But I’m moving forward 
And you’re moving on 
Hesitate to separate, but this is all wrong

i tried so hard not to cry, but here i am

thank you so much xtra. i haven't found something that i can relate to as much as this

Dude why do i like vibe and relate to this song hard

prod and mix/mastered by me

I feel like a ghost bitch I’m transparent 
Smoking thrax up in the hills in the clouds bitch I vanish 
All these fucking thoughts I can’t manage
All these fucking thought up in my brain it needs a bandage 
I'm at a disadvantage 
Tryin not to panic
Not the best at planning
Some days barely standing 
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what big deal big bags shits real
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what the key to the door is the drugs as of late
I’ve been staying up late not answering the phone making music smoking strong pop another to keep calm 
They just mad at me 
Oh trust I know 
I’ll just smile as I blow another o like

Driving down the road at night
Confessions to the star light 
I want a bag and bag and another bag
Yeah I know it’s sad know you’re mad yeah I know it’s bad 
Yeah I want a bag and Benz and another bag and another bag
I’m just wrapped up in my old ways 
Same songs blowing haze in a daze I hope it stays like this 
Can’t hurt like hurt like this
Just numb like this 
Took 2 more percs just to stay like this

i feel like a ghost (prod. kryptik)

i cant help it (feat. guccihighwaters)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

Track 4 From Make It Through Fall

All production by Kado

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Lyrics:

I felt so cold in the end 
October’s coming again 
Think I’ll probably die this time around...
Lost myself in the past 
We knew that it wouldn’t last 
We're not so innocent this time around...

E x p er i m e n t 
E x p e r i e n c e
We forgot to live this life for the fear of it 
I’m so bored 
I hate this world 
....I don’t believe a fucking thing that you just said

This can’t be real 
I cant explain the way this feels 
Please just tell me this is in my head 
Once again
My lungs are caving in 
The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said 
Don't say

Please don’t say...

Woke up in the gutter I’ve been worse 
I’ll pretend this doesn’t hurt 
If I can get out of this bed maybe I’ll be okay

I'd get you out that grave with a trade if I could 
You asked me to stay and I said that I would
Never got to see who you could be 
Now that you’re not there where you should be

And your mom stopped taking family pictures, 
Put down all the family pets 
And I haven’t seen your sister
I can’t handle that one yet

5 years 2 months and six days.. 
I know I said I would stay 
I wish I'd said how much I loved you but now it’s too late

This can’t be real 
I cant explain the way this feels 
Please just tell me this is in my head 
Once again
My lungs are caving in 
The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said 
Don't say

He’s not gone he’s not gone he's not gone he's not gone he's not gone he's not

Please Don't Say

Please stop talking...

Make It Through Fall

Don't

The ninth track from Make It Through Fall, By Lil Xtra.

Additional production by KadoOnTheTrack.

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Lyrics:

Catch me in the back with my head down
I’m just gonna fade to the background 
I know that I’m awkward 
Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words

I want to die in the front seat 
It feels like for the last few months we 
Just Can’t get it right, no love for life
Suicide on my mind every night

Cause I don’t understand my place 
What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake? 
How many motherfucking pills does it take before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks?

I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks
Cause I haven’t left my bed, and I never even sleep 
Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to fucking eat 
I just want to find some peace, oh god please

It’s raining in the morning 
It's raining in the evening 
Raining when I go to bed 
40 days and 40 nights, 
Nothing’s gonna be alright 
Until I finally rest my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Finger to the back of my throat now 
Again and again get it all out 
I know I’m impatient, fucked it all up again, because I stay so anxious

I need something to die for 
I can’t put this life together like the tri-force 
I need a little wisdom, courage and power 
So I’m puffing level up every hour

Cause I don’t even know what’s real 
Either feel like shit or I just don’t feel 
How many bottles left on my bill 
Before I leave this scene and i chase these pills?

For real what’s going on?
You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong 
But I’ll be okay just as long 
As my spirit lives on through these songs but

It’s raining in the morning 
It's raining in the evening 
Raining when I go to bed 
40 days and 40 nights, 
Nothing’s gonna be alright 
Till I finally rest my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Sometimes I wish I was dead

We blow away like the leaves
You thought you heard, misquoted
”I think I know what it means”
Guess I must’ve misspoken

I rode the train today
Forgot how much I hate tight spaces
I hope it takes me far away 
I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races..

Sometimes

Track ten from Make It Through Fall.

Guitar/lyrics/vox - Lil Xtra

Additional production by Kado

Open my eyes 
Roll out of bed 
We're all out of drugs to keep the thoughts from our heads 
You say you’re fine 
I know that you’re not 
Put it inside and let our veins rot

But I’m moving forward 
And you’re moving on 
Hesitate to separate, but this is all wrong 
And I know you think 
I fucking hate you 
But really I just don’t know what else to do

Cause lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life
I'll never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

(Forecast: Well here we are in Atlanta, moving through our early week, Monday's forecast calling for a lovely day all across north Georgia. Lower 80's, low humidity. It feels really nice... Really nice... The good news is, that won't last too long.)

I’m In too much pain 
To get out of bed 
If it’s all the same then I’d rather be dead

If I eat at all
I’m gonna get fat 
Throw it back up, there’s nothing wrong with that 
Don’t you know?

And I miss you 
But not half as much 
As I know you miss them when you’re out of drugs 
But I am no saint 
A sinner as well
I’ll see you again maybe, one day in hell

It’s all in my head 
I know it’s not fair 
I said I would call and then
I wasn’t there 
I fucked up again, still what I do best 
I Can’t feel the fucked up heart beating
In my fucked up chest

Because lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life I’ll 
Never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

I never do anything right

Siphon

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

spotify

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

First single off of "          " I hope you all enjoy it <3
@tothegood


Lyrics-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

Verse- 
Tab out
Log in
Everyone wants to be like him
Tab in
Log out
Open your eyes till they fall out
Let the wind knock at my window
No one can hear when they’re shut closed
Curtains are down and the lights low
I can smell bleach in the air though

Chorus-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

other platforms

I Can't Keep Thinking You're All That (Prod. Tothegood)

zombie

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

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