#emo #rock #emorock #altrock


She saw my weakness
I made it obvious 
To see her love for me
Fall  asleep 

I’m on my way now
To get drugs out
To erase this thing call
Memories

It’s all good now
But it hurts
Even if there’s a second
I wouldn’t wanna be with you ever again

I’m drinking, and thinking
I’m so stupid, I hate myself
I’m dreamin, and crying
I hope she goes and kill herself 
I hope she isn’t here
How can I go on like this
I don’t even want her anymore
I guess I seen this happened before
I can’t concentrate, don’t even wanna skate 
Don’t even wanna skate

mycurrentpain

Negative Xp- THRLLϟϟ (acoustic)

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a prick

The Ick

shoot up

Fucked up, don't know what to do
It's my fault but I'm blaming you
Comatose about my current affairs
All I do is stand and stare

A bullet in the brain would end the pain
Got a lot to lose but nothing to gain
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

Holy shit I wanna quit
Cut my throat and slit my wrists
Jump off a building that's really tall
Buy some rope and end it all

Old news, bad news, nothing new
No friends, no life, sad and blue
I wish I wasn't so negative
Why am I so fucking negative

A Punk Song (nxp/shooter cover)

You’re pretty sensitive, I see
I’m here to welcome you to reality
Can’t you empathize with me
Are you too ignorant to see

The pain I feel
The hate I've learned
The love I've lost
And long to yearn

The contempt I feel for all of you
Am I too edgy for you?

Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?

I don’t want your sympathy
I don’t care that we disagree
You mean nothing to me
You are really not that interesting

You’re oh, so dull
I’m so bored of you
Your friends must be
Really boring too

If you killed yourself
I'd laugh at you
Am I too
Edgy for you?

Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?

Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?
Is this too much for you?

2edgy4u

I don't know where to go when you talk to me like that
When you lure me in and beat me, then you leave me in the past

I don't know where to go when you talk to me like that
When you lure me in and beat me, then you leave me in the past

Maybe we find something we like deep within eachother
Maybe we find something we like deep within eachother

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Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Fuck this shit everything's a fucking stretch
I loaded up my pistol I'm just waiting for your text
I'm gonna end it all
 it's too much work and too much stress
You won't miss me when I'm gone I just know that for a fact
Baby would you kiss me while I'm lying down and dead
You love me way too much 
I cannot pay you I'm in debt
I hope you'll be okay
Well I'm not and I won't stay
You won't miss me when I'm gone
YOU WON'T MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE

Her voice 
her whispers
her chatters
her laughter
They still fucking haunt me and it makes me sadder
this immature love life is just a disaster 
I'm down to my last straw can we please do this faster

No choice
No true love
No shit
No nothing
I put myself into this I'm so retarded
My thoughts keep pulling me back from where I started
I lost the love for you
I'll forever hate you

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"



Amateur Slop

bye for now (OUT ON SPOTIFY!)

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