Dope track mate. I think your sound might fits me latest beat. Keep going!

 Beautiful. Just need to be a little louder 

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

demons in my orbit

https://open.spotify.com/track/0kGEfTojej9LDTVW5dp7Nv?si=bBa1OLOVQUmclPaZsWp8Iw

prod. 4evr

cold (feat. thebreathingbackwards, yesterday, & stairwell)

ted talk by kevin breel (why we need to talk about depression)
original song : sky meant to grow - april rain

April Rain

the life that only i see

Track ten from Make It Through Fall.

Guitar/lyrics/vox - Lil Xtra

Additional production by Kado

Open my eyes 
Roll out of bed 
We're all out of drugs to keep the thoughts from our heads 
You say you’re fine 
I know that you’re not 
Put it inside and let our veins rot

But I’m moving forward 
And you’re moving on 
Hesitate to separate, but this is all wrong 
And I know you think 
I fucking hate you 
But really I just don’t know what else to do

Cause lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life
I'll never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

(Forecast: Well here we are in Atlanta, moving through our early week, Monday's forecast calling for a lovely day all across north Georgia. Lower 80's, low humidity. It feels really nice... Really nice... The good news is, that won't last too long.)

I’m In too much pain 
To get out of bed 
If it’s all the same then I’d rather be dead

If I eat at all
I’m gonna get fat 
Throw it back up, there’s nothing wrong with that 
Don’t you know?

And I miss you 
But not half as much 
As I know you miss them when you’re out of drugs 
But I am no saint 
A sinner as well
I’ll see you again maybe, one day in hell

It’s all in my head 
I know it’s not fair 
I said I would call and then
I wasn’t there 
I fucked up again, still what I do best 
I Can’t feel the fucked up heart beating
In my fucked up chest

Because lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life I’ll 
Never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

I never do anything right

Make It Through Fall

Siphon

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Rollin on keep rollin on keep figuring it out/
Feeling like im peaking but its really just enough/
You be all up in my mind just lingering it up/
Talking to myself about these feelings and this love/

And I know you feel alone and you’ve been it all day/ hate it like that so you call me like ey/
Prolly gon die if I feel this everyday/ 
Baby why you sad cause Im feeling what you say like/

Loooow life I know you feeling bad/ 
you dont gotta die cause you never take it back/
I dont want a funeral and no one ever had/
Baby keep on struggling and shit will always pass/

I-I dont want to be alone/
Can you please just try/
Cause I need you in my zone/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

Why you on my mind like never been before/
I just need some time, I really need to know/
Really wanna play, fucking with my soul/
Tired of this game and everything you know like/

Why you never wanna ride with me/
All you wanna do is getting high with me/
Feeling like you never wanna set me free/
Baby why you making it so hard to breathe/

Im falling down/
And I cant really help it/
No I cant really help it/

You’re all I want/
But I cant really save you/
No I cant really save you/

Baby all up in my face like what/
Wanna pick a fight I dont even wanna start/
Taking all the shots and Im feeling like whats up/ 
You dont know the half of it you never hear me out/

And I-I-I/
Never feel ali-i-ive/
And you always hi-i-igh/
Taken to the si-i-ide/

alive

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

talk2me!

feeling nothing from the sounds of the words now
cause know that there foundations
always brittle could just give away at any point
whats the point? whats the point
is there really one~
seemed to have misplaced it, its lost in the crowd once again~
all those faces pass by~
they all look right through me~
cause im really not here~
am i even living life~
floating upon a sea of doubt
can only hold out for so long~
and those winds~
they rip like a blade through the wars that they wage
and the way that i see it is we wont have time to make it
back out alive~ back out alive~
the days are all just numbers now~
number, now

days are all just numbers

suisai - days are all just numbers (prod. diamoon)

producer: @raspobeats (instagram)

lyrics:

i'm broken
feel colder
don't have the strength to
live another day

I'm hopeless
My heart's dead
Yet still I'll try to
get rid of all this pain

can you see the real me
broken bones, i'm not okay
I have told you this enough
that I'm tired of this live

I know that I gotta change
I know that I'm far away
I know that I need to face
My whole past and my mistakes

I'm still looking for my place
I'm still looking for my home
I'm still trying to change my fate
Really giving it my all

And you can see that I'm trying
You can see that I'm fighting
I know that all of it is worth it
If I want to get out of this state

i'm broken
feel colder
don't have the strength to
live another day

I'm hopeless
My heart's dead
Yet still I'll try to
get rid of all this pain

i'm broken [prod. raspo]

strxssed

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