me down
I wish that you don't feel as empty as me
Notes in my phone that I'll never send
Holes in my heart I will never mend
I do really miss you baby
But seems like you don't give a fuck about me

do you feel me baby?
is this too crazy?
i don't wanna give it up
'cos your issues don't faze me
and sitting in your bed while you said what you hated
nothing's ever hurt like the words that you left me
everything's been left in a stasis
but i don't let it break me
oh god yeah i won't let it change me

spotify/itunes etc

do you really miss me? (feat. Sinxi & Gothurted)

producer: @odece
feat. @sinxi

lyrics:
sitting alone and i am dying
don't check up on me, i don't need it
eyes all red from all this crying
feel like on the run cuz i am hiding
x2

i'm broken inside but i'm trying
and i feel this way from all the heartache
and breathing in air that you're giving
but it's so bittersweet i feel poisoned
and don't hit my phone you know i need this
to get you out of my head one more time 
and never the same i know you feel it
but you're in my way to get through this

sitting alone and i am dying
don't check up on me, i don't need it
eyes all red from all this crying
feel like on the run cuz i am hiding
x2

hiding (feat. sinxi) [prod. odece]

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

follow @sushisai
instagram ~ https://www.instagram.com/sushisigh
spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/artist/5WuGP...

lyrics ~ 

when you say it like that i'll slip through the cracks
lost in your emotion, mind under attack
focused on your movements while your heart stays black
lost again yeah i'll find a way to bring you back

oh no, you've been waiting for a long time
for acceptance in yourself and for peace of mind
i couldn't tell the difference from the time that we last mentioned that your esteem was something that you lacked

i don't care about the way you are
i know that you'll go far
and i hope that you take my word
and i hope that you take my word

'cos i don't see the world like you do babe
and i can't keep the secrets that stay to the grave
but i hope that that don't make you
i hope that you stay true
is she really like that?
devil horns & devil tatts
is that what makes you?
i love that way you stay true

better keep light off our feet now
yeah
know that one little misstep could be the one that shatters everything
shattered everything
'cos we're falling from heaven
oh ain't no point in fluttering those wings
glimmer of the shards fell graces to the wind
blister of the frost too cold to feel a thing
poisoned words of yours laid whispered in the air
look what you created

is this everything you wanted?
after all of this
making wishes on what isn't
you can still sit there so indifferent
ay

'cos i don't see the world like you do babe
and i can't keep the secrets that stay to the grave
but i hope that that don't make you
i hope that you stay true
is she really like that?
devil horns & devil tatts
is that what makes you?
i love that way you stay true

~ is that what makes u (feat. suisai)

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

hiding (feat. sinxi) [prod. odece]

strxssed